well ive enjoyed the many messages ive had of ppl which has been quite inspiring to say the least and i still havent lost faith. i would like to thank u  2 those who i have contacted and have contacted myself.  im pleased that i have had a good reponse, its been quite an experince of how many ppl from all ages to all walks of life have a very good,healthy intrest in the lifestyle...... how ever im still searching..... no time wasters plzzz xxx