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I'm scared, but willing. It's the best way to describe me, and as a
friend of mine once commented..that's the true definition of courage.
If that is true, than I am courageous enough to take steps towards this
lifestyle, if even for a romp.
I'm new to this and am ready to take baby steps, though I'm a little
disheartened by the vast coldness of the arctic cyber world. I guess
you could say I'm the type of girl no one suspects, because I've been
so good for so long. You've walked passed me so many times, and didn't
bother to consider: still waters run deep.
Having said this, don't expect an in your face sexual vixen. I don't
wear much make up and yet I'm still cute. I don't tend to wear low cut
tops, and yet I'm clearly stacked. I don't have to show you my degrees,
yet quickly you realize I'm intelligent. I'm not a "yes" person. If I
don't mean it, I won't say it. I don't, I don't, I don't...tend to fit
the mold. I am good/bad, smart/ditsy, sexy/mousy, dominant/submissive
all at once..etc One of the best compliments I ever got, was to be
described as a 'contradicting enigma.'
So many people describe a lady in the streets and a freak in the
sheets. They describe a submissive girl, who can hold her own in
"reality." They describe a submissive they can respect outside the
bedroom. Someone who is silly, smart, adventurous..someone who you
could introduce to your friends..and they wouldn't have the slightest
idea, that the girl you just introduced wants to be the best little
fuck toy ever. Dear me, did I just say that? I was doing so well, by
deterring the freaks for freak sake. But I wrote enough, perhaps they
didn't bothering reading until now, but you did, and now that you found
me...would you be able to handle me? I exist beyond your imagination.
My Ideal Person:
What I'm about to say, should tell you a lot
about me--I'm embarrassed to say I'm an elitist. I've spent my life
working to be the best, but I've found out it doesn't give you
happiness, if you don't let your hair down and take the time to enjoy
it. I'm now taking the time.
Please, keep in mind that there is a difference between elitist and
cocky, just as I prefer attractive to good looking, any day! If you're
looking for a sporadic connection, keep looking. If you are looking for
an underlying tension and attraction that occurs when we look in our
eyes...I invite you to look into my dark, dark eyes. Are you worthy of
my deference?
This being said, I'm learning what I lean toward. I look for that
guy in the room, who doesn't have to be the center of attention, and
yet he plays a key role. He tends not to be skinny, because when I hug
him..and I try to get him to lose his balance...he stays firmly put. I
can put my arms around you without leaving a gap. With your eyes, you
can make me unconsciously take a step back/forward.
Have you ever had a kitten? (pretend you're not allergic..etc) The
kind that hugged/scratched you with the front paws and pulled you away
with their hind legs? Did you think that was cute? It didn't make you
mad. You simply got the kitty by the neck and put it in its place,
pulled out a feathered toy and distracted it in play?
I hope you know my heart, because although I tend to be a good
little girl, I like men who won't put up with my bratty nature. Well,
they'll be entertained, but laugh it off, because they know who is in
charge at the end of the day.
The term BDSM covers a lot of ground. What's your scene?:
i crave touch imaginary or not
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