I’ve done my fair share of letting people down while on my hunt for the perfect partner. I’m realizing now that weather it be out of fear or selfishness I’ve lead some people on in my past. The reason why I write this now is cause I’ve been lead on my fair share of times as well. It struck me tonight while thinking, do I really want to be one of those people who have torn me so deeply. The answer is most defiantly No, not in any way shape or form. I’m making solid changes in my life... growing up. It eats at me that I know I’ve hurt people but I know there’s only one way to make it right. Full Honesty on all fronts mine and yours. I know that there is no way for me to tell when others are absolutely honest. But my intuition seems to be growing as well and if I see anything that makes me question you I will mention it flat out. In turn you will always get complete honesty from me on every plain. I realize what I just said will defiantly deter people. If you hear the honesty in my words you’ll know that there is nothing to fear. 

With that said some details about my life. I’m currently taking care of a family member a fair amount of the time. I do have free time and I do go out. But as I am inside most of the time a fair part of us first getting to know one another will be online or on the phone. Don’t get me wrong I’m not going to keep you waiting months if we click Id def want to meet sooner rather then later. I’m just not going to be able to go out the day after we initially meet and be you’re live a week later.

This also makes relocation a big issue. While I want more then anything to be able to travel and see more places. I know that taking care of my brother holds me back. I would have to really fall for someone hard in order to leave him. So if I do meet someone at a distance you may have to come see me. Before id be able to take a long vacation and visit you.

Ok with all that being said if you still want to write please do.