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| I am a 29 year old submissive from Massachusetts.
I will say right off the bat that I am simply into Domestic Discipline and/or Ageplay/regression. I am NOT looking for a Master, but am interested in friendship and I welcome any REAL Disciplinarians, Doms, or Daddys to contact me. What do I mean by real? That can't easily be defined, but is easily recognizable. If you would like me to elaborate on this, then message me and I'll be happy to elaborate.
Also, it is to be known that I DO have a Daddy. He's been my Daddy for the past two years and although we are very far apart from each other globally, and haven't been able to meet, there really isn't anyone that can take his place. I have his full support and permission to seek others in the life, but should it extend to something more permanent or official, he will be informed and I would most likely personally seek his blessing. Regardless of what happens, he will always have the title of "Daddy" with me and he'll always be in my life, and I'll always answer to him in some way. If this is not something you can handle, or accept, then don't bother messaging me.
To put it bluntly, I don't play games and I'm not interested in power hungry sexist people who are looking for someone to control in every way. If that's what you want, than that is simply not me.
I have been in this lifestyle for roughly 12 years and have had many experiences with a lot of different people. Some wonderful and some not so wonderful. I was in a D/s - D/d relationship for four years. Through this experience I changed and learned a lot about myself and the true meaning of submission. I learned to value myself and that my submission is a gift that deserves to be treasured and appreciated.I pretty much know what I want, and what I am looking for. But that information comes with time.
As for what I'm "interested" in - here's the basics: I'm into discipline through bare bottom spanking and allow anal discipline (ie plugging, temp-taking, figging, etc.). Not for fun, or pleasure - that's not discipline, that's play. I am okay with the hand, hairbrushes, wooden spoons (most effective), small otk paddles, and rulers. Other implements must be run by me first, unless you are my Dad. I prefer otk but am okay with bending over beds, couches, desks, etc. There are a variety of other disciplines that I'm okay with, but that can be talked about in private should the discussion come up and should I wish to share that at the time.
I am very picky about who I choose to pursue a friendship or relationship with because I don't just trust and confide in anyone and many find it very difficult to really "reach" me, so to speak. I am a private and shy person when it comes to real life. So asking for pictures, talking on the phone, meeting in real life, etc - that comes in time. Pressuring about these things will get you nowhere with me, and will only prove to show me that you don't care about truly getting to know me, only fulfilling your own desires. I have no tolerance for that and it's the quickest and fastest way to "scaring me off".
I am very open-minded and accepting to new ideas, however I am very outspoken and not afraid to say how I feel and what I'm thinking. I expect for my feelings and opinions to be as equally respected as yours, and am one of those subs that demand having a "voice". I will admit when I've done wrong, but I will not stay silent if I feel passionately about something. Expect for me to speak out.
I have been labeled by many of my close friends (be it Doms or subs) as, "not the typical sub." I dont know whether to take that as a compliment or not. lol. But I don't like to be typical. I'm just me and if thats different than everyone else, than thats great.
I believe there is a very fine line between true brats, spankees, and submissives. Many people label themselves as "Doms" or "Subs" but have no idea what that truly means or entails. It's a way of life, not a kink. It's a state of being. It's something you feel on the inside, and something that no matter what you try to do, you can never escape from. And that is just the beginning...
I am very loyal, respectful and honest. When I feel I've found the right person, there isn't anything I'll hold back. I'll give ever part of myself to who I'm with.
I believe that kindness, compassion and forgiveness is what I live for, which can tend to be a weakness on occasion. Overall, I find that submission comes naturally to me in every day life and whether in the past I have wanted to escape it or not, I cannot.
*shrugs* Such is life I guess. ;)
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