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I am a submissive woman who is truly seeking a dominate to train me and show me the ropes if you will. I am very new to the lifestyle, however, I feel that this has been a part of me all of my life. I am not into slavery, humiliation, or masochism. I want a specail someone that I can please. I am desperate to learn and to enhance the true submissive that lies within my heart. It will take a very caring, considerate, understanding, and patient person to give me the freedom I so desire.
3/21/2006 7:07:09 PM
So what should I write in my journal...So many things I want to say and I think need to say as well...Let me start by saying that I am very new to the lifestyle but have had a deep yearning in my heart to meet the needs of and please another person for as long as I can remember.  I just did not know that there was a name for it.  I am not interested in being anyones slave.  I have a lot to learn and am very eager and willing.  I am very cautious and have many safety measures already set up for meeting people when that time comes.  I am just very intrigued and excited to be exploring this part of myself finally.
MistressEllanya
 
 Age: 41
  Michigan