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slave registry 707-820-533 Everyone has a skill or talent within them. Everyone is simply just amazing and fantastic at one thing. For me it has been kink. Over the years I have had the priviledge of serving others in many capacities ranging from 247 live in slave to being a sexual catalyst for others to explore their own kinky desires in a service slave capacity. I was trained in my early 20s at a time when kink and bdsm was underground and sub culture. BDSM was deviant, perverse and very naughty. Over the years it has become more mainstreamed and acceptable but in my core being I am still that well trained slut who will do anything to please others.
My personal goal at this point in my life is to have a serious and committed relationship (preferably marriage when You are comfortable and desiring) with a Woman where I am monogamous, in chastity and devoted to Her, but she will enjoy and celebrate sex with others. I prefer a FemDomme or a FemDomme leaning switch. However, I also enjoy the company of couples where the male is bi and both parties want to feel free to explore kink and their own desires. Either way, I am so very experienced and uninhibited that you could feel free to explore whatever perverse desires and fantasies you may have.be it for an evening or if you are seeking that long term committed slave.


Man staggers through life yapped at by his reason, pulled and shoved by his appetites, whispered to by fears, beckoned by hopes. Small wonder that what he craves most is self-forgetting. For me, i seek a lifestyle.-Eric Hoffer

Very few persons, comparatively, know how to Desire with sufficient intensity. They do not know what it is to feel and manifest that intense, eager, longing, craving, insistent, demanding, ravenous Desire which is akin to the persistent, insistent, ardent, overwhelming desire of the drowning man for a breath of air of the shipwrecked or desert-lost man for a drink of water of the famished man for bread and meat-Robert Collier

The deepest principle in human nature is the craving to be appreciated.-William James

To desire is to obtain to aspire is to achieve.-James Allen


I crave, I feel, deeply and wholly, in all things. I wish to be used, in every way Your mind can dream.Not a typical simpering sub, obsequiousness drawn from pushing those buttons is another beast entirely.


1/14/2018 8:58:36 AM

he had a fucking GLORIOUS cock, wowzers, big and thick and it was a joy to have it in my mouth and worship it. i never knew i enjoyed gagging on cock so much especially when that lovely thick saliva from the back of the throat comes up all stringy. I miss it already. :(

 
1/13/2018 7:55:44 PM
Sighs, no Female use of late.  i do have a bi encounter tonight though which should be fun and will keep my holes ready and hungry for use.  i just ache for my owner, key holder and director of use/play.  i suppose a whore must do what a whore does which is why i am open to this play tonight.
11/17/2017 11:24:17 AM
Just uploaded a few more pictures for Your consideration.
1/23/2016 4:06:23 PM
Sighs, are there ANY real lifestyle Dommes on here anymore?  i mean, almost every profile is a "Pro" Domme who aren't looking for slaves and relationships, they are only seeking Tribute and payment.

i respect Pro Dommes (although apparently any girl with a riding crop from the Stag Shop is a "pro" nowdays).  i respect that they have a business and offer a service in exchange for payment.  However, in order for them to keep their clients happy, they have to cater to their kinks and tastes.  So, really, Pro Dommes are service Tops and that's about it.

It's sad that this site used to be about meeting others in the community and perhaps forming friendships and relationships...and now it's glorified advertisement for Pro Dommes.  :(
2/22/2013 8:08:28 PM

So i have decided to go into chastity and would very much appreciate having a key holder to help me in my endeavors. The reason for the chastity is simple. my cock always gets me into trouble. i prefer the person that i am when denied orgasm, where i hold onto my energy and become most eager and anxious to obey. my orgasams tend to let me down and disperse that lovely motivating energy. So, i belive it would be best to enter chastity with the sincerest and purest of motives. Although i seek an Owner and Mistress long term, i would be grateful for the assistence of a keyholder if She is so inclinded.  this slave just wants his cock....removed.  i am better without it but also recognize it's usefulness to others.  i hate it when i am too arroused as i feel both pathetic and worthless, far too distracted to be useful.  Chastity will be my only saving grace.

 

And just as an FYI, i was a 24/7 live in total slave and was also kept in chastity.  i know what it is, the realitiies of day to day and not just the kink.  i know what i seek and need.

 

9/8/2012 5:36:08 AM

LORD i need some hard cock to lick, worship and fuck.  This slave is going out of his mind and have already started fucking my cunt with some of my larger toys.

7/20/2012 5:17:49 PM

Why should a lifestyle choice be so damned difficult to find?  i have been kinky as long as i remember.  Hell, there have been clues to my deviance since i was 6 yrs old.  When i was 22 i was taken in by a male/Female couple and trained as their 24/7 live in slave (and i mean slave as trained was non consentual and most extreme).  i was to undergo physical transformation which would have included breast implants, corseting and hormones).  Alas my owners released me when They moved to the US (and at the time i had family and could not follow).  But it has been almost 20 years since and i have yet to find the life that i seek, the position that i am capable of performing or the use and service that this slave needs.  It is a terrible thing to have been trained to such extremes and yet to find that others since have simply...lacked...for lack of a better word.

 

There are real and true 24/7 slaves just as there are real and true 24/7 Dommes, Owners, Goddesses.  This slave can easily relocate and commit to One that would have him.  i am worthless, useless and flundering without dedicated service and use.  i always thought that all things were possible and that if one worked hard, played hard, kept oneself ready for use and play that the opportunity would present itself.  How does the phrase go?  When the student is ready the Teacher will appear?  i can dedicate my flesh, body, cock, soul and spirit to the service of my Owner.  i have been ready for many years.  Even now i am optimistic and fatalistic and believe that everything happens for reasons.  i am certain to believe that in the end, it will all be worth it.

8/7/2011 3:30:34 PM

i am currently in service to the stunning, beautiful and sexy MsEdenx.  It is my honour and priviledge to be a photographer of Hers and i hope to continue to be of use and service.

 

i am still unowned however and still seeking my Owner.

 

***UPDATE- July 2012. The most beautiful EdenX has dissapeared and has been for sometime.  Although this slave has been most grateful for Her attentions i have to move on.  She really is both divine and very lovely.

Beltanee
 
 Age: 42
 Tulsa, Oklahoma