A Friend told me that my previous name of “lostone_sub” didn’t fit who i am. After careful consideration, i found that i agree. For i am not lost, i am very sure of who and what i am. The next question would be :
Who am i? i am a fun, flirty and feisty (yes, i admit it – feisty) sub who was designed to serve. i have been a submissive for approx 3 ½ years now and have never felt more complete than i do, when I am serving. i have found that true submission comes from the very pit of one's soul. It takes complete heart, mind, body and soul placed in the hands of One greater than yourself.
I was introduced to the D/s dynamic about 3 ½ years ago. While I am not a hard core masochist, I have an extreme desire to experience more than i have currently experienced.
So many submissives lose sight of who they are in their search and I have just a few words of advice to those who find themselves getting frustrated in their search:
As a submissive we must bring strong mental, spiritual and emotional qualities to the One we serve. Not forgetting joy, creativity and enthusiasm. We must be caring and patient, have a commitment to communication, honesty and trust regardless of how frustrated or scared we become. We must bring not what we think a submissive should be, but our own passions, desires, and self. We must be aware of who we are and be willing to face any and all fears that may be before us. And at all times we must present ourselves as genuine and alive – always ready and eager to learn, serve and please.
To any relationship, from friendship to submitting to "The One"....this is what I bring....myself, my joy, creativity, caring, pattience... genuine, alive, self aware and willing to face my own fears. To be anything less would be living a lie.
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A Masters Love
Quietly waiting my eyes downcast,
calming my racing heart by force,
i await Youe leather gloved touch,
Upon my fevered quivering skin.
You speak my name curtly...
Obediently i crawl to your lap,
placing my hands for You to bind,
my will to please You carries me,
Through the racing fear pleasure.
You call me Yours...
i stand against the cold stone,
my eyes in cloaked darkness,
As i wait for the slicing whip,
It's kiss of pain pleasure.
You growl my name...
my hot flesh reddened and sore,
You explore my moist depths,
Slamming into my waiting body,
You explode in Your desire.
You whisper my name with love...
(A poem i found and fell in love with)
i am seeking a Dominant male that is extremely confident and skilled. He needs to be experienced in Dominance and value me for all that i am and not just parts of me. He must be intelligent, loving, firm, and strict. He must value my mind and take control of all that i am and ever hope to be.
Turn On's:
Intelligent, articulate conversation. :) Motorcycles, the beach, a quiet dinner at a fabulous restaurant, holding His hand, music that suits my mood, playing in the snow, laughter, cool, crisp October air....though the list is endless.
~sweet whispers in my ear and kisses on my neck...followed by a strong hand moving up to stroke my hair...twist a handful in fist...and take me to my knees~
Turn Offs:
Liars, lack of manners, players, poor personal hygiene...for starters...
