merry christmas to every one that has touched my world.....i asked santa to bring me something special as i have been trying to be good  wink wink.....all i wanted for xmas was u.....but i do not know time is running out...and again i celebrate my xmas yes with my children and grandchildren and yes i am blessed but it seems like a piece of me missing.....i wanted to have by now someone in my vanilla and the lifetstyle but i guess my wishes were not met.....i have met and talked with some wonderful people here and i can thank my blessings for that too....well everyone have a great xmas and think of me as i will be thinking of u on this special day.......hugs from the tigeress jo

Night after night i sit alone and wonder is it real out there in the lifestyle...i am real...maybe a little different than some subs...older maturer knowing who i am inside...i know my needs and wants....i have grown in the last two years.... i realize too why it is so hard for me to go the lifestyle from my vanilla...i have so much responsibilities in the vanilla and i have no choice but to be in control,that it is hard for me to let myself go....but once i do....i gracefully do submit and serve ...it is just as frustrating for me as it is for the dom....with a little discipline and a firm voice i do eventually glide into the wonderful sub that i am truly am.....please be patient and do not give up on me....so where are the real ones to bring out the innner beauty in me.......