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| I am seeking a Mistress - no men please.
Hello. I will just tell it like it is here. I am a married woman who recently turned 50. I have no intention of ever leaving my husband. I have been married over 25 years. Before I married, I led a rather exciting sexual life. I had a Master who I saw on a regular basis. I knew there was no future for a family with my Master (He was in His forties at the time), and I wanted a family, husband, home, children and all that came with it. I got married to a wonderful man, who is an equally wonderful father, husband and provider, but not dominant at all. Over the years, I yearned to submit. I longed for the feeling I have when I did and the freedom I ultimately felt. As time has gone on, the feelings have become stronger. Now that the kids are out of the house, almost, I have decided that the need is too great to leave it dormant. During this time, my thoughts and fantasies turned to and concentrated on women, serving Her, being with Her. Yes, I have had two sexual experiences with a woman - and both were while I was submissive to a man - but even then I came to realize what two women can do/be with each other is different than what a man and a woman can be - and the thought of having a Domme/Mistress is so exciting.
I am looking for a truly dominant woman, with whom I can have an ongoing relationship. I am not looking for a one-night stand, or a novice. One thing that comes with age is the ability to know what I want and not settle. I speak my mind, I am open about what is on my mind. I need a dominant who is that also.
I have filled out my bdsm interests, and will also try and set some of them out here. Since it has been so long since I submitted, I am not sure if everything I enjoyed back then will be enjoyable now. I like pain, but not extreme pain. Pain needs to build in me. If you start out with hard pain, it will not be as tolerable or exciting as when you start out easier and build to it. That is why I need you to be a true dominant, experienced, knowing what you are doing and having done it before. What I really long to be, however, is a total slut in the bedroom. Your bedroom whore and bitch. I love humiliation and degradation. I have never stopped enjoying that and have read erotica on that subject for the past 20 years. I need to feel dirty, whorish, and treated as such. Not violently, mind you, If you have any experience in this area you will understand. I enjoy bondage and I would enjoy dressing sexy for you - if that is what would please you. I have toys. My nipples are very sensitive and I love to have pain sear through them, because that pain just makes my pussy wetter and wetter. I like to feel that I am insatiable.
I am in good shape (I think) for my age. I run and keep myself fit. I am intelligent and educated. I have a good sense of humor. I am open-minded. I will try almost anything, for how do you know what you will like if you don’t try it. I cannot be severely marked. I heard about collarme long ago, and have never had the courage, until now, to try it.
I think this is enough for now. If I truly interest you, let me know.
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I thought that I had found a Dominant. We chatted on collarme, then we talked on the phone. This went on for a while as I am very cautious. Then we met for lunch. Incredibly, when we met it was like he was a totally different person. I think it was easy for him to play the role of "Dom" in computer chat and on the phone, but once we were face-to-face, he seemed timid and a little scared even. His demeanor was nothing like it was at previous times. When we talked after lunch over the next few days, he finally admitted that he had never had a submissive in real-life, only on the phone, and that he had simply lied to me! I just don't get it at all. Why try to fit yourself into some hole if you are a square peg. There is some one out there for you no matter who you are or how experienced you are. Why lie? What benefit is it to anyone? Nice guy, talks the talk well, but cannot walk the walk. I think I am leaning toward a Domme/Mistress. I hate generalities, but I do find that the women on here are more honest and easier ot deal with. The thought is exciting. |
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Well, out there is "ownedlittlebitch", whose submissive profile sent me a message with interest from the "Dominant" who owns her. This 47-year-old "dom", who "owns" the 25-year-old sub depicted in the profile, was quite interested in me. When I ultimately sent him/her a courteous message that I was not interested, he/she sent me a scathing message about what a distasteful, old waste of time I am. Ahhhhh, maturity. Then, when I tried to respond to him/her, I found I was blocked. So I am leaving part of the message here, and to "ownedlittlebitch", I want to thank you for confirming the sense I had about you. How a man responds to adversity shows maturity, courage, and is a window to his mind and soul - a true measure of who the man is. Thank you for showing me who you truly are, and re-assuring me that I was correct in not having interest in you. |
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Incredibly, over 180 messages in just less than three hours! No one can keep up with this. I will try my best to respond to these messages, but really!!!! |
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| Age: 24 |
| Brooklyn,
New York |
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