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| Past relationships have shown me that vanilla does not quite do it for me. I am incredibly interested in bdsm and i have had one M/s relationship that lasted for about a year, but i am still not quite sure what who or what i am.
I believe that i will ultimately have to submit to someone and accept a permanent collar in order to be fully myself, but i am also still somewhat scared by that prospect. What is it like to be completely broken, to subjugate my own desires to those of my Owner not only because of love and respect, but also because i know that anything other than an unconditional focus on my Owner will lead to terrible punishments.
What i am looking for is to experience what it feels like to be broken by another person. My ideal scenario is one where i commit to a certain period of training and discipline and will be held to my commitment so that there is no backing out. I want to get to learn what it feels like to let go of all hopes that i can resist that person and realize that i am entirely at the mercy of His or Her will. And through this i want to find out whether i can learn to embrace this will so entirely that i can accept His or Her collar and consider myself nothing but a slave for the rest of my life.
Please get in touch if you are interested in such a scenario. Can you break my will and make me do things i never thought possible? Can You bring me to the point where i will be grateful to have no other choice but obey unconditionally? I would like to hear from You whether You are only interested in breaking someone to Your will or whether You are also looking to collar the right person permanently.
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