Im back in MD for awhile but still travel to NY for business and pleasure if I see fit

Hello to all my potential slaves/cucks its been awhile since Ive left you all a journal entry so just wanted to update and say Im still searching for that one that follows all rules and knows most importantly this is about my wants, needs and desires and is there to make sure Im pleased at all times. So if that sounds like you and you wish to take a trip  into my exciting kinky world of the cuckolding lifestyle then message me. Be prepared you will prove your worthy of my time and if not you will be gone! I have no time for true losers that wish to use me as jack off material shit you need to beg in my world just for that to happen lol!

Listen up my cucky boys....

Ill be starting to get on CM cam more often now and if you wish to see me then message me for details or if you have specific things you wish to have me do on cam like humiliate, ignore, have some fun with myself or just laugh at you for having a clit dick any of that can be arranged....or for the ones out there that just wish to hear my knowledge on cuckolding or get advice that can be arranged too....Yahoo cam times can be set up as well....so be the first to get some one on one time with me its not everyday you will get so lucky trust me but I know you are all dying for more of your sexy cuckoldress. Start all messages with "May I have cam time please" if not I know you did not read all my journal and you dont deserve shit.

My take on cuckolding:

To me its having the best of both worlds and I mean that literally. I can have my loving caring cuck that does anything in the world for me because he's truly in love but then I can have my sexual needs fulfilled by BBC which has always been in my fantasies and always will be...my cuck will know because of his size I can never fully be satisfied and I get frustrated more often then not and something has to be done about it.....that's where having a long term bull or bulls comes into play....they take my sexual frustration away and leave me feeling good all over because mentally I have what I need from my cuck and sexually I have been satisfied to the fullest...and some think its not fair how I can be the only one who gets to do this but its very fair in my eyes ...my cuck stays loyal and knows I am loyal to him with my heart but my pussy just needs that correct attention or nothing is going to work out right....his loyalty comes from seeing me pleased and satisfied he knows what he can't give me and is more then happy to help find someone that can and that's even more of a turn on to me....its that understanding between me and my cuck and the communication that makes it all work out and keeps us both happy ....this is my perfect world and I love it and I couldn't have a normal relationship I've done that and its never felt right there was always something missing.

My perfect cuckold :

Now this is the hard part lol finding that one that is or I can mold into my perfect cuck...I want all the things I stated above and then some....I truly want to be spoiled daily and have him worship the ground I walk and be grateful to me everyday for being his cuckoldress....I feel I should never have to pay for the things I want or need that he is there to provide and all around make my life easier....it seems like a lot to ask right?? Lol no its def not its a small price to pay for someone that's entering into my world and staying there....so many crave to be cucks I've noticed but they all want that fantasy land just for a day or a few weeks....that's not me I want that long term thats reliable and will earn every right to have me as his cuckoldress....me being demanding should not be an issue and him being a whiner is something I can't stand ....now if I tell you to beg or want you in that whiny mood then go all out for it but otherwise I find it completely unattractive and it makes me push you away....so there you have it that's my ideal and so far there's been some who have come close but they are all in it for themselves and truthfully yes to an extent its about you but overall its about my wants and desires and who will be there to step up to the plate and fulfill all aspects of that....rudeness and being demanding on your part will get you no where with me and I'm being very serious....if you don't want the things I do then I'm not for you its self explainatory in what I just stated ;)

Obvioulsy some that read the profile cant comprehend it ;) PAY ATTENTION you will address me as Mercenary Goddess and you will state how you plan to be my paypet or my cuckold slut ;) and I currently am searching for that perfect CUCK to do as I say at all times and to worship me properly!! If this is you then message me ASAP and if your looking for someone just to chat with keep looking Im not here for you Im here for ME and thats all that will matter to my potential slaves!!!!!

Hey all you will see I have changed my location to New York Ill be traveling back and forth between there and MD for some work over the next few months....If you view me and feel you can benefit me then message me soon!!