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SWF, Adventurous by nature.. strong willed.. Not one to suffer fools lightly. I have an opinion and will always let it be known.. Sexually submissive to strong males only!

I love a good sense of humor and enjoy the company of others who are open-minded on all levels. Ignorance is a hard limit for me. I require that others be personable, trustworthy and discrete.

I enjoy the outdoors, camping, fishing and hiking to view nature at its best. I love to dress up in a sexy dress and shoes and go out to a nice play or restaurant. I am a carnivora but enjoy my greens as well...

I tend to tweak my personality to allow others to find their comfort zone, however, I will never be anyone but me.. (love me or hate me) I appreciate and respect other's choices , simply respect mine as well.. With me, what you see is what you get.. Like the view? come say Hello..
I Only Bite if its consentual lol












 Dominant Female


 Willing to Relocate

 5' 4"

 160 lbs






Actively Seeking:

Dominant male

 Lives For:

 You worshiping my body (Expert)

 You worshiping my breasts (Expert)

 Exhibitionism (Expert)

 Fisting you (Expert)

 Hair Pulling (Expert)

 Role Playing

 Hip Hop Music




 Coffee Shops (Beginner)

 Fine Dining




 Renaissance Faires (Beginner)



 Violating your rear (Expert)

 Hearing you beg (Expert)

 Blindfolding you (Expert)

 Confining you in rope or chains

 Disciplining you with a cane (Expert)

 Locking my slave collar on you (Expert)

 Giving you corner time facing the wall

 Corsetry (Beginner)

 Electrical Play (Beginner)

 Eye contact with me is not permitted (Expert)

 Deciding what you wear

 You worshiping me in pantyhose

 Utilizing spanking to maintain your obedience

 You worshiping me in stockings

 Dominating you with a strap-on



 Lifestyle BDSM


 Eighties Music



 Nineties Music


 Pop Music


 Rock Music


 Amusement Parks

 Antique Shows (Beginner)

 Art Galleries (Beginner)


 Gambling (Beginner)

 Going to the Opera (Beginner)

 Musical Theater (Beginner)


 SCA (Beginner)

 Volunteerism (Expert)


 Punishment enemas (Beginner)


 You servicing me with your mouth

 Outdoor Bondage

 Public Play

 Rubber Fetish

 Sensory deprivation


 Theatrical Scenes

 Tickling you while you are bound

 Punishing you with hot wax

 Disciplining you with my whip

 Swinging (Beginner)

 Country Music

 Opera Music



 Seventies Music


 Bar Hopping

 Garage Sales

 Sensation Play

 Speech Restrictions

 Curious About:

 Bird Watching (Beginner)

 Flea Markets (Beginner)

 Cages (Beginner)

 Chastity (Beginner)

 Crossdressing (Beginner)

 Genital Punishment (Beginner)

 Local BDSM Community (Beginner)

 Plastic Wrap Bondage

 Suspension Bondage

 Vacuum Stimulation


 Diapers (Beginner)

 Maid / Butler Service

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Journal Entries:
8/20/2013 8:11:21 AM

People who cry about fakes, but then have NO real picture of themselves!!  Yeah ok..

5/12/2013 9:32:14 AM

Yes I am real, yes I do still peek in here on occassion..  I am NOT seeking at this time, but, life is forever changing, that being said, I may be seeking again in the near future..


This site never gave me much more than a headache at best..

4/27/2010 4:47:13 AM
I have NO interest in kids.. Yes, that includes people in their 20's..

4/11/2010 6:41:35 AM
Stop asking about meeting me.. I am not in a situation that allows me to do so at this time.. Some of you people are so damn Selfish!!

Get over yourself... you are 1 of many, I am 1 in a million..

4/7/2010 12:41:15 AM
Happy Birthday to ME!!!!!!!!!!

3/17/2010 9:04:13 AM
I will soon be Removing My photos, from this and Any & All other sites.

3/14/2010 8:36:13 PM

2/18/2010 5:58:48 AM
Stress Kills.. I'm dying here

7/12/2009 2:34:18 PM
All Men are Animals,but only a few make good Pets...

10/16/2008 5:31:33 AM
One door closes, another Door Opens....

10/5/2008 10:21:11 AM
WOW, i wasnt aware that after 1 message here, I am suppose to hand my phone number out, or that makes me a fake or game player..

Thank you for enlightening me

9/30/2008 2:18:35 PM
Common Theme.. Pussy collectors, Do yourself a favor, save your ego and pass me by.. I have been known to collect cocks and turn them into Pussies!!!

9/23/2008 10:54:55 AM
I prefer Men in their late 30's and up.. If you question me on that, then you have answered your own question...

8/27/2008 1:11:55 PM
Sometimes, we don't give our Best Energy, to the ones who matter Most...

7/14/2008 9:26:56 PM
Saying Goodbye To One, Makes It Much More Difficult To Say Hello To Another!!!

Do Not Approach Me If You Have No Intentions Of Sticking Around...

7/8/2008 8:05:42 PM
All Thorns, No Rose!!!

7/5/2008 2:53:29 PM

6/16/2008 8:30:53 AM
No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to
     marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later
     who you're stuck with.**
     -- Kristen, age 10**

6/14/2008 7:24:24 PM

HOW DO YOU DECIDE WHO TO MARRY? (written by kids)**
     You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like
     sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep
     the chips and dip coming.**
     -- Alan, age 10**

5/24/2008 9:45:51 AM
Your Horoscope for MAY 24, 2008

If you've been feeling rather tired or sick lately, this will probably turn around for you, Dawn. As an Aries, you may often experience moodiness and this can be a real drain. Your emotional state can have a very prominent effect on how your body feels. Be sure to take care of your feelings as well as your body. If there are things that need to be worked out, do so today. The two really do go together.

5/15/2008 4:21:14 AM
Breaking News -- Just In:

CNN reported that gas stations will start showing porn at the pump so you
can watch someone else get fucked at the same time you are.

5/13/2008 4:58:38 AM
I awake each morning to a fresh kill..

The serial killers name is Princess.. small petite frame, tiny head an Obvious Sadist..

She plays with her prey, watching it squirm and try to run from her clutches, but alas, they Always meet their demise..

Poor little carcuses weary and now fightless at my doorstep.. tearfully, i remove them and scold the beast..

Yet, she is MY submissive, doing her best to show her appreciation for allowing her into my life and space..

I think I will call her Switch...

5/10/2008 10:38:29 PM
I'm a Brain eating Zombie..

   don't worry, your safe....

5/7/2008 12:40:45 AM
Wanting to be Loved, is not just a state of mind...

5/1/2008 10:00:13 PM
When is being yourself ever good enough???

I love you just the way you are..  "If only you'd change this"....

4/29/2008 8:13:02 PM
How am I feeling:


Can hardly wait to get back to the gym and in shape.


Anymore Questions???

4/27/2008 6:33:58 PM
Beginnings are scary...

Endings are Sad....


It's the Middle that counts the most....

4/27/2008 9:10:14 AM

Mario, You have done so much for me.  Mere words could never convey how many ways you touch me.

You are a Man/Dom who goes above and beyond to show me how much you care for me..

Thank you for taking care of me and taking the time out of your life to make me feel safe and secure.. My surgery was more successful because of the aftercare you gave me..

The ugliness that reared its ugly head was tempered by your understanding and acceptance of me..

You are a Man of your word, and I am a better woman, person and sub for having you in my life.

All of my love and respect...

4/26/2008 10:06:24 PM



4/21/2008 7:24:28 PM
Saying goodbye to my gall bladder tomorrow... 

Not the kind of Pain i'm into..

4/19/2008 3:46:50 PM
Don't Judge me tomorrow, for what I do today.......

My Imperfections are Beautiful

My beauty is not momentary, If you are looking at the real beauty.

My skinned knees reveal my submission to you.

4/19/2008 8:36:06 AM
Grieving the Loss of someone very dear to me.. Not dead, but gone.. We love you Chico (American Pit Bull) 
   * A Loyal Breed and Friend*

4/9/2008 6:54:55 AM
Wonder how I'd look as a Platinum Blonde..

It's a thought...

4/7/2008 5:20:11 AM
  Happy Birthday to me!!!

3/19/2008 8:02:41 AM
For those of you whose main photo is of you in a bar.. GIMP!!

3/8/2008 10:58:11 AM

Today I Live In An Igloo!!!!

2/13/2008 12:39:57 PM
I Feel No passion..

Compassionate for everyone and everything but myself..

I rub my chest because my heart is aching..

Longing for something in my head..

Pushing it away but screaming for it to be closer..

Inner arrows pointing the direction, yet still so lost..

Take my heart, take my mind, take my soul, I won't notice the difference...

I fall short, always on my feet, legs too unsure to hold me...

Empty Bliss..

1/30/2008 10:23:22 PM
A Tramp Stamp

1/10/2008 12:46:58 PM

I love making mud pies.. hehehe

12/5/2007 10:02:32 AM
Sorry folks, my computer is ready for the trash heap!!

Have put it on my list to Santa, checking it twice, he'll find that I'm more Naughty than nice..

11/25/2007 3:26:04 PM
How does Something so Right, Go so Wrong...

11/24/2007 12:42:55 AM

Dear Mr. President,

Come take a walk with me.
Let's pretend we're just two people and
You're not better than me.
I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly.

What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street?
Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep?
What do you feel when you look in the mirror?
Are you proud?

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry?
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye?
How do you walk with your head held high?
Can you even look me in the eye
And tell me why?

Dear Mr. President,
Were you a lonely boy?
Are you a lonely boy?
Are you a lonely boy?
How can you say
No child is left behind?
We're not dumb and we're not blind.
They're all sitting in your cells
While you pave the road to hell.

What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away?
And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay?
I can only imagine what the first lady has to say
You've come a long way from whiskey and cocaine.

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry?
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye?
How do you walk with your head held high?
Can you even look me in the eye?

Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Minimum wage with a baby on the way
Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Rebuilding your house after the bombs took them away
Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Building a bed out of a cardboard box
Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
You don't know nothing 'bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work

How do you sleep at night?
How do you walk with your head held high?
Dear Mr. President,
You'd never take a walk with me.
Would you?


11/7/2007 11:11:58 PM
Don't worry. It only seems kinky the first time.

10/27/2007 7:53:56 AM

I am not flawless, I do Not claim to be without imperfections. they are mine and i  accept, accommodate and nurture them..

To see me as perfect will eventually ruin your view...

Expectations are High, Only raise the bar as high as you, yourself, can and are willing to reach..

10/26/2007 6:13:03 AM
One thing is for certain, NOTHING on this site Shocks or Amazes me anymore...

10/25/2007 10:10:29 AM
Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men don't want to reach for the BEST ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

10/14/2007 8:55:15 PM
Claudia Cardinale

10/6/2007 6:33:03 AM
One woman's Dom is another woman's slave...

9/20/2007 4:47:36 AM
Does Your Past haunt my Future..

9/13/2007 5:04:56 AM

My deviant mind is always in motion..

As i walked into a public restroom, i pondered: 

How many men have perverted thoughts as they watch women go in and come out?

~ Thoughts of sniffing the toilet seat?

~ Imagining me/she touching ourselves?

~ A masturbation scene in your mind?

~ Women having raw sex with one another?

~ Sensors so open that you can almost smell and taste the assortment of "kitty's"  as they parade in and out?

Patting our pussies with paper and  sliding a finger in our wet holes?

Sorry guys, the truth is, there is probably far more action taking place in the Men's restroom..

9/10/2007 7:09:26 PM
MILF~ Interesting concept

9/4/2007 1:40:30 PM
Had a great time at the Easy Rider Rodeo in Chillicothe... Hope some of you got to attend..

Now what to do with All of these Beads lol...

8/29/2007 12:10:46 PM
I need some new porn to watch..

8/28/2007 8:28:23 AM
Yes i am interested in Fetish Modeling.. Legit proposals Only!!!

8/27/2007 11:32:55 PM
Ok, let me get this straight..  I post tribute required and my cell phone comes back on? LOL

8/23/2007 1:58:28 PM
Scam #3 - Requests for "tribute"

Could somebody Please direct these hookers to their appropriate corners?

8/23/2007 6:45:46 AM
Has this become the damn "Yellow Pages" for those seeking a Pro Hoe?

Apparently they have No real skills guys, if they did, they wouldn't Need to advertise here on a free website.. LOL

Get a clue, just say No and maybe they will GO........

8/22/2007 11:35:05 PM
"Viva Viagra"

8/22/2007 10:14:41 AM
Some of you cowards have me blocked, yet, you continue to write me.. I don't believe in using the "block" option, then again, i don't have a cowardous bone in my body.. When i say something, i am willing to stand behind it and take the hits that may follow..

If you have people blocked, then that alone speaks volumes about you, your values, intent and persona.. I then refer you to my "You Might be a Wannabe If" Post..

8/22/2007 9:58:44 AM
Why do the larger sized women always have the usernames that are visually  oxymorons?

8/21/2007 4:57:36 PM
This Place has worn Out its welcome...

8/18/2007 3:44:33 PM

I decided to change the post that i originally had here.. Giving too much hype/attention to those who are here seeking out the weak and pitiful.. 

Real begat Real and Fake begat Fake...

Karma will take care of you soon enough......

8/15/2007 2:39:35 PM
You Might Be A Wannabe IF:

you have more than 1 profile on each bdsm site...

you select Dom as your status, yet ask to worship my body...

you are married and come here hoping to score on the side....

you have No journal entry...

you send hate messages to others when they do not respond to you...

you Vanish from the site but return without identifying your past life (username)

you think that bdsm stands for "Baby Don't Stop Me"...

you Only talk about sex...

you are of the assumption that subs/slaves are at your beck and call...

you slam all others who don't follow your way of thinking or behaving...

you post (females) that you Expect payment or tribute just to speak with you...(Pro)

you (males) view whoring a sub/slave out as a part of the bdsm lifestyle..

Last but Not Least, you might be a wannabe if you are offended by this Post....

8/14/2007 1:43:10 PM
If you question my Strength, then it is you who are Weak..

Do you enjoy a sport without a worthy opponent?  Does the trophy mean as much to you when you have done Nothing to earn it?

If you want something handed to you, without having to work for it, then you will get exactly what you put into it.. *A sub/slave, who does not, AND will not give to you her all..*  You are deserving of Nothing better..

My life has been filled with Men/Doms/Masters, who approach the plate but take the easy walk rather than to connect with the ball and strike out or get a hit/home run...  Do Not call me a "cheater" because You choose/desire the easy score..

Battle scars are sexy, Band-Aids are not.. 

8/13/2007 1:34:33 PM
Take the time to listen to the life lessons given to You....

8/13/2007 12:55:18 AM

My Name is Dawn, and I'm A Sex Addict...

There Are Far Worse Things To Be...

8/11/2007 4:34:29 PM

I try very hard not to judge, however, I find it difficult to believe that some of the females on this site, don't know their own body type..

Certainly there is a difference between Voluptuous and Obese?  Curvy and Obese?  A few extra pounds and Obese? 

Be happy with yourself and stop trying to squeeze into a size that isn't you.. How can you be in a lifestyle that promotes trust and honesty when you can't even get real with yourselves..  Then you bitch and moan when the men you meet run for the damn hills!!

The End.......

8/9/2007 9:44:45 PM
Far Too Many WeirdWolves In This World!!!! 

8/7/2007 10:35:55 AM

Most Common Questions Asked..

1.  Are they real?  YES

2.  What size are they?  38G

3.  Are they sensative?  Yes very

4.  Are you interested in lactation?  Somewhat

5.  Do you enjoy breast boundage?  Hell Yes

8/6/2007 3:10:59 PM
I'M HOT!!!!!!!!!  

8/1/2007 11:56:34 AM
I Just Don't Care!!!

Promise me the moon and give me an egg..

Promise me an egg and give it to me rotten...

7/31/2007 1:13:24 PM

I suck, yes i do, i suck better than you.. yes i suck

7/17/2007 1:03:03 PM
In a constant state of arousal..

7/11/2007 8:33:08 AM
Knowing Yourself will better allow You to know me...

To please You, i must feel pleasing.. without that, i am merely going through the motions...

Skin on skin, Face to face.. Online chat does Nothing for me..

Judge me by what you know and Not by what you assume to know..

Failure comes from the lack of trying..  Try not to fail me...

Meeting me will capture you..

Nothing expected but everything Given...

7/6/2007 8:59:47 PM

Favorite shows and movies..

The 3 Stooges
A Brooklyn Tale
The Notebook
Full Metal Jacket

7/2/2007 11:40:11 PM
Dancing In The Moonlight~

6/28/2007 5:48:26 PM
Something beautiful That Touched Me....

I love reading your journal. You truly get it, and I can understand why you have had such trouble finding someone truly worthy of their self-proclaimed title, in spite of your visibility and active participation here. You are an asset to the community. My soul takes flight when I read your profile, as my heart warms to the thought that there remain souls such as yours out there, exceptionally rare though they are. My heart yearns to win the love, submission, and - ultimately - the no-limits (the only limits that exists are the ones He sets) slavery of someone such as yourself.

You are the genuine article - a priceless treasure, shining brightly yet lying unclaimed amongst a sea of pretenders and the undecided like a small diamond lying on the beach amongst a billion grains of sand. Most passers-by fail to notice the bright sparkle that may either catch their periphery or the center of their vision, yet the trained eye knows what they've just seen.

You give me hope. Please take care, little one...

6/28/2007 3:18:01 PM
A Firm Hand can knock me over with a feather..  Reaching under my hair and grasping my neck, bringing my ear to His lips.. Saying everything by saying nothing...

It just IS, there is No rhythm or reason.. No explanation or expectations..

You ask for nothing, i give you everything..

Perfection is in the arms of the beholder.. I want to behold something so perfect..

6/26/2007 10:30:53 AM
I disappoint you

Expectations are high

Rock me like a baby

scold me like a child

Love me like a woman

6/25/2007 9:58:39 AM
Deep In Thought........

6/21/2007 6:46:05 PM
I rear-ended a car a few days ago.
The other driver got out of his car. He was totally irate ... and he
was a DWARF!!

He looked up at me and said, "I am NOT happy!"

I said, "OK, then which one are you?"

6/18/2007 9:20:11 AM

I recall the taste

I crave it again

An addict digging through the dumpster of life..

you hold me up and twirl me around like a doll for inspection..

See the nicks and the wounds from a pervious owner..

Why do you feel the need to mend me, they are the flaws that put me in your hands..

If you can't bear the scars then don't enjoy any of me.  your goal is to leave your mark then do it quickly and be gone..

I await the doll maker not the toy taker..

The toy taker likes to fondle and play until a new toy catches his eye, he can be seen digging in every dumpster, his goal is obvious, and his intent false..

The doll maker has the desire to nurture and skill to achieve his goal..  He is aware that he can Not change the damage done.. rather he places a Band-Aid there so that the pain subsides long enough for the doll to accept and eventually crave His hands holding her..

Rest assured, this doll will never go back to the dumpster, she will never accept the hands of a toy taker..

She awaits the strong yet kind hands of the doll maker..

Look at your hands before you reach for this doll...

6/18/2007 12:31:27 AM
You want me?  Prove it, i'm Done...

6/17/2007 2:02:10 PM
Apparently this turd felt the need to Insult me and Block me.. 


6/17/2007 9:01:57 AM
Happy Fathers Day For All Who Deserve The Honor Of Being Called Father..

For Those Who Don't  Know Or Care About Their Child(ren) You Know Where You Can Go!!!

6/14/2007 2:15:27 PM

Monaco is calling me...  oops, damn wet dreams

6/14/2007 1:34:53 PM

Why do you have multiple profiles?

1.  Your last one is gone by choice or by site tossing it out..?

2.  You abuse others on the site so you come back in another form to~

  A.  Write them some more nasty insults and then block them?

          B.  To stalk someone because of your prior behavior under another name?

           C.  Your married and fear those who know you are spreading your name?

3.  You want to test another's loyalty by approaching him/her/them by another name?

4.  You're a man with a woman's profile?

6/14/2007 1:26:39 PM

Deep In Throat Tongue Kissing... *sigh* 

6/13/2007 1:10:46 PM

I Love Thigh Highs......

Stripper Poles....

Body Lotion.. "Touch Me Then Try To Leave"

6/12/2007 4:21:43 PM
Submission Is Not An Automatic Ball Gag...

6/6/2007 2:33:36 PM
Doggy Style is Not just a Position...

2 B or knott 2 B that is the question

6/6/2007 12:10:23 PM
"I Feel Like Slapping Somebody Today"

6/6/2007 11:17:38 AM



Bratty sub

6/5/2007 8:10:02 PM
Please, Please, Please

Some of you bitches are so ugly even the dog would say NO!!!!!!

6/5/2007 5:27:00 PM
Married Men.. A topic i know all too well..

Here is how this works for me..

Your married, you spoil me until it makes us Both sick.. run home to the little woman and be attentive to her.. we have wild passionate sex bdsm style.. You spoil me till it makes us Both sick.. Getting the drift here?

I learned long ago that there are 2 kinds of married men who cheat..

1.  The guy who loves his wife but gets No sex or the kind of sex he desires.. He knows what a woman wants and needs and is willing to appreciate the ones who allow him to reveal that part of himself..

2.  The Pig who fucks anything and everything moving, hateful to his "old lady"  cause she knows he's been a pig from day 1..  This guy wants everything for nothing and usually had nothing to offer anyway.. Lousy in the sack, bad mouths is wife, has a small tool and practices bareback riding(unsafe sex) with every fuckhole stupid enough to believe his lies.  Last but certainly Not least, he gets himself off and doesn't care about his partner, She really can't get off because he's as quick in the sack as he is getting out of it...  Gooooooo Speedy!!!

That's it, if you come to me and are married, you best be the Number 1 kind of Man.......

Great Quote i recently heard..

You get many Privileges And have NO RIGHTS... breath it in and accept it.. words to live by, or stay the fuck HOME..

6/4/2007 6:53:21 PM
Do Not Think 4 One Damn Minute That I Don't  Believe  You Get Your Eyes Full On My Pictures..

*I'm Not "normally" a Breast Man* means i noticed your tits..

If you want to know me, then read my damn profile, it's large enough for those who have weak or weary eyes, It's bright enough for those who need color in their lives, It's clear enough for those who really are Sincere...

It also states to have a picture to share.. Spare me the excuses, you see me, and i see you, that's the deal, No exceptions, i will not chase your ass to my space or yahoo picture sharing.. That's your job, Not mine..

Yep yep, i'm on another Rant and Rave Mission..  By the way, i don't do Harams, you men are lucky enough to find 1 woman to put up with your asses, let alone many, you're only fooling yourself, get real  or get out of My box.. PERIOD

6/3/2007 11:24:20 AM

Putting my life on hold, guiding you to do as your told, teaching you to be a Man, the kind of Man You can be proud of..

Watching you make mistakes yet loving you through every one of them.. Seeing you take pride in yourself and standing up for your beliefs, not always mine, but showing me that i allowed you to be yourself at all cost..

My finest Masterpiece...

Congratulations on your achievement, a journey not always easy but surely accomplished..  As i sit here and type this, my heart is full and my eyes not far behind..

Your greatest Masterpiece...

My life's journey is now your reward and i could not ask for more than this moment in time..

My Son, My Truest Unconditional Love.. Happy Graduation Day 6/3/2007.....

6/1/2007 11:27:35 AM

Why does Everyone seem to be defenssive about my ranting posts?  If you're guilt consumes you i suggest you seek a man of the cloth..

5/31/2007 10:57:39 PM

Do Not Come To me, making all sorts of promises with absolutely No backbone to follow through..

you want to play games, go find a fucking playground.. It takes me about 3 messages to know your motives and i assure you, once my door closes, your return Will be Long and Hard!  If at all...

Bouncing your nasty balls about each woman's profile here, just to get some cheap ass thrill, some material to Wank to or some pussy just because it's within your driving ability shows just how weak your ass is and Let me Clarify, I Am Not Desperate...

TaFuckingTa you know who you are!!!!

5/29/2007 12:44:01 PM
Tie it, touch it, suck it, lick it, take it, use it, abuse it....

Get nasty, get raunchy, get on it, get pumping hard, get down in my face, put me in my place...

I take it, I love it, grind on it, bounce on it, deepthroat it, spank it, make it yours, tell me i'm a nasty girl, tell me i'm your only pearl...

Make it squirt, dig for the cream, cause me to yell out and scream, fist it, kiss it, suck up every drop, No worries Daddy i won't  tell you to stop...

5/28/2007 9:08:24 PM


5/27/2007 9:04:23 AM
Take me For Granted and i Will Be Gone.....

5/24/2007 11:26:58 PM
This site is being run over by an over abundance of  fake ass profiles.. young Domme females, bogus stolen pictures.. Watch your wallets guys and try to use the Big head God gave you!!!

5/23/2007 8:52:10 AM
I am urgently seeking an expert in website design and maintenance to collaborate with me in the production of what will be a truely unique site featuring yours truely. Just to be clear, this is NOT an offer for ownership, it is NOT an offer of sex, it is and will remain a business proposal'

5/23/2007 6:10:46 AM



5/20/2007 8:51:36 AM


Big Girls Don't Cry


Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

La Da Da Da Da Da


5/11/2007 6:11:17 AM

Song of the Day...

"Who Knew"  PINK

You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
cause you said forever
and ever
who knew

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend
I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew
Who knew

5/10/2007 4:18:54 PM
Question to real lifestyle Mentors:

Does Mentoring a sub or slave allow you perks such as free cam shows, sex and no free will?

5/10/2007 11:45:31 AM
Burning Bridges and i don't really Care!!

Burn Baby Burn!!!

5/8/2007 6:22:21 PM

Dear Dawn,


I would like you to know that I am now fully committed in a relationship with a woman I have known for many years. Thanks to her I have found the ability to love again and I am now fully devoted to her and this relationship. I have always been upfront with you and told you that I was unable to reciprocate your feelings for me. If I have caused you pain in any way, I do sincerely apologize. I feel it is only right and honorable to let you know of my news and hope that you may now be able to move on in your life and find the happiness you deserve. I hope we will remain friends and I wish you happiness,  Robert.


5/7/2007 11:16:36 PM

I guess i'm going to have to cam to make the money for the car..

So Sad!!

5/7/2007 6:15:30 AM
I'm looking for a first time car for my son..

If you have a spare you don't need, give me a poke..

Yes i prefer it be a gift to me.. However, if the price is right, I will consider it..

5/2/2007 2:40:48 PM
Please hit me up if you are interested in taking pictures of me for my own use.. I will not accept just any monkey with a camera..

These will be used on another site for me to increase my income.. Do Not waste my time if you are simply trying to get laid or sucked..

My goal is serious and my tolerance is low for a$$holes and wankers.  Anyone who loves the art of taking pictures will have proof of such.. This is Not a paying job, rather a job that will pay Me..

5/2/2007 8:36:38 AM
'Teardrops on My Guitar'  | Taylor Swift

4/23/2007 7:39:17 PM

I would've given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that I had
If you want, I'll try to love again
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby, I know the first cut is the deepest
When it comes to being lucky, he's first
But when it comes to loving me, he's worst

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure gonna give you a try
If you want, I'll try to love again
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby, I know the first cut is the deepest
When it comes to being lucky, he's first
But when it comes to loving me, he's worst

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure gonna give you a try
If you want, I'll try to love again
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby, I know the first cut is the deepest
When it comes to being lucky, he's first
But when it comes to loving me, he's worst
The first cut is the deepest
Baby, I know the first cut is the deepest
I'll try to love again

2/18/2007 10:57:47 AM
An unexpected  gift on my doorstep.. a 3 month old, all black, female lab puppy..

Unable to keep such a gift.. Lost? Dumped? Gods will?

I take this gift to a Lab Rescue today, and do so with a heavy heart..

she is truly a gift for someone much more able and deserving of her..  i incorporate this same thought from those who have been in my life and not been able to accept me as the Gift..

yes i mourn  my loss..

2/17/2007 12:07:57 AM
A collared slave has found freedom.....


An uncollared slave is 4ever Confined........

These are my words, i wrote them from my heart...

for those of you who would like to use them, at least have enough decency and class to attach my name to it..

2/15/2007 4:33:41 PM
The following is MY line, and has been placed in a "so-called" and self appointed Doms profile...


Limits: whether they be hard or soft, are nothing less than restraints placed on a Master/Dom.. 

Any True Dom would not have to steal a slaves heart felt quote and not even give mention to where "he" located it, Alas, it is Not the only quote this Shmuck as grabbed up as his own"  When approached about this subject, i was told~ "Get over it" and was blocked...


Ask me who it is, and i will gladly share, then you can personally tell "him" what a lowlife he is...

2/10/2007 4:08:19 PM
Time for some fun stuff, if nothing else, a much needed break from the gloom and doom that surrounds all of us..

I've always been told that i look like this person and/or that person.. Do you hear this as well?  Tell me who you have been compared to and let me know who, if anyone, i favor in your eyes..

There are no prizes and this is strictly being done in fun.. Spare me the insults, if you hate me, ok??  I don't care to hear that i  look like King King or Marge Simpson lol..

If you don't have a photo posted, please try to attach one so that i may tell you whom it is that you physically favor.. 

Damn i must be bored lol...

2/8/2007 5:45:47 PM
As i watched the breaking news of Anna Nicole Smiths death, i couldn't help but to be tearful.. This woman, no matter how she lived her life, was not far different from me.

Her breasts are secondary, as i believe she had implants once or twice in her early years.. It was more the way she was treated by those who knew nothing about her depth that touched me.

Anna was very much a submissive, she wanted/desired to please men, leaving herself vulnerable for many of life's societal labels and chastised for each and every "mistake"

i watched her when she was heavier and thought how she may have unconsciously put on weight to be viewed in a more serious manner, and maybe even be accepted by other females, who judge large breasted women unfairly.

Many times, a sub/slave becomes their own worst enemy.. seeking and never finding, that "One" to take away the pain of the past and give her the pain she desires in the future..  Yes i'm sad and grieving the loss of this sister slave.. She was forever reaching and finally her reach was obtained by the validation of a higher power bringing her the peace she needed so badly..

Another lost slave to follow Norma Jean, aka, (Marilyn Monroe)..
Keep in mind, when you use a slave for selfish reasons, you are taking more than you could ever begin to repay..

2/2/2007 8:03:49 AM

i am worth more than you could possibly know.. you come and you go, vanishing acts, disappearing into the cyber vortex only to assume another name.  Take your shots, make me cry, kick me while i'm down, do your best to turn my smile into a frown. 

You could never own a girl like me, i see through you what other's Don't see.. my willingness to take dealt out pain, does not give you the right to do so in vain. 

Each step that i take, is mine to own, If yours is to jerk off, just leave me ALONE...

2/1/2007 6:39:03 PM
First of all, i'd like to thank everyone for their willingness to share their knowledge about my vehicle problems.. A few select and very special Ones, who actually went above and beyond my plea for help..

Also, i would like to thank everyone for responding to my previous question pertaining to the term "Land Developer"    

Turn the page, i have more lol

1/29/2007 12:17:14 AM
Being from a small town, i am a bit naive when it comes to some terms..

What exactly is a "Land Developer"

1/23/2007 10:24:36 PM
Where the heck are the vanilla women finding these guys who buy them cars and jewels and furs?

i must say, these Pro's certainly have made it difficult for a damsel in distress..

i even got cyber bitch slapped by some "so-called" Pro Domme, just for asking about a mechanic..

Geez, you should get a view of that broads list of birthday gifts,

Guess she thinks i'm competition, which is quite amusing, because she couldn't hold a candle to me LOL..  Then she puts a cyber ball-gag in my mouth and blocks me from responding.. 

i think subs/slaves should be the ones given gifts, we are the one's who earn it by way of our servitude and NOT ATTITUDE..

i will remove this shortly, once my venting has run it's course.

BTW:  why is it that Doms/Masters don't seek financial gain, but Domme/Mistresses do??  Hmmmm

I want to walk out of my front door and find a new car with a big red bow wrapped around the hood.. ahh but to dream..

1/19/2007 6:15:34 PM
I need a Mechanic..

Are You One?

Do You know one?

Topic:  Blown Head Gasket

    ~ Serious topic, Do Not blow
        smoke in my azz just to get
        A shot at some Nookie..

12/16/2006 2:58:38 AM
Masturbation  allows quick release.. i need something long and lustful.  I miss begging and pleading to suck and be mounted.

My mind taking me back to the sweet release when being fisted deeply and with purpose.  Knowing that soon i would  squirt and squirm in ecstasy..

The practice of masturbation is short lived for a cock and cum worshipping slut, and soon causes her to regret every toy and every stroke..

venting is cleansing

12/3/2006 9:10:33 AM
Labeling me, Speaks volumes about You...

Assuming of me, Reveals Your depth to be Shallow..

Please show your status as a "Dom/Master"  and CONTROL your tongue when speaking to me, it is quite humorous but also shameful..

If you are scorned by something you feel i or another sub/slave has done to you, by all means go do some soul searching OR change your status to sub or switch.

Insulting me is childish, hennish type behavior, and i do not associate with any male who has his balls tucked away for a rainey day... unless dooley marked as such..


11/14/2006 10:52:42 AM
Warning:  Just because i have Large breasts does Not mean that i am a BBW..  Please  take the time to Read and  learn  before you ASSUME..

I do not have Anything against those who are BBW's but i get tired of being lumped into catagories based on peoples Ignorance.

10/13/2006 8:28:33 AM
After almost a year, i was finally able to take time away and go visit the Love of my Life. Now working in the UK instead of the Middle East.

Visions of His eyes meeting mine again and the flame that remained even from afar. As i suffered some jet-lag, excitement, anticipation, anxiety and overall lusting from every part of my being, i soon found myself in a nightmare..

Step to the podium, present my passport to a very tall, overweight gentleman.. He then questions me about my reason for being there, whom i was seeing, what He does for a living, and some very personal questions pertaining to some business cards i had in my billfold (breast modeling)

i am then instructed to be seated for further questioning. In that time, my luggage was opened and every garment i owned fondled by an Asian female, k9 sniffed, and another mental game of cat and mouse.
This process took 3 hours.. the torment of my biting my tongue in order to "kiss ass" so that i may get through and see Robert was beyond my usual ability to maintain..

Mission accomplished, i walk outside, breath in the new fresh air of London, and as i raise my eyes through the endless bodies waiting, there he was looking right back at me..
He too had been questioned, "how do you know dawn, where did you meet" Gawd forbid you lie, but who wants to give such personal info to a complete stranger..

My 10 days with Robert have left me to struggle with the countless days and nights without Him once more.

A long distance relationship is hard enough to maintain, add to it, the obvious issues, 2 countries under attack by terrorism and you have yet one more hurdle to overcome.

London Bridges may be falling down, but it will take more than that to keep me from Robert..

10/11/2006 7:22:55 AM
i have just returned from London, had a wonderful time, with a Dom who i've known for almost a year..

9/28/2006 10:56:55 PM
Off to London for 10 days..

i Will miss all of the kind people here..

If i have the time, ability or Energy lol, i will peek in from there..

1 more day.. woohooo

hugz, kisses, licks to all accept the idiot(s) and you know who you are  lol

9/15/2006 4:32:07 PM
It is my opinion, that ANYONE who has multiple people blocked, is probably the problem themselves..

They boast and brag throughout their journal about such childish actions.. Yet, "He" has No problem continuing to write those he blocks..

A grown man, who whines and moans about others behavior, yet can Not take the heat from the flames he himself  ignites..

throughout this persons journal, are insults and slams about others on the site.. yet, after speaking to this nitwit personally, i have to say, he is the most egotistical joke i have ever had the misfortune of dealing with.

"He" Bullies his way around and pesters women, till he wears them down enough to speak with him.. Once they do, and are Not impressed, he goes on a rampage of slander and insults.

Ladies who have dealt with this individual know exactly who i'm speaking of..

The smallest cock with the largest Block

9/4/2006 4:53:26 PM
Prince Charming IS not real, nor can my heart be awakened with One passionate Kiss.. The white knight rides in, not on a white horse, rather, a black Harley while dressed in leather.

As i sit in indian form, he approaches me, without word i am beckoned to kneel.. i dare Not raise my eyes, too many have been here before Him. His breath is all that i hear..

my breathing is now shallow, and at times, non existent. i say a prayer in my head, God, make Him Go Away.. As if in a dream state, i am there alone in my thoughts.

i am Not ready for You, i have a wounded wing, my heart holds the key, Yet no keeper of such has Mastered this lock.

"I am your One little girl, open your heart, mind and eyes to me" NO, Go AWAY, i am Not ready for you, not ready to be drained of yet another piece of my soul..

eyes wide closed, heart tightly locked away, i hear a calming sound calling to me.. "Shhhhhh, i am the keeper of you loving girl, i have been here all along, watched you love in vain, anger, lust and in pain..

Why did you let me suffer so many fools so many heartaches, why did you not save me? " My darling girl, you do Not need saving, your heart is pure, soul and spirit in tact, it is those around you who are in need of saving. All i can do is hold you closely in hopes that the One for You can be seen past all the ones whose only goal is to greedily take what is Not theirs to take or use."

"My job is to protect you, and the only way i can do that, is to make you strong which in turn gives the cowards cause to run.. Let Them run, it reveals their worth and their true colors.. ONLY One who sees past this hardness that i place on you, will stay and accept the challenge"..

"Once he steps before you, there will be No question, and all that is you, will be for Him"..

Now i wait....

8/28/2006 2:35:24 PM
i don't need You, to validate me..

i am more with You, but no less without You..

You make me whole, but without me, You are only Half..

Releasing me, will forever Bind You

Time heals All, Terminal is a lifetime

You teach me, and You will Learn something...

Hearts do Not get broken, those carrying them Do...

Healing is reflection...

Filling voids can take a lifetime of Emptiness...

Inner peace can be loud...

Sometimes getting Lost means we have found our way..

A moment to You, may be a lifetime for me..

The depth of a person can be so shallow..

Say it again, This time, without a word...

8/23/2006 8:39:31 PM
The Following was a message sent to me, quite disturbing.. Am unable to post the offenders name, but willing to share when asked..

BEWARE ladies Protect your children from people like this, they are what "Dateline" has been focusing on for over a year..

FYI: put your two daughters on a Greyhound/Trailways bus and send them to My location for a weekend of R/T, R/L, D/s (M/s) training sessions  so that they will become the self-actualized submissives that they wish to be in a SSC environment. You do have the option of accompanying them for  the purpose of observing these sessions for their comfort, security and safety.
Bye for now.
Yours in Dominance....

6/28/2006 5:54:37 PM

Clove Oil is great for a  tooth ache..

Lavendar oil is good for relieving pain and stopping a cut or wound from bleeding

Lemon Oil stops ants from coming into your "space" home..

Citronella Oil dabbed  behind the ears keeps bees from attracting to those with a fear of being stung...

Natural oils are Not just a fad..

6/25/2006 8:45:11 PM

I Love camming, but.....

Nothing Worth Having in life is Free..

Need i say More????

6/15/2006 12:42:03 AM

she's 13 and pulling her hair out by the roots in patches..

she's 15 and running a flame over her body..

she's  dating abusive boys/guys/men

      ~ Verbal
       ~ physical
       ~ Emotional
       ~ Mental

she feels pain but the pain on the inside is greater.. relief is just around that evil corner.. choice of  self infliction?

she finds the lifestyle.. safe, sane, not so mundane...

her hair is pulled by another's hands, leaving it in tact, roots and all.. the flame is now to light the candle He holds over her wanting and erect nipples.. no more Abusive men, not in the same context..she now understands her destiny..

she feels pain, but not from the inside out, but the outside in.. self healing, very appealing..

no with whom you are Dealing...

6/11/2006 11:54:12 AM
Dupped Again.. Will be leaving this site shortly...

6/1/2006 5:33:16 PM
It's very disturbing to be gone for over a year from this site, and upon returning, find some of you people with the same exact pictures..

For god sakes, people change, surely you have access to a damn camera or cam, if you have the ability to afford being on the internet..


5/19/2006 10:19:29 PM
i have been informed that someone here is using my picture(s), If anyone views this, please get that individuals name, so that i can report them to the site..

thanks All

5/16/2006 10:44:16 PM
Perhaps a jealous female?  If you would like to know who made this statement, please ask.. The following was sent to me pertaining to my pictures...

"i don't know if they reflect what you're about, but they do show that you need a good boob lift. "

5/12/2006 10:07:37 PM
Should i remove my pictures, Do they deflect what i am really all about?

Exhibitionism a love of mine, does it draw men like a  moth to a light?

Do you know what "solvent" means?  are there that many of you here who have the means to wisp me away just because i've been a good girl?

Rewards are more than sexual, i have the ability to self satisfy, have been doing so for 5 years now.  Intensity is all that is lacking.

Please do Not approach me if you yourself know that you are Not what i seek.  There is someone  for everyone.. look around.

my personality is not for the weak  or insecure at heart.. i need  "One" who is  not looking for a boost in His ego, or a stroke for His manliness..

my breasts are large, but my brain is larger.. The "One" who captures my mind will  not have to worry about my servitude, it will be His for the taking, molding, training, keeping.

Please Don't waste my time.. Please

5/9/2006 1:26:36 PM

For Those Of You Who Choose To Test my submission, By Doing The Oppsosite Of What i Have Requested In my Profile~

* Rude
*Disrespectful in Content

It Is, In Reality, A Test Of Your Own Lack Of Control.. Therefore, If You Have Attempted To Pass Yourself Off As A Dom/Master, i Highly Suggest You Refer Back To BDSM 101...

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