Hello cm people! Its been awhile!

I've been busy with rl and keeping Miss J happy cos we know that when Da Boss Lady gets unhappy, lil ole me gets a sore arse and not in a good way! Ive spent most of the summer break in Italy enjoying the culture n scenery (dam them Italian Men are HOT)

Having had a quick peek at whats been going on, seems nothing has changed, still rude disrespectful people who think cos they have read 50 shades of rubbish they know it all, well I got new for you dudes and dudettes, you know shit!

Otherwise life is good, still looking for that elusive dominant who can take my breath away with just a look. Now if they also got a nice ass, Im smitten! teehee

i am a bitch but i am not YOUR bitch

i am not broken so you dont have to fix me

i am not a toy to be played with and thrown aside when you are done

i am not lost so you dont have to find me

i am not desperate so i can be choosy who i meet

i am always respectful but that doesn't mean i have to accept disrespect in return

i do not think because you have a capped name you are a higher human being

i am me, like me or hate me,,,,,in the words of another... "quite frankly my dear, i dont give a dam"!

i think due to enormous amount of Dominant folks wanting money im gonna be a pro sub.

Pay to play rates available on request! Extra for a bj, much extra to shag. Apply with CV and bank details!

PA piercings = hot hot hot, lick, lick, lick, yum yum yum

Mr Grey sounds like a twonk!

i should also say as a woman i have a right to refuse to talk to people who do not match my interests, those who are rude and arrogant and anybody else i so see fit. Conversation is consensual ffs!

Having spoken with a man twice i recieve a message the following day suggesting i was unintelligent for not responding to his messages instantly even when i was not online. i responded politely with this information to which he replied with an apology, so far so good.

On recieving his next message i responded that i was not interested in having a "deeper talk" with him to which turned the interaction into rat shit.

Each following message came in large type and bold font, obviously he felt the need to shout.

i deleted them having no interest in further conversation with him.

Then im a troll?

Then im unintelligent?

The messages keep on comming getting more irate each time.

This is a grown 45yr old man?

pfffffffffffffff and go irritate somebody else, you claim you are super duper yet act like a child.

Block works much better than hide that you said you had done yet still continued to message me.

im laughing now, thanks for that!

Meeting with a handsome devil for lunch along with J today. One of the few men who took time to chat with me via cm rather than just make demands. Hope J likes him as I think he is yummmmmmyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Busy times, been promoted at work to a band 5 so over the moon about that! Haven't had time for much else cept the usual do what da Boss Lady wants kinna thing, which is all good cos she is da bomb! Had a road trip to Milan with her and one of her stinky boy sluts and have decided i simply adore a well toned bronzed body (swoooooooooons). All them beautiful bodies on show just made me wet!

today is a typical sunday, my ass recovering from a well deserved thumping and an inbox of messages from weird people!

One in particular caught my attention, from a Dom who proclaimed to have read my profile and had messaged me previously, no indication at this point he was a silly billy.

On replying to his message i indicated, as shown clearly on my profile that as i wasnt a 24/7 tpe stay at home girl i possibly wasn't a girl that would interest him, no rude words just polite response made.

His reply of today, well blow me down and whip my arse, he went off on one from the first sentance. According to Mr potty mouth, a sub worth their salt wouldnt work and would stay home all day chained or similar and ensuring the home was suitably clean for the ahem, Master, arriving home from work. Not only that but as i declared quite honestly that i enjoy going out clubbing with friends, he then continued his ridiculous rant and accused me of being a slut.

Whilst i am all for being a slut, in the right circumstances, first time i ever heard of going clubbing causing that infliction!

i pondered if i should reply to his insane rant then thought better of it, perhaps responding to rants renders me a whore?

All i have to say to this so called dominant is.... PMSL

Had a fabby birthday party for da Boss last night, a house full of lifestylers always makes me wet !!! pmsl !!!

It was great to see everybody again and meet some new people who came along for the first time, especially the Dom with the overly large...ahem.... hand? *snickers* Thank you Sir for the sore arse this morning !!!

Thanks also go to MissDiors lil slut cameron who helped me with the food/drinks service, even if you blushed crimson when da Boss commented on your lil penis and i was allowed to torment you hahahaha

Roll on next party !!

Happy Birthday Mistressofursoul, You are da bomb !!! xxxxxxx

am I one of the few?????

If I see a profile that catches my attention then I read it before messaging the person. Even a short hello and nice profile can be sufficient if you put something in the message that shows you have actually had the good manners to have read the persons profile.

Surely if this is the case then I wouldnt be getting endless messages from people who are demanding this that or the other when it quite clearly states in my profile what I am about and what I am/am not into???

Just another reason CM drives me to distraction, silly people !

Exam time - urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2 messages from 19yr old so called dominant women who just realised I have more attitude than them. Tsk tsk ladies, get real and grow up, silly kids looking for money aren't going to interest me and sure as hell ain't going to get me to do anything they demand. CM really is getting to be a crock of money grabbing kids and those who fall for their fake profiles and send them money should be ashamed of themselves and show themselves to be not submissives or slaves but simply desperate !!!

Life has a way of grabbing you by the throat, tossing you around a bit then throwing you back into the quieter side of life.

Here i am, shaken, stirred but back on the track after a hectic month working, studying and being a general pita.

Will take me awhile to get through the mountain of messages although at first quick glance, most are heading right for the bin but ill get to the others as i can.

To save me going shitzo in messages lets get this out in the open now.

I am not some stupid bimbo who exists just to be used as a sex object for dellusional men who are so self absorbed they fail in any relationship they previously had so decide that labelling a female a slave to have no purpose other than on demand blow jobs is the way to be in a relationship.

I spent 3 years at university studying to become a registered nurse. i am continuing in my study while i work in hopes to specialise in peadiatric intensive care therefore contrary to your belief that subs/slaves are mindless fucktoys, i am actually of average if not above average intelligence therefore messages telling me that i need to be this or that or you need to do this or that to me will be treated with the respect they deserve, NONE.

Now take your egotistical ridiculously self centred self and find somebody who gives a shit because I have self respect and self worth and will not be intimidated by your childlike tantrums and name calling bully behaviours, grow the fuck up and find adulthood.

Boss Lady is off on a vacation to some weird tropical place so i am home alone with her stupid arsed excuse for a sub boy... now for some fun at his expense hahahaha

i'm still alive n kicking or being kicked, who knows maybe this year i'll be loved

Been away with da Boss Lady in Italy so getting through all the messages, have some patience dammit !

Should also mention that some people really are thick as shit.... messaging me stating the obvious isnt smart, it isnt clever and it sure isnt intelligent ... "you need to be fucked like a whore" no shit sherlock !

Whats with all the switch folks contacting me today? What is a switch anyway, somebody who cant make up their mind or wants their cake and eat it? (ducks from the messages im gonna get for that comment but shrugs anyway)

Im a brat, that doesnt make me a switch or a top or anything else. Im still a sub verging on slave for the right person so no I dont wanna do horrid things to your winkies or shove big things up yer bottoms, it aint my thing !

Excusssssseeeeee me but where on my profile does it say message me and talk to me like I am some kind of bimbo without a brain and should be treated like shit?

No I didnt think so!

Bloody nora, get a life people, dont assume because your header says you are a dominant you should be called Sir/Master or any other name capitalised...oh except maybe Dickhead?

you got a problem with my mouth take it to my Mistress I am sure she will tell you the same thing I just did, FUCK OFF

Havent put much on profile here yet since swapping names, formerly rubbergirlj for those stalking or keeping up with me pmsl

I live in Perthshire with da Boss Lady, am of mixed race, a mighty 5'7 and 105lbs of brat.

I adore rubber of any kind and will crawl, beg and whine to be dressed head to toe in the yummy stuff.

Otherwise I am just yer average pain junkie who gets off big time on being used for somebody elses pleasure, seeing them being turned on turns me on.

Will update as I go but otherwise ask if you want to know anything else.

j xxx