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I'm not sure I'm going to stick around...disolutioned by the "scene" I've just been around long enough to have heard it all, and in coming back out of the shadows I have realized I am just not so starry eyed as to believe the fantasy that is so prevelant in BDSM today...so if I'm not around much or ever...be safe, be careful and for the love of all that is holy to you...BE REAL |
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I just saw my picture...I have to edit it, I sent in a small picture and I think they blew it up...will work on that. Sorry! |
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I wrote this entry in response to all the emails, and it was elequent...LOL...I just thought it would be easier to post to my journal than end up feeling like I had put out a form letter or resume...
So lets see if I can do it half the justice on the second try...
I am a married submissive that has been in the lifestyle at one level or another for over 10 years. Before that I was testing boyfriends and my then fiance' (now husband) by egging on rough sex and kinky endeavors all the time. That was until I found out it all had a name and a structure to it. Then I fell completely and madly in love with the societal subtlty's (are those real words lol...). I'm forever feeling as though my most passionate lifetime was spent in midevil or more likely renaissance ages.
I am currently not really looking for anything in the way of a relationship, I have a marriage and a family so 24/7 or relocation is not an option. I can however exist inside the confines of a long term, non-live in D/s relationship, if one that suited my arrangements ever came along. I have had a rough few months and am really stepping back and only hoping to meet some good people that I dont' have to hide this large and intense part of who I am. And if ever the occasion arose fun is always welcome, without it, why bother.
I am not into humiliation and extreme sadism, but the total mind blowing experience of a power exchange and mental places it takes one.
Other than bdsm, you can always find me reading some book, listening to some music over and over until it drives me insane, writing something in something about something, being with family and friends and enjoying nature. My spiritual beliefs are earth based and paganistic in nature, but I am not one who cares what another persons beliefs are, they can be anything you chose I won't try to change yours, please leave mine alone as well.
Ok, I will stop here for now, I'm sure I'll continue on as I think of things. |
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Thought I'd jot some really good quotes, some I have found on the internet or through message boards etc...but if the author is unknown it is written, I'm not taking credit for anyone else's thoughts....
"All it takes for evil to prevail is for a few good men to do nothing."
-unknown
"I found out that the things that hurt us the most can become the fuel and the catalyst that propel us toward our destiny. It will either make you bitter or it will make you better.
-T.D. Jakes
"Your pain is the breaking of the shell that enclosed your understanding."
-Kahlil Gibran
"Two roads diverged in the woods...I looked down both roads and made my own path...I'm stubborn that way"
-adapted from a Robert Frost poem
"The ture measure of a man is how he treats someone who can do him absolutely no good"
-unknown
"Have you ever seen a sight so beautiful as a face in a crowd of people that lights up just for you?"
-unknown
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This is my first entry ever...better make it good and full of cybery gookiepucky...NOT.
Just seeing what's out there, not sure anyone really fits into the confines of what I'm hoping to find. So maybe some friends or decent conversation will come about. |
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| Age: 28 |
| MANCHESTER,
United Kingdom |
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