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First, I better disclose that I'm new at this, and recognize that I have a lot to learn. I'm trying to read everything I can get my hands on, and get some idea of the basics of D/s and S&M.
I'm really looking for a dominant mentor or teacher to give me some guidance and experience in taking my first steps. I need someone who is patient with me while I learn what to do and not do. I have a heart that longs to please, but I'm afraid that my lack of experience may exasperate some dominants who are looking for a more polished submissive who can perform on a higher level. I know that I'm going to make a lot of mistakes as I learn the ropes.
My curiosity is overwhelming; however, but without actually doing the things I dream about, I can't truly say what my likes and dislikes are yet. I fantasize about most submissive acts, but I wonder if I will feel the same way once I actually perform them. God, I feel ridiculous even writing this, but if you will get to know me, I won't hold back anything. Just understand it may take some time to get me whipped into shape.
I guess I'm looking for someone who understands we all have different starting points. For me, it's started now at 44 years old, and I'm tired of trying to be someone I'm not. The idea of a strong woman taking charge of me is so liberating.
I looked at several of the profiles here, and see that there are about a billion submissive males, and just a few dominant females, so I know this is like trying to find a needle in haystack. I'm not looking for a Barbie doll, a casual sexual encounter, or some quick fix. I see that there are many variations on the kinds of relationships that people are seeking. I am willing to explore all options that involve growth and learning to be a good submissive.
My long-term goal is to become an owned slave, but that's a long, way off. I haven't even taken my first step yet.
About me: divorced, professional, no children, home owner, regular guy. My life is here in DFW, so I'm looking for someone local. Other things such as age, race, religion, etc... are not barriers for me. I'm open to couples I guess, but have never been with a man before. I pretty much want to meet anyone who can help me learn and give me some experience. I hope that doesn't sound too desperate, but you have to start somewhere.
Thank you so much for taking the time to read my profile. I apologize if I've already made mistakes when writing it. I look forward to hearing from you.
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