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i will be away for the next month talk again soon...


ok here we go again.....

i have had now three profiles on here. i am submissive naturally and this is not something i need to try to be or work at, it is just who i am. i have children . i wear make up almost all the time and i do, do my nails, however i am not afraid to get dirty. When something here brakes i fix it and if i don’t know how i find out. i enjoy camping, fishing, crafts, fast cars, watching sports in person not on a TV. (No matter how big the TV is lol). i want to be in a long term relationship with some One who is Dominating by nature. i like to be kinky in the bedroom and completely His. In public no one knows my lifestyle including my children. i like that look you get in public when you know you did something wrong. "Wait till we get home” look hehe. i like a smack on the ass for no reason and i don’t care who see's it. i like my hair pulled to take a kiss and again i don’t care who see's this. i consider these acts of affection. i like nic names like babygirl, my girl, and stuff like that. i am sure i would love a few other names during play in private. i am into some pain, however nothing extreme. i am rather new to the "play" part of this lifestyle. i will complete my check lists on this profile so please feel free to read them. my hard limits are no, blood, breath play, scat, water sports, humiliation, children, animals, extreme pain and i do not share or wish to be shared in anyway. i want to belong to my one and only my one. i can not relocate so please don’t try to convince me. i also don’t play on cam nor do i wish to have an on line relationship. i am sorry but age does matter in some cases if you are much older then me i am not interested in anything other then friendship.i do not address anyone as Master or Sir. i save that title for my One. As you can see from my pictures i am not a small girl. i have lost over 200 pounds so i am smaller then i was and i continue to work on it. i do this for my self and no one else. i like the 50's house hold idea and the Daddy Dom idea. Well if you are still here then i haven’t bored you yet.. yeaaa.. Please feel free to ask me anything. i look forward to making friends on here.

if You would like to know me better, please read my journal i have taken my time and put alot of thought into my entries, to give You a better idea of who i am.

7/17/2007 11:06:32 PM
please do not email me if your introduction is rude or you are demanding things of me.. i am a true submissive this i assure you, this does not mean i am Your submissive..yet....
7/14/2007 2:54:50 PM
my stories are not things i have done or even tried some of it i may not even like.. just stories i like to do in my spare time... my spelling and grammer are terrible i am aware of this :)
7/14/2007 2:53:34 PM

The room is a cheerful sunshine yellow; children’s paintings are hung all over adding a wonderful feeling to the room. She sits at a table colouring with her favorite crayons and the white curtains sway with the light summer breeze entering the room. The sun shines across her dark hair and the purple highlights shine. She wears your favorite outfit today, you are pleased she obeyed you and put on the clothes you laid out for her this morning. Her t-shirt nothing to fancy a multi-colour striped shirt with all her favorite colours , purple, pink, pastel green and hints of light blue. The skirt was a gift for her birthday pastel purple and just long enough to cover her nice round ass. She has been told she must sit like a lady in this skirt so her panties don’t show. She will be 30 next month and her girlish personality and little girl outfit makes your play day something you both look forward to.

 

“Daddy!” Her baby blue eyes widen with excitement as you enter the room and she jumps up, runs across the room to give you a great big hug.  Kisses your cheek gently and smiles up at you adoringly. “my baby girl looks so pretty this morning, Daddy see’s you are a good girl and put on the clothes I picked out for you, I am sure you left your room tidy and fixed up your bed?” your voice is soft, and the way you raise your eye brow shows her you are expecting an answer, holding her face gently in your right hand, looking deep into your eyes. “Yes Daddy all cleaned up and tidy and I even put on nice clean panties!” her voice is so innocent and cheerful as she starts to raise her skirt to show you. “They are pink!”  “HEHM” you clear your throat and give her a brief stern look. Putting her hands to her side quickly she remembers its not lady like to lift up her skirt and the last time she forgot this rule Daddy lifted her skirt and put her over His knee. “Oh sorry Daddy, I remember”. She waits for approval. “you are lucky my girl, you remembered the rules, Daddy is pleased you got dressed so nicely.” You smile at her and tap her butt softly as you motion to the table. “ show Daddy what you are drawing?”

 

The way her innocents shines through when she is allowed to be free and let herself be Daddy’s little girl excites you in a way that is so hard to explain. Your soul is happy that your girl feels safe in your arms and feels safe enough to express herself the way her mind, body and soul crave and desire.

You are prepared for today, you know she is playful and it’s been so long since you were able to play. You are sure she will have a hard time keeping her bratty behavior to a minimum today. She feels the need to push her limits to know that Daddy cares enough to discipline her when she deserves it and hold her when he is done.

 

Leaning over her as she sits at the table and shows you the drawing of an apple tree and flowers and two people holding hands.  “That’s you and me Daddy”. You smirk and run your fingers through her short messy styled hair. “Thank you baby girl” taking the art work and placing it on the counter you take her hand and walk to the liveingroom. You have work you need to finish today and she will have to behave and watch her movie well you work for a little while.  ‘be a good girl and watch finding nemo well Daddy finishes up some work then if you’re a good  maybe we can  go to the park later.”

“Yes Daddy, I like that movie”. She runs and sits on the couch to watch her movie, it looks like she might be a good girl today and you will get some work done.

 

“Why’s that fish got orange on it?” she doesn’t move just sits on the couch her back to you, doesn’t try to get your attention just starts asking questions. You knew she was going to push you today. Keeping your patients you ignore her thinking she will know its time to stop and watch her movie. “Daddy why’s that fish got orange on it?” her voice is getting louder and she is very close to be considered raising her voice at you. “Tammi Daddy is working you need to watch your movie, no more talking this is your last warning”. You hear nothing then all you see if her feet over the back of the couch. Shaking your head you get up and walk over to the couch, arms crossed you look at her and wait for her to realize she is not sitting like a lady in her skirt. “I … umm I was, I forgot Daddy”. She looks at you and tried to smile, she figures she might charm you out of punishing her. Sitting up quickly she crosses her legs in front of her. “Come here”. You motion for her to stand in front of you. She gets up and starts to walk over. You notice her try very subtly to roll her eyes at you. You are not impressed and instead of waiting for her to get to you and giving her a warning and a small swat to the butt you step toward her quickly and grab her wrist. Moving quickly to the couch you sit down and pull her over your knee. “Ahh no Daddy please, im sorry… Daddy I was forgetting to sit nice”. Pulling her skirt over her ass one hand on her lower back, she tries to put her hand over her bum. “HEHEM”. Her hands move quickly out of your way. “You don’t ever roll your eyes Daddy, I am not impressed.” Your voice is stern, you are not yelling but very harsh and she starts to whine a little. (SMACK) 3 good hard smacks , you left her panties on and she knows you didn’t have to. Tears in her eyes she whimpers. “ owww im sorry Daddy”. You pull her to her feet and stand up in front of her. “Now fix your skirt like a good girl and sit to watch your movie”. She moves slowly straightening her skirt and sits nicely on the couch and crosses her legs. You don’t say a word and walk back to your work. Sitting quietly, wiping her tears she watched her movie and tries not to make a sound. For the next 30 minutes or so it’s quiet and you are able to get a lot of work done. “tammi come here and see Daddy.” You don’t see her move and..” one minute “she says, the words leave her lips before she thinks and realizes what she did. “ I mean coming Daddy, I was talking to myself”. She walks over and looks at you with her big eyes. “ I was going to let you have some of Daddy’s pop because you were being such a good girl and watching your movie, but..”, her eyes lower to the floor she knows she’s not getting pop now. “Someone is having a hard time remembering her manners today”.  “But Daddy can I please have some pop I will be good now I sorry.”  “No go finish your movie and we will see if you can behave.”  You love that look she gets when she knows she has been pushing to far, but you can see that she is really having a hard time behaving today, as she turns to go back to the couch you hear that ‘mmmnmm “ grunt under her breath , and she stomps away. “Excuse me young lady get back here”. “Daddy I don’t wanna do it……” she wines and sits on the floor. Crossing her arms in front of her and making that grunting sound again. Oh boy you knew it had been to long since you had played and she was really trying to push buttons and was having a hard time behaving. “ Tammi-lynn, get your butt over here now, I think you have forgotten how to be a good girl today.”  She starts to crawl over to you slowly and dragging herself along the floor. The whole time whining. “Daddy I want to be good I promise, please I just need one more chance”. “Oh no young lady it is way past chances now get up!” tears start to run down her cheeks; she doesn’t make a sound just quiet tears. She stands in front of you with her hands behind her in an attempt to cover her bum. You see her bottom lip start to quiver. “Daddy im sorry, can I take it back?”. You raise an eye brow at her and there is no indication of any kind of amusement from you. “You go to your room pull your skirt up and your panties off and bend over your bed. Do not move and I don’t want to hear a word from you, or I will be using the spoon instead of my hand. Now GO!”. Tears streaming down her face she runs to her room. You walk in and she is bent over her bed, her bum bare and waiting the way you asked. She has her arms crossed under her face and has her face buried in her arms. You walk over and sit on the bed next to her. “Over my knee now” she stands and doesn’t lift her eyes, just looks at the floor and places herself over your knee. “Hands above your head and do NOT move them.” Your voice is firm but you are not yelling. SMACK “I” SMACK “ think you” SMACK “ need to start “ SMACK “ being a “ SMACK “ good girl” SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK… “ ahhh Daddy please . … owe, im sorry im sorry”. “I suggest you stop talking young lady”. SMACK SMACK SMACK, her white bum now red and hot to touch. Such a pretty sight. . 3 more good hard smacks and you turn her over and stand her up. “Now im not done you are going to clean yourself up and get your butt into the liviengroom ill be waiting.” Whimpering as quietly as she can she can’t speak and shakes her head up and down. Looking at the floor. You get up and walk out to the living room.

She puts her panties back on and knows they will be soaked and have to be changed soon. She doesn’t admit that even though her ass is stinging and the pain was not pleasant, her pussy aches and she is so wet she can smell her own juices. She walks out to the llvingroom and you are standing pointing to the corner. “Go and you wait till I call you.”

“Yes Daddy” she walks over to the corner placing her hands behind her back and her face in the corner she waits quietly for your permission to move. 10 minutes pass and you are smirking as you watch her sway just a little from side to side. You know she is rubbing her panties against her wet hot spot. She is so excited you now can also smell her. “Come here baby girl” your voice is softer now, you are sure she has learned her lesson. She stands in front of you and looks up at you with that pure innocents in your eyes. “Have you learned your lesson my girl?” “Yes Daddy im sorry, ill be good all day now”. You place your hand in her hair and pull her close to you. Her head resting on your chest she feels your heart beat and you feel her breathing now calm and safe. You take her to the couch and place her on your lap. Curled up like a good girl you start her favorite movie again. She places her head on your shoulder and feels your hand move up her thigh and between her legs. Opening her legs just enough for you to reach her hot spot you move her wet panties to the side and slowly start to finger fuck your girl..’mmmmmmmm mmmmm mmmm ohhh mmm “she whispers in your ear well you fuck her gently “thank you Daddy” her breathing labored she gets hotter and hotter, her juices are running down her thighs. You hold her tight to you and continue to slowly but steadily finger fuck her. “ ohhhhhhh ohhhhh mmmm yes ohhh yessss, please Daddy, please Daddy  ... mmmm ohhhh yesssss plea…..” you hold her even closer and pushing deep inside her you gently fuck her .” yes baby girl cum for Daddy” .. “ ohhhhh oohhhh yessss mmmm god , ohh my … oh Daddy thank you… ohhhh oh oh yesssss mmmm “she cums so hard you feel her hot spot tighten up around your thick fingers . It was such a nice intense orgasm she falls in your arms. “Daddy loves you baby girl” / 

7/14/2007 2:48:10 PM

You come home from work to find me kneeling at the door, wearing nothing but Your favorite collar.the black leather shines against my skin and my silver D ring is perfectly centered. i stay still,my eyes lowered to the floor. i know not to move till You move me. There is silence as You bend to lightly kiss my forehead. Placing Your finger tips beneath my chin You slowly raise my head so i can look into Your eyes. “do i please You ?”my voice soft almost a whisper. “yes My girl you do”, your smile warms my soul.

 

Your hand on the back of my head, a hand full of hair you hold tight and quickly Pull me to my feet You smile and i smirk at You.we kiss passionately for what seems to be an eternity. As we kiss You start to move me toward the kitchen table. i stand in front of You breathing heavily allowing my breasts to raise and lower with each breath. You lean to me and kiss each nipple, teaseling me with Your tongue. my soft moans make the hair on Your arms stand up and blood start to rush to Your raging cock. You run Your hands down the sides of my body caressing every curve as if for the first time. Holding my wrists You lift my arms above my head my head and put my hands together,
resting on the top of my head. Using Your foot you kick my legs apart, leaving me vulnerable and ready for Your touch. Cupping Your hand you place it lightly covering my pussy. You can feel the heat from my soft skin. “ are you wet ? My pet.” Your voice is soft and deep. i do not answer with words; i blush and look at You adoringly. With a very quick hand You grab my nipple and pinch it hard enough to get me to make a little yelp under my breath. “answer Me now!” Your voice is a little louder now. “ yes Sir i am wet”. You smile “good girl”. Turning me around You bend me over the table, my hands still above my head and my legs spread. You spread my legs further apart, using Your hands. You run your fingers down my back, just gently piercing the skin and leaving your
mark. i moan softly. Running Your finger down the crack of my ass you spread my ass checks apart and continue to run Your fingers down me. When You get to my pussy you can feel how wet i am. Placing Your finger inside me i tighten and try to push against Your hand. (SMACK). The slap leaves my ass tingling and i let out an “ouch”. “don’t move you dirty  girl “. “yes Sir,sorry Sir” my voice is shaky. You know how much i like to be spanked and give me one more hard “SMACK”. Going back to my pussy You start to fuck me with Your finger, slowly. i am moaning louder now and my breathing is a little faster. i close my eyes and enjoy this wonderful sensation that seems to rip through my entire body. You started to fuck me
harder, now placing two fingers deep inside me. i start to wiggle a little. my moans are steady and louder. i am ordered not to cum. With my eyes closed tight i try hard not to cum all over Your fingers. i know if i cum without permission the spanking i will receive won’t be one i will enjoy. my juices are now running down my legs and you can hear how wet i am with each stroke of your Fingers. You know i am so close to Cumming and You smile and laugh to Your self. Then you stop without any warning. Placing Your fingers in my mouth i taste my juices, i moan and smile at You. You grab my wrist in one hand spin me around and push me to my knees.  i know what im supposed to do. i run my hands over Your zipper pressing gently against Your hard throbbing cock. i lean forward and take Your zipper in my teeth. As i pull Your zipper down You can feel my
hot breath on Your skin. You push Your pants to the floor and i start to lick You slowly, running my tongue from the base of Your cock all the way up to the head. You can feel my teeth brush against the head of Your cock. You grab my hair and push Your cock deep into my mouth. You feel my tongue moving quickly in circles around the head of Your cock well i take all of You deep inside my throat. With the help of Your hand in my hair i move up and down with a fast paste rhythm. Licking and sucking and teasing Your hard cock. i move down a little more and well i am licking Your balls i tell You how good You taste. i feel You tense up in my mouth. When i moan You can feel my lips and tongue vibrate against You. i look up at You and see You smiling, Your head goes back and You tighten Your hold in my hair. Just before Your hot cum runs down my throat You stop and pull me off You. You help me
to my feet and kiss me hard hold my head so close to You W/we almost feel like one. With one finger in the D-ring on my collar You guide me to the bedroom. i have prepared the bed the way You like. On all 4 posts of the bed there is a chain and a thick leather cuff. “ lay down My girl” Your voice cuts threw me like a knife. i feel anxious, nervous a little scared yet i am safe. i lie on the bed on my back and start to spread my legs. You grab my ankle and look at me, that dark stare You have when You want to torment me for Your pleasure. “ on your stomach now girl”. Shivers run through my body as i moan quietly in hopes that You will change Your mind. i love to feel Your hard hand against my ass making me all red and hot, spanking is one of my favorite things to have, however i am so hot and wet and turned on right now I just want You to take me and fuck me hard. On my stomach You put
the leather cuffs on my wrists and ankles. “ baby you count for me “  mmmmmm i love it when You make me count. (SMACK) “ohhhh thank you one!” my voice is bright and cheerful as I count to ten a little bit of a giggle in my voice. “ do you like this my pet?” i know the tone in Your voice; You want me to say it hurts and ask You to stop. “ yes Sir i love when You spank me, it feels good”. i have always been somewhat of a brat. (SMACK) You hit me so hard my eyes water and i whisper 11 as i push my head into the bed. After i count to 13 You stop and lightly rub my hot red ass with Your hand. Now Your touch feels soft and gentle. i moan with pleasure. “ please Sir stop now i beg You”. “good girl” You are quieter now and Your voice is soothing. You remove my cuffs and turn me over. i lay under You, tears running down my face and a smile that would
light up the room. i place my hands above my head and bend my legs opening them to You.  You like this position; i look so helpless and vulnerable. You kneel between my legs run Your hands down my thighs. Placing Your hands under my hips You lift me closer and i feel Your hard cock inside me slowly You push Yourself deeper and deeper. my moans are loud and i am my hips move with each push You give. “please fuck me harder” You smile and start to fuck me harder and deeper. my hips move wildly with Yours. my moans have turned to screams. You take my wrists and hold them down beside me. Pulling me closer and closer to You well You continue to fuck me as hard as You can. Sweat runs from O/our bodies, my head thrashes back and my hips push foreword. my body begs to cum. i know im not allowed until You tell me too. i stare into Your eyes. You can see
it in my eyes, im begging You to let me cum. You smile and “ not yet My girl” i moan louder. “ please please please let me cum, i,i, i, cant do this, please im going to …..” You stop and look at me “ You better not !” i whimper and look at You, “ no Sir i haven’t “ You smile and with no other words start to fuck me harder then You ever have before. “ good girl cum for Me “ OHHHHHHH my god….. mmmmmmmmmm mmmmmmm “ i cum so hard my body shudders under You my hips thrash forward, my head whips back and i close my eyes. You cum with me deep inside of me. Your moan is deep and i feel Your hot cum deep inside my body. Mmmmmmmmmmmmm .” thank You Sir” ……

 

 

7/14/2007 2:06:55 PM

i just want to say i have been talking with a special someOne on here for several months. O/our attempts to meet have fallen short. however He will be visiting end of the month. i am here to chat and meet friends. no one knows what life will throw at you. if you wanna chat please feel free. i have no issue making friends and getting to know you. please i have no interest in on line "training" or "relationship" what i seek is real. i will know when i meet Him. thanks all

6/20/2007 1:38:00 AM
well i havent written in here for some time. ive been thinking about what i am looking for in a relationship. i think that question cant truly be answered until i find my One. i think each person and each relationship is very different. i mean i could be with someOne who is the take what I want kinda guy and in private use me hard be rough and name call. i would like this combined with a careing Dom who wants to protect me and hold me after He uses me. i could also be with someone who isnt rough unless he has to be and for punishment, someOne who likes age play and i could be His baby His 3 year old, wearing lil girl clothes, drink from a bottle, suck my thumb.. be Daddy's lil girl in private, His princess. i would love either of these relationships or a few combination inbetween. it would depend on the person and what makes us tick as a couple.
5/27/2007 2:45:14 PM
Hi i have been on this site for over a year now. i just want to make it clear. i am not going to relocate; this isn’t possible in my situation. i would love to make lots and lots of friends on here. All i ask is that unless you know for sure that you can relocate and that it’s something you want to do, please don’t get to know me in hopes for more. i developed feelings for a very special man. Unfortunately due to the circumstances we can’t be together. i blame no one for this. i just don’t want to go through that again. my heart is guarded and i will keep it that way until i know with no uncertainty that it is safe to let it out. Thank you for reading this.
9/23/2006 10:50:06 PM
a little more about me..... i have three children, 2 boys 12 13 and a 15 year old daughter. i have had my tubes tied and can not have anymore children. i do not want an on line relationship. since i have lost over 200 pounds my body is not exactly the way i want it. i am having a tummy tuck early next year and depending on weither i am single or not i may have breast implants. please ignore my spelling i am terrible. if you are older then 45 then all i would wish to be to you is a friend.
9/19/2006 7:30:55 PM
i want to add that humiliation listed in my hard limits is for public humiliation. in private that is a limit i would like pushed
9/7/2006 1:07:45 AM
who am I? I have found myself asking this question a lot lately. I am sarcastic, playful, the girl who laughs at her own jokes, bashful and blushing shy when given a complement, confidante about what I want in life, always there when you need a shoulder to cry on, a person to yell at, someone to laugh with or just sit in silence with. I am very honest, loyal and grateful. I appreciate the little things a good morning when I first wake up, a note left on the fridge, a door being opened for me any little thing that brings a smile to my face. I try hard to please everyone and I know now that sometimes I try to hard. I learn from my mistakes and don’t regret having made them. I am strong, stubborn at times, emotional especially about my family. I believe there is a higher power, I don’t judge others. I don’t think because you don’t agree with me you are wrong. I simply believe we have different views. I am pro life, I don’t believe in the death penalty and I understand that not everyone thinks like me. I agree to disagree. I am accommodating. I am smart. I have been hurt in my past and I don’t hate the people who hurt. I forgive them. I don’t like to go to bed angry or upset. I listen to music and dance well I do dishes. I sing in the tub. I crave attention and touch. I don’t "need" sex everyday to feel wanted. I like to hear that I am a good girl. I don’t have casual sex or play. I raise my kids to have their own opinions, views and beliefs and I encourage them to talk about them. I may not agree with their choices or beliefs, but I respect them. I buy Christmas presents because I want to not because I want one back. I am the girl who gives that guy a dollar for a coffee. I try to find the good in every situation and if I can’t find it, I understand that sometimes things just don’t make since. I bait my own hook, can clean my own fish and hate out houses. I sometimes want to feel like a child with no worries or problems and have my One take care of me. I cry during sad movies, I hide my face during scary ones. I would rather stay home and cuddle on a couch to watch a movie then go to a show. When I eat out I like to order sitting down, but I can enjoy a hotdog at a baseball game. Well this is a little about who I am. I know it is all over the place, mixed up and sometimes confusing, but I would say I am unique.
9/5/2006 7:57:53 PM
thats what i crave... someOne to be there when im sick to just hold me.. not give me pitty or feel sorry for me, but to truly care that im not feeling well..... i read my last post and thought " how lame does that sound" i sound small and pathitic. well that is not what i wish to portray... but it is what i sometimes feel. anyway please have a good night.
9/5/2006 7:52:49 PM
do u ever just feel like crying?? well i do and it doesnt happen very often, im sick and feel like someone hit me with a truck. i have no one to care for me and i cant afford to be sick becuz im a mom lol... well was just feelin sorry for myself and it doesnt happen often so i wanted to vent. well im done now off to cry myself to sleep. heres to tomorrow when i wake up all better and not so emotional....lol i guess we are all intitled to have one of them days.
9/5/2006 6:55:07 PM

If i found my One he would be.... honest, kind, loyal, strong, and proud, a hard worker. i need someOne who can hold me when i am crying, hold my hand on long walks to know where, kiss my forehead when i am kneeling in front of Him. i need someOne who takes care of me , emotionally and physically. i need to feel safe when i am in O/our bed or out at a club. i need someOne who can be rough with me when i need it and then hold me when He is done. Some One who makes me smile every time i think of Him. SomeOne who makes me glow with pride when i am on His arm. SomeOne who is proud to have me. SomeOne i can tell all of my deepest secrets and most private thoughts to. SomeOne who can tell me all of His. i need that smack on the ass and that hair pull to get my attention. i crave His attention and His touch. SomeOne who wants to go for car rides to know where. SomeOne i can talk with for hours or feel comfortable in silence with. i crave that look that tells me He is proud of me. i know my place and He will know that. i need to take care of Him and be His always and forever. SomeOne  who loves me.

enslavedrose4u
 
 Age: 29
 London, United Kingdom