I was asked recently in a chatroom, Why I choose to be a slave. Why I want to live this way.


Being owned by Master has done a world of good for my life. It gives me a deep sense of security and has brought so much happiness into my life. People I have known for years have commented on never seeing me smile or laugh so much. Even before Master was 'Master' he made me feel good about who I am both inside and out.


Bring owned by Master has dramatically reduced the stress in my life. More so now real time then online. But even when we were just online. I do not know how I would have made it through my life without him. If there is something that I just can not deal with or that I cannot handle on my own. All I need to is step aside and Master will hand the situation. Master has never failed to help solve a problem or deal with a situation. Many times, after a simple conversation with Master I can see that most the time things are really not as bad as they seem. All I need to do .. is busy myself tending to Master. He will see my worries are eased. I have learned through out the years that Master will always be here for me, for me to lean on and to protect me from anything and anyone that would seek to hurt me.

I have learned to trust, when I thought I had nothing left in me. I've learned to confide in him (even if I have problems expressing it verbally - working on that) and to trust him completely and utterly.

Master also takes care of me completely. He controls what and how I eat to make sure I am healthy, that I behave, talk and act as a lady should - not cursing and wearing clothes that are feminine and sexy but not slutty, that I am not just sitting around like a "bored and desperate housewife" during my days. I have grown into a healthier person both mentally and physically because of Master.

Many people only see the "bad" side of the M/s or D/s lifestyle. I cannot speak for others and their own relationships. But, it is not always harsh and hard. At least not in the M/s relationship of Master and I. There is tenderness, love, caring, talks and often just curling up and Master holding me.

There have been many things that have surprised me during my slavery. Issues that I have struggled with an overcome, and more that I am even now overcoming with Masters help and guidance. Master has helped me continue to stay focused in life, goals and serving him.

When I transitioned from TX to be here and finally be with Master. It was true we had lost much of the aspects of our M/s relationship. One I have been craving and yearning to reclaim over the last few months. I needed Master to reinstate his control over me. He has, and even only a day under his new rules and guidelines I have begun to feel more relaxed, calm and devout to him.. actually feeling totally owned and knowing I am has eased my mind so much I cannot explain.


All of what I has written here tonight are, in my eyes, good things. Advantages of my being owned. I am so very thankful for Master and to Him for being the Man and Master that he is. And for being all that He is to me. My very best friend, confidante, my shoulder to lean and cry on, my strength, teacher and most of all Owner and Master.

Thank you Master.