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| I'm a very shy and cautious person, so it'll take a fair amount of trust to get me to meet you offline. Please only contact me if you are respectful, patient, and willing to talk about non-kink related things as well.
That being said, I'm not boring. I'm capable of a lot of perversion once I'm comfortable. I love teasing... and being punished for teasing. My main kink is spanking, particularly in a domestic or school setting. Though spanking does arouse me, it's not really a sexual thing for me. I'm a big fan of roleplay, both online and offline. I also have interest in the DD/lg lifestyle.
Hard limits include: anal, face slapping, verbal degradation, and anything seriously dangerous like knives and fire.
I also have 0 desire to be a slave, a pet, or an object. I'd call myself more of a brat or babygirl.
Since I've never actually played with anyone or tested out any kinks, I am open to trying new things. But I'm firm on my hard limits and will not try those ever.
Other stuff about me:
- >I'm currently studying Japanese and am fascinated with the culture.
- >I'm a fan of the 50s aesthetic and have at least 2 vintage dresses in my closet.
- >I like cats, foxes, wolves and owls.
- >I'm easily bribed by chocolate or sour candy.
- >My main hobbies include writing and cosplay.
- >I love Broadway musicals... but I'm not a Broadway-level singer
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Remember when I said spanking doesn't sexually excite me at all? I think I've finally figured out what I DO get out of spanking.
So I didn't have the most normal childhood for many reasons. One reason being that I was physically punished, yes, but they certainly weren't the OTK spankings everyone's familiar with (or the OTK spankings I suspect many of my peers got, actually) Another reason being that due to circumstances, I ended up missing out on a lot of typical youth experiences. I never got to sneak out to parties, or fool around with boys, or steal my parents' liquor.
So I think, maybe, what draws me to domestic spanking is that it’s a glimpse of the upbringing I could’ve had. I secretly long to get a spanking for coming home late or mouthing off. I long to be the one spanked in front of my class, or my brother’s friends, or the entire church congregation. Why does my body react with arousal? Maybe I would’ve been the girl who rubbed herself to climax after the lights went out.
My dream is to join a household where I could get a chance to live out this second life fantasy. The issue is that, again, it seems like the majority of spankos find it sexual. So I find myself unable to even meet anybody.
It looks like this fantasy will have to stay in my head... |
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It might be considered weird, since I consider myself a fairly perverted person. But I'm not interested in spanking in a sexual way. Shibari, sure. Waxplay, yep. Blindfolds and collars, why not. But spanking? Mm...
With a good proper spanking, I want to be firmly taken in hand by a strong authority figure... and then calmed down by that authority figure. It's not foreplay for me, it's the main event. I don't want to be fucked after it, I want to sleep. I am aroused by spanking, yes, but aroused doesn't necessarily mean horny. It's just an involuntary physical reaction, like flinching when you think you'll be struck.
Haha... I already have a lot of opinions on what I like and don't like, considering I've never actually done anything before. I guess because, in lieu of actual physical experimentation, I just think it over and watch lots of videos. Maybe my opinions will change when I actually get down to it. Maybe not. We shall see. |
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