Finally took a leap of faith and decided to trust someone. Opened my life to them, was honest, communicated well and thought they were doing the same with me.
He promised me the world only to suddenly change towards me, no good reason, no explanation and leaving me confused and devastated. Is he married, possibly, is he a liar, definitely, did he lead me on, promise me the world, only to end up being a major fake, hell yeah.
Where do I go from here, how can I trust a Dom or anyone again, I have no idea. There are some here will be happy to know that I've been hurt again, but you know what, I'm a good person, I deserve to be happy and treated with respect. I'm seriously considering walking away from this lifestyle completely because if this is the way a Dom, or more to the point a Daddy Dom can treat someone, I'm not sure I want to be involved in it anymore.
Time will tell!!!!
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