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Let me first start this by saying I realize my opinion is just an opinion, and if you don't agree that is great because with so many of us living our lives in so many different kinky directions, there are bound to be several degrees to the intensity and laxness of each dynamic and role's responsibility.
I would define my desires as more on the intense side with most things while I am not the most adventurous person out there I bring plenty of things to the table to make up for that. I've been defined by others as a "true submissive" and I am.
Where do I see my personal role being as the "s type"?
I believe my role is 100% to serve, but I do not believe my needs fall by the wayside. I am an intricate part of the D/s and M/s relationship. I believe in giving above and beyond what I hope to get because I am by definition the "passive" party, but by giving above and beyond what I want and allowing myself to be pushed to the next level I award that Dominant the privilege to take the wheel and indulge in the power.
What gets me really going??
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Well beyond the utterance of the best phrase ("good girl") any submissive will attest to as "verbal crack", I truly love the sounds of my Dom/Master as He takes me and does with me as He wishes (within my limits and negotiations). I enjoy handing Him the paddle, whip, or belt and asking for him to "show me my place, and break me" (this is sometimes a bit more abrasive and more of a challenge if my mood is skewed into a brattier mind set... I've been known to really put my foot in my mouth and saying things like "bring it on" or "prove it"...danger danger).
Embarrassing as it may be, and believe me I try to keep this to a minimum, but on occasion I get a desire to test my boundaries..not true brattiness but more just subtle button pushing and the unknown of which button will be my undoing can be such a rush... until I get myself bent over getting "the facts of life" explained to me once again.
What will make me walk...
Being disrespected...I do not get off on being called a "cunt", "fat", "ugly", "worthless", etc
Being slapped or struck in any manner out of anger versus productive play or calm/effective discipline.
Being treated like a little.
There has only been one situation that has made me consider the poly life and it will not be considered going forward so if approached with it you will get a respectable rejection.
A Dom/Master who has little to no follow through and makes me feel like I have to play coach or mentor throughout each scene and the relationship.
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