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Hello
My name is walter a submissive crossdresser.My page for all to know is dedicated to Master Spand_xxx my Cyber Master.
As for myself,i like bondage and acting out fantasies,dressing as a girl/woman being the main.My biggest fetish though is boots.Master Spand_xxx is no exception .i say this with submisson and respect he definitly has the legs for them.
Though I am a straight male I am bi curious,that is how i met Master Spand_xxx.i have never been in a same sex situation male w/male,i guess thats why Ii became curious about it.Even though i'm not a virgin,i would like to one day loose to other areas ,virgin to men,
lose that virginity.
I hope to meet Masters and Mistress's alike,and the occasional submissive friend.
My page is again,DEDICATED TO MY CYBER MASTER SPAND_XXX.

2/7/2009 9:47:15 PM
To all ,it has been 3 days since my last entry.Needless to say my Cyber Master Spand_xxx is not pleased.
   2 things have happened this week.Namely
1st...The Mistress and my Cyber Master have decided on a female name for  for this crossdressing submissive its ......WILMA.So for anyone wishing to address me ,thats my name WILMA.
 2nd...I have been a bad girl,the Mistress caught me using her toilet.Mistress has had me in the same rubber catsuit all week,and in a chastity belt.Thru use of vibes the Mistress made me cum on a daily basis.My CB are slipping and sliding in week olsd semen tonight.
However for my punishment the Mistress and her female slave at night have removed the catsuit longenough for them to each soil on me,to includwe my face and smeared it all over with gloved hands.Friends of theirs were even allowed to soil on me.Mistress on thursday and friday even made me go to work with the same catsuit on.The only clean parts on my body were my face and hands.Needless to say,as of this entry this submissive is RIPE!
Tonight though Mistress female slave has added  something else.I wear a full hood with a duct tape gag.The hood has eyes only.It to has soil in it.Besides the soil,I have been  spanked and paddled for the toilet offense.As I am off the weekend from work there is not telling what the Mistress and her female slave have in mind for the rest of the night,there is no doubt it will leave this submissive waking up with a sore ass. 
2/4/2009 9:17:22 PM
Feb 4-2009

  Today for me was much sweatier at work due to the rubber catsuit .Still chastised sexually,Mistress had me filled with a bottle of hair conditioner(strawberry scent)
and an XL butt plug.Mistress also  attached  a vibe to my cock leaving it on.My cum filled chastity belt,has several loads ovf my cum  at least 2 days old.Its slick and it has a slight oder,but so far noone has complained at work.
   To add to my humiliation at work Mistress has her female friends show up with the key to my chastity and insert fresh batteries into the vibe locking my chastity back and pulling the rubber catsuit up.Before pulling up my male attire I am given a spanking on each visit.By the end of my day I am so sore and still full w/the enema,
Mistress on arriving home checks the pad she placed in my crotch area.Finding seapage from the enema she gags me with the pad and penis gag then spreadeagles me in the front yard.Naked  she begins spanking me as her female slave spits on me holding the catsuit.The slave is highly upset about the pics I ruined.
My cock slips and slides in my cum inside  the chastity belt.As Mistress spanks me she verbally berates me for leaking on her clean pad(now in my mouth)
   One thing though last night the slave was allowed to fuck me to orgasm as well as spank me.She then went and pleasured the Mistress to Massive screaming orgasms.
   I apologize to my Master Spand_xxx for my tardiness tonight.Mistress has kept me busy at being punished.I dont use it as an excuse but the trouble I am over these pictures,...well its all my fault.The Mistress is coming so I must cut my entry short.
  Master Spand_xxx  I am humbly sorry for my tardiness tonight.
ALL,my entries and my page are dedicated to my  Master Spand_xxx.
2/3/2009 9:14:42 PM

Tuesday
Feb 3rd,2009

    I spent my usual day at work in womens undergarments under my work clothes.The Mistress made only one change in my routine,I was made to carry 6 tampons in my pockets and everytime I went to the mens room I was to insert one w/out removing one.

   Getting home I undressed on the porch locking my male things in a box only Mistress has the key to.I then cuffed & gagged myself and secured to a porch post awaited the Mistress and her female slave.
On their arrival home the slave is allowed to come up and slap me and if allowed she will spit on me,throwing in some verbal abuse about the pictures I ruined house sitting for her.The Mistress along with my cyber owner ,his name is in my identification for Collar Me work out my punishments.
   Tonight I am dressed in a similair catsuit with exposed ass.Tonight  I have been spanked with several different spanking impliments and as usual the past few nights.....ballet boots.My ass aching I am chained and tied to this chair typing in my journal.My ass throbs from the spanking.Tonight though I was also put into chastity.
The slave was allowed to fuck me anally,but I shot my load anyway.Mistress warned me what would happen.So tomorrow,I might have or hear several comments from my co-workers.I cant wait.

submissively
Spandxxxsbootslut

2/2/2009 8:32:07 PM
Well its Monday Feb 2nd...........................................
      To start my entry per my Cyber Master Spandxxx, instructions.
    I had an 8 hour shift ,that for the entire day under my male clothing,I wore the usual womens undergarments.Today though the Mistress of the house(Mistress Sheree),had me wear ,,,,

lavendar rubber panties (built in anal plug).......lavendar rubber (open nipple) bra.....white rubber garter belt......Taupe stockings....white buster brown socks.

      For lunch I was instructed to strip to my undergarments,and masturbate over my lunch then eat it.The Mistress even came down to see and watch that I obeyed her orders.
After lunch the afternoon at work went on as usual til I got home tonight,I had a very cold whores bath awaiting me
My whores bath done Mistress Sheree dressed me in rubber again.

purple catsiut(only my ass is exposed for punishment).............................
purple rubber gloves................black rubber hood(built in gag/ eyes only).......black leather ballet boots(knee high/ lace up)

  I am made tonight to stand as I type my journal entry.I look forward to the humiliation and punishment the mistress puts me thru with the aide of my Cyber Master SpandXXX.Though Iknow why I am being punished on a daily basis,it make me wet as well as hard.I wonder what punishment is next for me,though I do deserve it.
2/1/2009 8:38:53 PM
   This entry is for last night (Jan 31).......
Squatted and thighs cuffed to my booted calves i write for my Cyber Master Spandxxx

   Last night Mistress Sheree loaned me to a friend of hers Mistress Samantha for a party she the Mistress Samantha was having.
When Mistress Samantha picked me up she wasnt pleased with my attirew and changed me before leaving .I was changed from vinyl to rubber.....
rubber open nipple bra
rubber hot pants legs and waiste sealed with duct tape

rubber faceless hood (my gag was cheryls used max pads/duct tape)
The hood had a special tube on its face and head(as I found out it gave the Mistress or Master the choice of where to soil my face filling up the hood .)
leather knee boots(8" heels w/5" platform)

My only orders from Mistress Samantha were to soil in the shorts I was wearing as many times as possible.
  At Mistress Samanthas home I was lead with a collar and leash then taken unknown somewhere in Mistress home and then hogtied over a small stool.Then when alligator nipple clamps were put on my nipples I let out a muffled scream,soiling myself right then and there for the first time that night.
   The party starting ,as it goes on ,a Master or Mistress come over and use me as the toilet Mistress Samantha wanted.The first soil came  thru the tube on my face as the hood squished it out over my face the oder was strong as it went up my nose.The tbe in the top of the hood got used as the soil worked its way thru my hair.A Master or Mistress even smeared their load over my exposed skin areas during the party.
I soiled myself 3 times the soil  squishing with every move I made with my hips.
       After the party Mistress Samantha removed me from the stool and hogtied me on my back.Something weighted was used to keep my alligator clamps pulled tight on my nipples.
(Mistress told me it was a pair of her boots with lead weights in them.)

My hood filled as well as my shorts filled,I was reaking with oder from the soil,especially from the smeared portions on my skin.
   Mistress going to bed woke me very painfully with a 25 swat spanking,sunday morning(Feb. 1)
  To be taken home I was locked in her slaves car trunk and driven home and  left on the porch for Mistress Sheree to find.
1/31/2009 4:25:05 PM
  On bended knees i write bound and gagged.This submissive crossdresser want for all to know this.
  i am master spand_xxx cyber slut and that my page is Dedicated to him and his Dominance,with boots.Please to all Masters and Mistress that contact me  just call me cyber slut and i will answer on my knees bound and gagged.For the subs that wish to contact me i will only answer as long as my Cyber Master Spand_xxx allows me.
  This cyber slut does look forward to meeting on my knees Masters and Mistress's in the future as well as other subs.
  i hope this pleases my Cyber Master . 
1/29/2009 8:20:58 PM
......Well my day finally ended at work.I managed to keep and am still holding the enema from this morning inside me.
This evening the Mistress has me dressed........................
red fishnet sport bra,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,red fishnet crotchless panty
red fishnet stockings(stay ups) and white pat leather ballets(12" heels).
Mistress has her pet outside  pottying and Mistress is getting ready for a late night with her girlfriends.
  I am squatted with my thighs cuffede to my calves and the key board on my lap,in the center of the room.Though I am tired from my long day at work and my feet ache in the ballets I know what and why Mistress is punishing me.Mistress pet(though were related) is still mad at me but I dont blame her .The used maxi pads are still gagging me kept in with a ballgag.
Pardon the interruption the Mistress wishes to do something to me!!................................................................................................................
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This sub crossdresser is back,the Mistress addes a stocking over my face and a white vinyl hood with built in gag.It has only a set of eyes,so I may see the keys.
The Mistress wears a black vinyl catsuit,black pat leather thigh boots(8"heels w/4" plat),and a purple vinyl corset on the outside.The Mistress is checking on her pet outside.Mistress has left the driveway.
I dont know what she has planned for tomorrow but knowing its also part of my punishment makes it all worth while.
1/29/2009 6:42:37 AM
    Its Febt29 this is my 1st journal entry...........................

        Last year I was house sitting for my cousin while she was on an extremely long business trip.I got work and now due to  cumming on several of her fave pics while she was gone,though she is submissive
 for work everyday,her  Mistress allows her to pick out female undergarments for me to wear to work.Her Mistress also handles any and all training for me with the aide of Master Spand_xxx.
  When I leave for my job Mistress  lays out the things and footwear I am to wear upon getting home.Usually I strip out of my male attire locking them in a box only Mistress has the key to.Staying in my female undergarments I puton the footwwear and   gag and cuff myself.My undergarments are usually
cupless bra
garter belt
crotchless panty( or no panty)
stockings
The cuffs are a set of wrist and ankle cuffs connected by chain allowing me movement to cook or clean house.My gag consists of 2-3 of Mistress or my cousins used maxi pads with a ball gag..
Today I wear ...................

shelf bra---pink
garter belt ---pink
stockings---nude(I use buster brown socks to protect
                                feet of the stockings from runs)
Today also the Mistress is making me wear a chastity belt while holding and working with an enema in me.
I will add another entry  tonight on my attire when I get home.
jdswbsbhs
 
 Age: 18
  Texas