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When I meet new people I always like to think about their lives. Before they came into my world, they had lived however many years, met however many people, and did however many things. They had no concepts of the fact that I was alive, nor did they probably care and to be honest neither did I. I mean I respected them out of basic human integrity but nothing else. And then Boom!! here we are, together, meeting, whether it be at a cashiers post, restaurant, bar, school function, or job. And here I am. I have lived 22 years and you have lived however many, but until now we have no knowledge of each others existence. But now we do.
I am here because I resonate and see myself as a slave. I will tell you how I got into this lifestyle later on but thats why I am here. Now that I have told you what I think I am, it is imperative that I find out why, and explore deeply my feelings on submission. I feel that the only way to do so is to become active in the lifestyle and reach out to people here on this site and others as I find out more and more. I would be open to learning and training sessions but I also would like to explore the possibility of a long term TPE relationship where I could truly grow into my role and go from there.
I am kind of a no-nonsense girl. I am the definition of the opposite of shy. I might rub you the wrong way but it is not intentional. I am definitely not bratty and I always know my place. As far as hobbies I love to work out. I used to be a little overweight when I was in high school (not that the average guy would even notice) but I really did something about it once I came to college. I absolutely love sports as well including football. I can talk about sports all day but thats not why you are reading this profile so I will move on. I also am very girly and clean up well. I understand what men like and do what I can to look good always.
Here is the meat and potatoes paragraph. I really hope to become a slave to a honest, straight-forward, and no-nonsense Owner. But what does that really mean because well many people could have many definitions of what it could mean. Well I tend to feel that I would handle a great plethora of different scenarios but some things I really have to have. Depending on how sadistic someone is or how compassionatedaddy-like someone is that I am indifferent about because I could and would handle it either way. I am really interested in the control aspect of this and would have to be controlled intensely in most any relationship I get myself into. That means that I would not have really any say in my appearance, my diet, my exercise, or my schedule. I am open to a wide range of this type of micromanagement but I need some in my life. That type of discipline and instruction from a Dominant satisfies a lot of my needs. The owner leads and I follow in all respects of the relationship, be it sexual or non-sexual. Also, I am into unique and new humiliations. Its just part of my kink. Anything that shows my place whether it be in public or private just gets me going. Also, I am really into feet and hair. They are my number 1 and 2 fetishes. Ok I am divulging too much ination. Contact me for more!
Well I had no idea what this lifestyle was about until this one fateful night with an ex-boyfriend. He took some liberties that I didnt really understand at the time and before I knew it I was tied up. I couldnt believe it and I have never been so turned on before in my life. When I told my best friend about it, she kinda led me to believe how common it really was and I explored a bit and BOOM found lifestyle BDSM. It didnt work out with the ex since he didnt control me anywhere but the bedroom, but the seed had been planted and here I am now. I have dont quite a bit of research online and am really excited to safely get started in my new life.
I really hate short emails that dont really tell me anything about you. I realize that its hard to get people to write back to you on this site so Ill get over it but at least give me something fun to read! I also really hate people who are sexual right at the beginning. I realize the connotations that this site presents and I too am a very sexual spirit. I just dont want to hear it front and center the first line of an email. Its just rude in my opinion. I dont really have any deal-breakers per-se right now. I am open to receiving email from older people, younger people, any race, any religion, etc.
Thats it. As you can tell I am an open book and am anything but shy. Strike up a conversation with me and see where it goes....
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