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Hi and thank you for checking out my profile!
I am looking for a mistress to serve regularly, not a one off, certainly not interested in sexual encounters or one night stands.... unlike many on here I am genuine, not after on-line 'relief' and I have plenty of real time experience.
I hate to start on with an admission but I feel it is important to describe properly where my beliefs are D/s wise - I am sad to admit I have served pro-dommes in the past and found it to be wholley unsatisfying; most mistresses it feels like you're buying a service, with everything tailored around the sub - for me this ruins it. 99% of kink for me is mental, if I don't believe my domme is totally enjoying what she is doing, and is using me for her pleasure then I may as well not bother; no matter what the activity the thing I enjoy most is seeing the twinkle of enjoyment and satisfaction in th eyes of my domme. There is nothing I require in return other than the pleasure of knowing I have pleased my Dominant.
Some of the best sessions I have ever had were endurance at the time; at the time I couldn't wait for it to be over it hurt so much! But in between the heights of agony (which I was bound for and had no escape route) my mistress showed her delight at my suffering, this coupled with her delight in telling me how much worse it was going to get made these interludes some of the most attractive and intense moments I have ever experienced! To me this was a snapshot of true domination, unlike the "follow me around and lick my shoes doggy" weak and feable sessions offered by many dommes.
The domme I speak of above took me to peices over time, I met her regularly and having been used for her pleasure I found I feared her, loved her, wanted her so much I would gladly do or suffer anything just for her satisfaction.
But it isn't just about being beaten or having xy or z done - submission is 99.9% mental, just knowing your mistress has the power to do as she wishes is enough. To be petted, hugged, loved, cared for is as much if not more a part of D/s than the harsh side I find! Going back to medaalthough it is fun too of course).
I seek dommes who find the above appealing, that want to selfishly use a sub for her desires, and will accept my submission to them and value it - as I will cherrish being owned! One thing I can't stand on CM is the dommes who say that a sub is a worthless peice of s*** etc. Respect is 2 ways, especially in D/s where you're trusting your well being to another; I would never enter even a friendship if I didn't consider I was valued - in return for this of course I would give my devotion.
A bit about me! I am 5 foot 7 dark and slim, I have a great vanilla life that is kept separate from my kink - I have a great job, great hobbies (including fitness and music). Even if my eventual domme is a professional I desire to develop a true friendship as well as D/s. I want to be helpful in more ways than just sessioning. Help with tasks, there for a chat, for a coffee, for anything else my domme desires too (fitness training - as I am amongst other things a part time martial arts instructor). Simply I want a friend, and a domme, someone who will be a part of my life in more ways than one, in a mutually fun and enjoyable situation.
I don't ask for this straight away. Life is a fun journy and no matter who you are you can never know the future. So please say hi if you like the profile and want to make contact - lets see where it takes us.......
Thanks for your time
Chris xx
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