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my fingers slide over my flesh, touching every inch of my bodice, my breathing heavy and burdoned as i feel heat pulsing through me.  the fires of my submission turns m y body into a boiling pot of desire.when i kneel, i will only kneel for You,when i cry, my tears will only be for You. when i cry out in pleasure those sounds will only be for Your ears.
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i am a slave above everything, my desire to serve is held by no bounds. please if You wish to contact me, be mindful that i wont respond to chat requests unless we've already mailed a few times. and i dont respond to those that assume becuase i am a slave that they can start off barking orders.
i am seeking a Daddy/Dom, but with in a decent age range of myself, as i am still in my youth and still like to do vanilla things that are active, exciting and take alot of energy.
my likes and dislikes are posted in my interests. i am still learning and dont know all of my own limits if i really have any.

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8/25/2007 3:24:04 AM
so much pain, wells inside me, knowing my heart will always be broken, never to be fixed, knowing this endless search has no way of stopping. my tears fall now, not in joy or the idea of hope, but being lost with out a safe harbor, as i know now....i am alone...my submission has no Master, and i am lost.

8/2/2007 6:36:18 PM
i sit here during these hot days, my mind slipping into the shadows hiding away from the thoughts that i might never find the One that i ment to be with, as i feel two arsm reaching out and wrapping around me i find pleasure in this these arms that i know not the name to which they belong, but knowing its only time now before He comes to me, and orders me to kneel and places a collar around my throat to show me that i am forever His and no Other may ever have what i've given to Him willingly.

8/1/2007 4:01:08 PM
been offline for awhile, but now i am back, things seem to have become more calm for me in my life.

6/28/2007 2:55:26 PM
i reach out in the middle of the night, my dreams tell me You are there, but i find nothing to hold onto, my heart sinks for a moment then i open my eyes in the darkness and see a shadow figure, as if glimse into the future, knowing when i wake, truely wake from this dream i'm living i will find myself under Your gaze. and that this dream i have will not be much longer for the One i am ment to be with, will soon wake me.

6/27/2007 1:28:19 AM

though sometimes i cry...each tear is that of pain and joy....sometimes i feel joy...and it brings  me to saddness....as i am a vessle...empty with out substance....alone in a world of people....a student with out a teacher. my heart wonders if there is truely one out there..that can tame me...teach me... own me...love me


6/24/2007 3:54:31 PM
i dream, of curling up in His arms, those arms that keep me safe, that help me in life...that show me the path. i dream of the passions that flows in the veins that feeds His heart. the blood that holds His life, and his Spirit. i dream of His spirit, the one that bends mine into His mold. that creates me. i dream of his eyes staring into me, those eyes that know if i've been good, or bad. those eyes that can make or break me. those powerful eyes. then...i wake...alone....reaching out for those arms that are no longer there.....as i long for them so...curling up under a blanket praying for darkness to swallow me so i may dream again.

5/2/2007 1:00:17 PM
waking up today, to very bad news, that my friends baby has passed away, is devistating, but it reminds me that things are how they are ment to be, that what should happen, will happen no matter what we do. joy can not come with out pain. love can not come with out hate. and peace can not come with out war. if we did not know the bad, we would not reconize the good.

5/2/2007 2:08:27 AM
i cant sleep, the night is dragging on, my thoughts, my dreams are confused, i dream and think of You, the One that brings me from my formal self, into the slavery that i so desperatly desire.

5/1/2007 8:39:02 PM
to give it all up, to surrender all that i am to One, what would it feel like? would it be scarey? i am sure it would be at first, then it would slowly start to fit, like puzzle pieces, it would become natural, beautiful and perfect. i know that when the time is right, and when it comes down to it, that i will be pure, and perfect for One, becuase perfection is what He will make me. as i will be only His, and that to me is the most emotional, and soulful feeling i could ever achive.

5/1/2007 11:41:00 AM
i woke up this morning, my heart was pounding then i looked around the empty room, knowing i wake to the sounds of silence, i took a deep breath and whispered to myself to be patient, that someday, i will not wake up like that, that some day i will wake up, only to hear His commands for the day, and that when that happens, i will finally be in bliss.

4/30/2007 10:34:19 PM
my desire to be in complete control, is still as strong as ever, but i know deep with in only a 24/7 TPE relationship will be what i need, as i know its the only way i can really love, and really give my trust is to give myself in all ways all the time
to always be His, to be His object, his possesion, His little pet. and never again be my own person, but to always be what He wants me to be and be used however He wants to use me

4/30/2007 10:00:09 PM
my desire to serve is becoming overwhelming, its taking over every inch of my body, my eyes close and i can feel the bars of the cage that will one day be my bed, the chains that will my my jewelery, and the collar that will Own more then my body, but every piece of what i am. given to Someone, that will forever own me as theirs, and keep me in service as i so desire to be.

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LottieDoom
 
 Age: 21
  New Jersey