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Hello people. I should preface this by saying that i'm not currently interested in a relationship but rather just investigating the lifestyle. I've been intrigued by the BDSM lifestyle ever since i saw "Exit to Eden" when it came out. (yes, your math is right, i saw the Anne Rice film about BDSM when i was 8 years old. Imagine how fucked up a kid i must have been) I don't have any real experience with the lifestyle, just looking to broaden my knowledge of something that i've been interested in. Feel free to friend if you have any questions or advice.
I've just recently relocated to LA to star graduate school.

"To each species of creature has been allotted a peculiar and instinctive gift. To horses galloping, to birds flying comes naturally. To man only is given the desire to learn." - W.H. Woodward
8/10/2008 12:10:53 AM
four more days till i'm back in the usa
7/15/2008 7:45:09 PM
"No man is an island, entire of itself; every man is a piece of the continent, a part of the main. If a clod be washed away by the sea, Europe is the less, as well as if a promontory were, as well as if a manor of thy friend's or of thine own were: any man's death diminishes me, because I am involved in mankind, and therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls; it tolls for thee."

Meditation XVII

John Donne
6/29/2008 5:35:49 PM
"Whoever succeeds in the great attempt

To be a friend of a friend,

Whoever has won a lovely woman,
Let him add his jubilation!

Yes, whoever calls even one soul

His own on the earth's globe!

And who never has, let him steal,

Weeping, away from this group."

"Be embraced, you millions! 

This kiss is for the whole world!"
-Ludwig van Beethoven

Ps. I know this is actually a Friedrich Schiller poem, but i thought of it while listening to Beethoven's 9th, so i decided to reference the source that inspired the journal entry.
6/23/2008 8:21:34 PM
I love this song by Bob Dylan, "One too Many Mornings." I can't get it out of my head, specifically the version the album, "Hard Rain":

Down the street the dogs are barkin'
And the day is a-gettin' dark.
As the night comes in a-fallin',
The dogs 'll lose their bark.
An' the silent night will shatter
From the sounds inside my mind,
For I'm one too many mornings
And a thousand miles behind.
6/11/2008 9:46:38 PM
I can't believe it, but i am actually in another hemisphere. I'm in Kyoto Japan for 10 weeks. And i'll admit that i'm afraid that i might eventually go nuts from loneliness.
4/8/2008 10:13:30 AM
Holy hell, people. First haircut in over a year! check out the pictures when they're approved to see the insane difference.
4/8/2008 8:38:05 AM
For those of you not as versed in classic comedy, here's a Red Foxx joke for you:
"I was with this one girl and she asked me, 'Can you fuck me and hurt me?' I said, 'You're goddamn right!' So i fucked her and hit her in the head with a brick."
 I'm probably going to hell for laughing at that, or maybe i just have a really poorly developed sense of humor.
4/4/2008 1:10:43 PM
Just relieved it's the weekend. Not looking forward to exams. Definitely looking forward hanging out with friends. Not in the mood to used the first person pronoun.
3/31/2008 7:31:26 PM
So where to begin. Life has been pretty quiet as of late. I'm going to Japan this summer (maybe i can learn some shibari) so i've been getting ready for that. For some reason, i just feel like sharing the quote: "When God gives you lemons, find a new God." Let's just say i've been through some serious shit over the year and i'm definitely feeling the rage, but trying not to take it out on others.
Getitsbabiebrat
 
 Age: 19
  Illinois