I was wrong. I did find someone who is honest, real and has a slave's heart.

We are in the process of training and getting to know each other.

I will be back later to look for a 3rd to complete our household.

Perhaps I am missing something. What could someone be getting from talking to you for long periods of time, pretending that they are interested and then disappearing?

Is this how they get off?

Is living the fantasy for that short period enough?

Are they studying us for a class?

Is it a scam?

Does anyone have any other ideas?

New rule. You only get 3 questions and then you either hand over your phone number so we can talk or the conversation ends.

I think most of you are confused.

Femdom means I rule. I am all that matters and my needs are all that are important.

What I look like should be of no consequence. I am not here to live up to your fantasy domme dreams.

What you want only matters as much as I want to let it. Which means it may not matter at all.

So for all the dreamers out there looking for a fantasy. Keep looking and good luck with that (this is sarcasm).

I would rather be alone then tied to a shallow, needy prick who thinks he can use me.

And for all of you idiots that think my words require a stupid and/or nasty remark back. Stop thinking it isn't what you do best.

I cannot believe that it is so hard for someone to apologize for their stupidity that they would risk exposure.

I am respectful and pleasant so some people make the mistake of thinking I am a push over. Never make that mistake. I can be a good friend or a bad enemy.

Well, as you can see I ended up in Joliet. 

I have been trying to meet some local people but so far no luck. Hard to believe all these "successful men" are such scared losers. 

But I still have a few options open, so wish me luck.

I will be moving to the Naperville area soon. I am hoping to meet people in that area.

Even though I have enjoyed my time with some lovely men I am still searching for one man that can fulfill my every need.
I may be off the mark in wanting what I want but I will not settle for less.
Perhaps I over think things but I have come to the conclusion that if you have to play on someones elses time line and except all their limits. Then who is really in control and how submissive are they? I am tired of requests to prove myself.
I now meet people and they get confused and upset because I will not act the way they think a Domme should act. Have they proved themselves to me?
I think a sub has to act like a sub and prove himself to me before I will give them what they want. Show me respect before you expect anything of me. In some cases, I think they are just to cheap to hire a pro and think they can just use me when it is convenient. I will not be used. I am not that stupid.
Tell me if you think I am wrong or too fucking cynical.

As much as  I hate to admit it I still meet people on occasion. Still haven't found the one. Still meet people that are not truly honest.

Above all I am honest and forthright about what I want. Unfortunately I don't think I will ever find anyone here that has the same values. Just because we are in this lifestyle does not mean we need to sink to a lower level in our morality.

I am done looking. I am truly disappointed in the quality of people I have met. I won't waste any more time.

For those of you who complain about never finding anyone real here, I agree. They may be people but they are not real.

And for those of you who complain that all the Doms are pros you are wrong. There are some of us here that are not pros but we grow tired of the many stupid games you play.

It is amazing to me how many people have emergencies that keep them from contacting you to cancel a meet or show up for a meet. I am not sure if I should believe them or call them liars. The percentages are staggering and out of the norm. Perhaps they do not consider me important enough to keep in mind. I am not sure what to think anymore.

Why do you contact me if you are not ready to meet? It is a waste of my time. I want a man that is ready to accept his place as my property.

All you unstable fags need to stop contacting me. I am not here to become a Madam for your ass. Go troll for your own fucks.

Once again, you know who you are.

I am going back to my original profile of no married men, no one younger than 40 and local only. It seems I am just not going to meet the right person for me. I want someone that wants to be dominated 24/7, that needs it. How can I be the dominant if you are telling me when you will come to me? I understand work but not the rest. You are either in or you are out. Anything less than 24/7 is just casual dabbling.

So please do not contact me anymore unless you are truly ready to submit and be a slave to another full-time.

I have come to the acceptance that I will not easily find what I want so I am settling for what I need. I will no longer reject anyone for being married, attached, too young or too far.

I do not force anyone to contact me.

I am upfront about being a larger woman. If you have an issue with that then please do not contact me.

I do not share pics for many reasons.

1. Who the hell am I sending it to really?

2. How do you or I know it is a legit pic? It could be anyone. I have met people and they looked nothing like their pics or the pics were obviously many many years old.

3. I offer to meet people in person. This does not obligate anyone to do anything other than meet. Why is that so awful?

So take your anger and frustrations out on someone else. I am here to give and find enjoyment not to quarrel.

You know who you are.