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| I am a deeply submissive male who who for the sum total of his sexual life, and more has alway desired to become a slave to a very attractive and desirable woman, preferably on a long term development relationship basis.
I am seeking therfore a lifestyle Mistress primarily but may consider someone who requires a different 'arrangement' to what i envisage.
My needs to submit are very powerful indeed and they could lead me into all sorts of trouble because of the depths of submission i could be induced to go to.
I have known occasions when i just simply comply unquestioningly and even to my own detriment, but now i simply cannot do this as i know this to me most unwise.Certain bad experiences have taught me.
I need therefore for the Mistress to be totally honest with me about what she desires in her slave and i want her to tell me what plans she has in mind at the outset, but also want her to assure me and guarantee me that whatever happens i will not be subjected to any permanent harm or arrangement that could affect my health ,stability of life or my security.
Most 'slavemale' mentalities can induce in a male an almost zombie like state of unconditional surrender. It is a very powerful feeling and gives a woman a great deal of power and control. I therefore consider it important ,at the very outset to have certain rules and standards already in place that at first might seem quite obvious to most people but are simply only implied and not properly stated.
All this apart a Mistress will find in me a truly humble and trainable male who will do his utmost to please her in every way he can, that falls within the confines of some form of restraint, discipline, and healthy common sense.
My mind then, is very pliable to the right Mistress and yet i still retain a keen sense of proportion and mindful tolerance of a Mistress's desires to be fulfilled to the full.
My experiences over the years have been marked by some good Mistress's and some bad ones and the bad ones have caused me to become a great deal, more cautious.
Nonetheless this deep, deep, aching within me can never be overcome by becoming ever more over critical, nor over sensitive to the downsides and negatives in life.
Where i go from here is up to The Mistress who wants to try me as her slave.
All i can say is that i will always do my best for her and not moan nor whinge at whatever course i may have agreed to follow thereafter.
I await remaining
A submissive for training,
Awaiting a start.
A slave at heart.
Yours Truly.....
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