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| Working on going back into the US ARMY National Guard here in TN. I am Recently seperated from my last Mistress of 8 years. I am a Subbie boy who has trouble running his own life. With out ownership I am lost and confused in life. I am 5 foot 6 inches and 125 pounds short blonde hair and green eyes. I know most look for only those with images in thier profiles, but there is always hope to find one who can look deeper and into the soul rather then the looks out there themselves. I myself care not for looks or gender.
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Well I am still alive and kicking and still awaiting ownership and military papers to come in on ship date. I have been spending my time alone in a room thinking hard over many things in my life. What I did wrong and what I did right. Never a good thing over long periods of time. My next door friend has been trying to get me to go play pool at the local bars and pubs, He thinks I can win the up comming pool tournaments and get money to save up for a new car that way. It is still hard to make choices that dont involve me serving an Owner or Owners. Thinking and doing things for myself never came to my mind before I keep finding myself giving my food and smokes to those I see on the streets or in shops to get at least some feeling of servitude in me. Wow I do ramble alot, sorry, maybe I should be called the rambling man(boy). |
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Finally got a new pic up, Hope it is well liked. Currently I am awaiting a ship date for the army and hope it will happen soon. the current economy is hitting me harder then i had thought it would and strugle even more so without the guidence and directions only a Domme or Dom can ever give me. I find it really hard not being owned, after being owned for so long it hurts inside knowing I'm without currently and sit up all night in tears. Sounds really sappy I know but honesty is something WE all need or else all things in life are false even ourselves. Seems im rambling now I do that when nervous sorry.... |
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