i am wanting a man who i may call friend, lover, partner, boyfriend and most of all Daddy..
i am looking for that special Someone who when i see or hear anything about him..my eyes light up...i get all light and airy feeling inside of me...this lil skip in my step..my heart a pounding hard against my rib cage...to get all excited of knowing He's out their in the world thinking of me and knowing i am His and how proud of that He is...
i want to be in love and laugh and live with my Daddy..i want to start out slowly to be friends, to know what he loves and doesn't..what makes him tick...what makes him laugh..his pleasures and non pleasures...i want to know every inch of his personality that i can close my eyes and just name something without thinking it..
i want to know his heart and mind...before i capture his soul and sexual needs...i should earn the second...they shouldn't be given to me quick, freely or just cause i get impatient for them..to be taught of what one gets when one waits...
i want him to know me as such as what i said about knowing Him...i want our lives to twine together so nice and slowly like two vines wrapping around a flower or pole..to not even notice its happening..to enjoy the freedom of falling in love with one another
now i do have a limit of the Daddy i am searching for..i am 31...their for i would like him to be my age or to 50...i won't go any higher...for my family doesn't know exactly of this lifetystyle and would have a hard time explaining why i'm dating someone older than what i said...
though i am open to friends of all ages...but with wanting a relationship, a true honest, loving relationship..i will only talk to those i feel fit will do me the rights of being my Daddy..i won't falter..i won't feel guilted or feel bad about my decision..for it is my life...
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