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| I've been really sad recently.I dont feel loved,or cared for.And I dont have many friends anymore.
I never really have had a close family.My mother and father were never there for me, no matter what I did to make them proud they never noticed.
Ive been in the bdsm lifestyle for few years now.The last 10 pretty constant.. But I just need the loving , caring Mother Ive never had.
I actually was laying in bed today very upset after being stood up yet again this morning. And I decided I need my Mommy to take care of me.I'm sick and I need to be nursed back to health
There much more Ill share secrets only with my new mommy
About my Mommy:
I want a Mommy that is a Extremely successful Woman.This doesn't have to be vanilla successful.Just successful.Someone who can make all my problems disappear. I'm kinda hoping she will relocate me far away to live with her so we can start our new life.
Although I would and could love to be socially vanilla with you. Im sort of a nerdy shut in now.An anti social deviant. So When I thought about my Potential Mommy
I pictured being taken care of in a high rise loft or a far off house or cabin in the woods or mountains.Or In another country. Or kept at a vacation home, or secret property.
I like the idea of being very private with how we play alone together.I do not like the BDSM community. And I do not want anyone to know of our dynamic outside of the relationship.
But when I am alone to long I do naughty things, and I feel I need to be monitored. Id like a very pretty Mommy as well.Id prefer One who is older and taller and larger than me. So the taller , and larger you are the better! that way this can feel more real as time progresses.
Beacaues its hard to find what I want Im willing to talk younger ,shorter,or petite Mommies now. I may be willing to make an exception if your really like a MOM to me.The one I never had
And I also love curvy Mommy's. I want to feel safe in your arms and in your lap.
Now I'm also open to the idea of us living somewhere or moving somewhere were no one knows us.And If your the right age we can actually tell everyone in public or we meet that I'm your son.
I want a new life,and I want to see if this is what I need.
It took a longtime for me to delve into this side of the lifestyle.
And The Mommy I am hoping for will be a rare bird indeed. Since I need a special mixture of love,care, pampering, with a little bit of motherly advice, Mother Son talks, monitoring. Encouragement.
Hope to talk to you soon
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