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I have a new thing I'd like to try MC set up a meet up group for those who like to watch/read erotica manga/anime. My love has become of the Korean adult variety. This is because of the high drama usually involved. None of the characters are children nor are they in high school unless it was a brief flashback. I do not hate age play. I do not like nor respect it in my manga.
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In the unlikely event your still here looking for a malesub or switch.
Holla. I'll make it easy for you. If your an insomniac. I'm the man for you.
we will negotiate terms.
like i get to bow out if I feel sleepy.
I will uber to meeting you in public somewhere casual laid back.
I'm a sucker for anything tight in a building with a long bar.
Just saying.
Those are my real to life terms.
I'm not as communicative as I used to be. And I'm currently in between classes.
Help me find my limits. |
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Fun with spam/spammers
I wish something could be done would be done about spam. |
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Dear Collarspace.
I just wanted you to know that I was in one of those moods again. One where your standing behind a woman with a gorgeous ass on the bus, train, trolley or coaster. And you want it. You desire it. You can't think of anything but it.
That poly part of you allow you to be ethically a slut.
Give in. Ask get the yes or the no.
Does lust always be in the now. Never the simmer?
Can't it just wait?
Like your sitting in the drive thru for a "insert your favorite I',m killing you" food chain here and you order another quarter pounder e coli filled burrito wrap with a feel food eat me. With a over priced drink. come on you slut eat it. You even went back for another helping didn't you.
Back to my desires for sex and the perfect orgasm.
Based on stress mind you. I don't always feel this way.
Maybe I can find a mistress to take me for a day or two just so I can get use to being used.
Oh well. Maybe you'll listen and hear by cry. Maybe my "friend" will do it.
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The walking orgasm.... of relaxation.
IT happened. I'm stressed over the new job. The shift work. The type of job it is. Everything. I finally had the nerve to see a shrink. It cost 4 dollars thanks to some program provided by the county. And being the first time i've done this as an adult. It almost felt like a confessional. That I got to "release" things that have bothered be since childhood. The letting go didn't do it. But going to a massage place immediately after did. And the hour almost an hour and a half did wonders the pains in my back gone. The stress I was holding onto gone. And the walking orgasm of relaxation felt like walking mediation while floating on air. I was apart and not apart. I was there but not there.. I had food but was not hungry. I walked talked and was alive in the moment of pure relaxation. No fuss no muss. Drank water, jerk chicken and soda and called it aday.
I'm about to hit the bathroom to detox.
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Affirmation of today.
I want a walking orgasm.
No drugs.
Can be induced by foreplay, afterplay, and anything above. |
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So I decided to post an ad on craigslist asking for a mutual j/o masturbation session.
I've seen enough porn to now want sex in real life. And Vivid doesn't scratch the surface. Kink.com hits the mark ocasionally but sometimes either is sensual enough or very fun.
Therefore Domme's and female sub/slaves. I have a question.
Whats the best way to meet you in real life?
This is a real question. I'd love to hear your response.
Thank you |
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Why do I not get serious and show more of me and not just my cock.
Because I am a prick. A slightly above average prick who occasionally fucks over pussies and gets shitted on by an asshole.
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Fantasy #4
To go to a (coed) sex addicts anonymous group and see if I can trigger a orgasmic orgy. |
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Dear webcam girls who happen to visit collarspace.
I apologize if my fantasy of seeing you in public while: your embarrassed/humiliated (while bare ass) in a public library, car, grocery/liquor store aisle excites me enough to break the fourth wall and grope, molest, fuck you on the spot.
I hope for the camera to still be rolling, as I, pull you close, finger you in your already excited state which causes a repeated forced orgasm(s). Finishing you off I release you in whatever state you were in. And walk away or I release on your face and you try to clean up quickly while your audience pays more coins/credits then you ever had in your life.
My fantasy includes some of my favorite words: public, caught, rape(play), non consensual domination, submission, embarrassment, voyeur, exhibitionist, rope play, and peeping tom among others.
In real life this would involve consensual non consent , role play, safe words, timing, a third party look out and you definitely holding the moan.
So if you are a camgirl or just someone who likes to play with herself and needs a unexpected helping hand message me IMMEDIATELY.
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drunken debauchery and my need to not say the samething i say when i'm on kink.
I find groups on kink, I find real people in person on kink. but when i'm here when no one is around i run around the house naked thrusting my pelvis to the four winds yelling and screaming i want a slut. I want an ethical slut who will tend to my needs. I need a submissive who will worship my cock and adore it with her lips and ass and pussy. but to be purely cock worship is shit for porn. I want the real kink. I want to be the guy that when your showing yourself to your cam to your audience. I start to help you. Yes you wern't expecting it. You didn't want it. But this is what a real perverted voyuer wants to do. Desire you. FUCK YOU. I repeat without repentance. I want to invade your cam session like the library manager. and snatch you up while you appologize with the dildo still in you. And take you ravage you until you little clit is broken and you body refuses to get off unless i'm nearby.
Forgive my rant. I'm fueled on the fumes of wines and vodka.
This isn't my normal submissive boo hoo of please take me. This is my fingers feeling the texture of the keys and wishing they were your skin. that i stroke and smell and kiss and lick all over. that I press and kneed while i pull on your hair. i want a beast to own. a slut of my own to switch with and collar and peg and fuck and create and build orgasms with. Mutual I'm afraid. Because of my society I can't just want into your office building and pull you out of your work place by the hair and whip you in your heals and make you suck on my cock.. and use your mouth while your boss is watching.
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Okay I got what I asked for. I wasn't specific enough and the universe of collarspace found a loophole in my request and gave me a tribute dom instead of a fin dom.
One of these 'I will domme you from afar as long as you give me untraceable money"
fuck that.
I want to feel your flesh against me. This is what gets me off.
I want to know your intent from your visual cues and knows that whatever task you give me that I perform excites you. Fuck the bullshyt. I'm a human being with a heart pumping with real lust. None of this cyber bullshyt. I can get that at secondlife. I can get fake in a irc chat room. I can get fake walking into a nightclub that is "open" to kink with velcro collars. |
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Now that I get to look around.
Is it just me or are most of the video journals of Findoms?
Anyone else alive human well and actually a kinkster in real life?
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I have no experience submitting.
I desire her. She knows me not because of what I give but of what I am. I don't know the language of submission. But I know how I feel about rope. I know I love the feeling of the tightness of rope. I salivate from the desires it holds in. I've held in. With the few strands of string I can act against it outside of myself. The rope. The .. Cuff the restraints release emotions I can't just let go by myself. I won't let go alone. Its apparent that I need more rope. More kinds. 550 cord against my balls and shaft. Silk, yarn, hemp. But I have to be discrete. What will they think. "Oh its not tight enough". All I want to do is to ... Share with one person with whom I give my control to and its okay. Safe they say. Who are you I lash out. What would have me do you cunt. Fjck your slit bitch. Before the gag comes. I'd fuck you deep in your ass so hard your eyes will role in the back of your head. Bound I lash out against the rope. I accept the pleasure or pain I'm going to receive. I'll break your not asshole. I'll bind you with your own shut and tongue your ass til it hurts. I almost stand growling. Bashing heaven forbids no that I'm bound and release every bit of pain to the point of exhaustion. I'll give you what you gave me Switch 10x more I promise. I yell behind the ballgag I can no longer r speak. I'm almost dizzy. Your hands on my thighs and ass. I reject your pleasure as if it were poison. You can't force me to orgasm I'll block it out comes my lie. As I my there in a beautiful agony. Pegged over and over and over... |
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