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| Iave identified myself as trans, bi and slave because these reflect my aims and ambitions - my reality is more inexperienced, boy and submissive by nature.
I have signed up here with some specific aims but also with a lot of questions and open to all possibilities for the future. I am also going to give some information below about my background and I think tendencies is probably the right word, not as a shopping list of interests I expect someone else to fulfill, more purely to help you decide if I am someone you want to involve yourself in and if you are right for me. To be clear, I hope politely, if you are ever planning to ask me to send you money or similar then please do not contact me in the first place, thank you.
My aims is to have a dominant become closely involved in one part of my life which is my physical health, fitness and body. I am not currently in my best shape or condition after several months of working too long hours and weeks and prioritising this at the expense of diet and exercise. If you like to control and mould and modify and you share my preference that an attractive submissive should have little.or.no fat, be toned and sculpted to.the preferences of.her (more.on this below) Master and should be able to stand (or.otherwise) in front of her Dominant in no clothing at all or the tightest, shortest, apparel with no shame or visible flaws, then I hope you will read on. Daily diet, exercise, other lifestyle factors may become,gradually totally managed or restricted and controlled by my new.Master.as.we.get to know each other and he will see (in pictures posed.as.he requires) the evidence of.his work as my body and - perhaps I am hoping too much here - my mind and personality become changed by him and for.him as we become closer.
Regarding my nature or my desires it is not something I am proud of but since my mid teens I have dreamed fantasized and nervously explored the idea of being crossed dressed or feminised or sissyfied into some type of feminine submissive or slave, I believe I have a feminine side in me and she craves more and more as time goes on the attention of a Master, she wants to be things I am not - totally toned, owned, desired, pleasing to her Master, helpless and owned, she is simple, shameless in how she acts (although she has all my shame and humiliation inside her as she feels helpless / unable to resist as her Master forces her to places both mentally and physically that debase and alter her forever), she is sometimes trashy, sometimes slutty, sometimes (forced/helpless?h to act dumb and common (poor), tarty, bimboish...sorry she is exciting me, pushing me to debase myself, I lack self control when I think of her so I need my Man to enforce self control on me with his effortless discipline, please help me become more like her, who knows where it may lead?
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