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I am completely a bottom, love to oral and anal. Clean and disease free.
I LOVE rough oral and am looking for someone who can use my mouth and throat, ignore the gagging and just go go go. Yes I've done this before it is how I LOVE it.
If you're not into forcing deep throat or just dominating oral I understand, not everyone is. But if you've never had someone who wouldn't run away, bite or quit when you're going all the way in as much as you want, causing it to be sloppy and wet and gaggy then you dunno what you're missing.
I am white, 5 foot ten, not very hairy. I am outwardly masculine, someone no one ever knows is bi (though I lean more toward men a truly dominant woman makes me want to give my life up to her). 31 years old. Dick is super small, pathetic really which is mainly why I only bottom. My body type is chubby, not too fat but chubby enough to have grabable tits lol. I LOVE chubbiness on a male dom I hope you don't hate it on a bottom. Oddly I don't find chubbiness as attractive on females.
I am an expert at cleaning myself out and you could drill me anally for hours and you'd just think I never eat hehe. To me anal has to be rough to be any good. The whole process of anal, for me is about being submissive...about being dominated...being used. So someone who can drill and plow...well they can pretty much own me. I have been known to do a little bit of worship and gifting to someone who could cross my eyes with rough anal sex. :)
I have forced deep throat fantasies that would make you doubt my sanity but I assure you I have learned to compartmentalize my need to serve on my knees, giving even my ability to breath over to a top. I've never done this with a female (IE strapon) but I've always wondered what it's like. I do this to myself sometimes with a nice softy dildo but it's not the same. I always stop when the panic starts it's impossible for me to push myself passed it...whereas if I'm with a dom who is willing to go there for me I have no option to change my mind and the choice is made. Once passed the panic I feel used...owned....less than human in some ways but so free in others...
I have a crazy collection of toys including dildos, a fucking machine etc...
I don't only like rough stuff some sensual rubby grindy moany giggly niceness can be good too. Just get super extra hot when I am being 'used'....I don't even understand why I just love it and go with it. :)
Sexmistress11
 
 Age: 31
 Lelystad, Netherlands