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I have discovered through my years and experiences in the Lifestyle the slave within. It is my entire being, the core of my soul and my passion. It is my destiny to serve.
I am seeking a sadistic Femme Dominant Woman anywhere in the USA to serve 24/7, to belong to fully and entirely. I am seeking the very right One to devote my being to: my body, heart and soul.
I am a fairly attractive, femme, intelligent, intensely sincere female slave. I am 35 years old (but I look about 23 years old, or so I am told regularly). I am 5'6" 125 lbs. I have long red hair and brown eyes with a pale complexion. I dress 'funky' to lightly gothic. I've been in the Lifestyle for about 10 years, but have only had a few relationships as I am quite picky and selective and feel it takes the most special Domme to devote myself to.
I am seeking a life of intense and extreme slavery and ownership. I've lived it before and am quite aware of the ramifications and realities of such a life. I am seeking a very ardent sadist who lives and breathes D/s 24/7 in Her heart and soul. I seek someone who trully believes in the concept of total ownership of a slave. I seek someone who does not feel that She breaks from Her Dominant moods, but instead that being Dominant is inherently Her natural being. I am seeking One who is wholly intense and severe.
I am willing to sacrifice all of me and all I have for the Goddess of my dreams and am seeking the right One to surrender to Her complete will and control in every sense of the word.
I am not a doormat, but, rather, I am a smart woman with feelings and hope and passion and intensity - I hope the right Mistress will inspire the merging of my wants and needs to those of Her will and wishes.
The Dominatrix I seek is most likely in Her thirties without children; She is very attractive and beautiful, height and weight proportionate (slim to athletic; no offense is intended, it is my personal preference), highly sadistic, wickedly creative, very classy and sophisticated and a natural slave/property Owner. I tend to gravitate towards ProDommes but that is just how things happened to have been. I seek someone into total protocol. I seek someone who wants to completely control and possess me and all of me.
My four absolute hard limits are:
[kids and animals are a given, in case I need to specify that.]
1. I do not interact with men sexually nor placate their sexual gratification wants or needs. I do not submit to men. There is no exception to this. I will not play with a man, play in front of one, play for his sake, session with a man, etc. Been there, done it all and I only wish to serve a FEMALE DOMME. If there is a man as an ulterior motive, then sadly that Mistress is not for me. I can get along with men perfectly fine in a social manner or as a co-slave. I've been in situations where my Mistress has male slaves, male clients, a husband, a boyfriend.. all of that is fine and perfectly okay.
2. No brown/scat
3. No electricity or electric torture- ie tens units, violet wands.
4. I will not be in publicized pictures or videos without a mask.
Permanent markings to me are extremely grave and serious and could only occur after a significant bond and significant time of servitude.
I am extremely motivated and excited by fear and intimidation of my ultimate Mistress. The Woman who makes me quiver in fear as I wait for Her on my knees for punishment is the Woman I will worship and adore completely.
I am absolutely 100% serious and trully who I say I am. You be too.
I DO NOT CYBER OR CAM. I AM NOT SEEKING CYBER IN ANY FORM. I AM NOT SEEKING A MALE OR SUBMISSIVE OR SWITCH FEMALE. One line emails may be ignored.
Although BDSM entails sexuality, sex itself is the very last thing in the list of importance to me. Kinky roleplaying or foreplay is the furthest thing from who I am and what I am about.
I seek real life, 24/7, true servitude and slavery to the ultimate Dominatrix of my dreams and fantasies.
If You are Her, or You know of Her, please do write.
I am 100% willing and able to voice verify.
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At this time, I am NOT SEEKING. Just looking around.
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If you are unable or unwilling to speak by telephone asap, do not waste your time. |
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I just started Yoga and I believe the last time I exercised was in high school gym class. It is definitely somewhat related to masochism, I am convinced. We start out our class in "child pose" which is exactly like a slave position a former Owner would command of me (on one's knees, face to the floor, arms stretched out). Sometimes, we kneel for a period of time just listening to the teacher's voice. We hold strenuous positions for periods of time going beyond what you think you can endure - reminds me of times when I've been in bondage in strenuous positions. I am quite sore for a few days after each class - reminds me of the beatings I used to get (longing sigh) and the reminders I used to feel whenever I roll over in my sleep. I am really liking this yoga thing - for some twisted reason I am sure is the masochist in me.
And, just like pain and S&M, when it's right, it's wholly peaceful internally and makes me feel very balanced and focussed. |
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One of the hottest things I ever witnessed (yes, this truly occured): a slave belonged to a Mistress and She completely controlled him 24/7. The Mistress went out for dinner to a restaurant and She had brought him back Her leftovers from the restaurant for his dinner. She was on Her computer checking emails and She almost casually asked him as he hungrily ate, "slave, am I feeding you enough?"
The slave, on his knees, replied honestly, "Well, not really, Mistress, I am hungry sometimes..." Before he could even finish his sentence, the Mistress turned around in Her chair and wailed him across the face.
The slave one second later rephrased his answer, "Whatever You give me, Mistress, I am grateful for."
"That is what I thought, slave." said the Mistress as She non-chalantly went back to Her email.
Wow.
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If you have any of the following words in your profile: "nasty, whore, pig, sh*t, or filthy"... I am not for you.
I also do not submit to anyone on a computer - who knows who anyone on here is? Basic respect and courtesy are a natural to me, however.
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A tiny picture of the life i desire....
I am the one who will work for You (if that is what You desire); i will think about You all the time i am working as You will be the One am working for.
I will be the one who will massage You when You are tired or stressed. I will take care of all the little details and mundanities so that You merely can relax and just be loved and adored.
I will be the one who will know just how You like everything and will try my best to always make it so.
I will be the one who will bear Your cruelty and sadistic whims, whatever they may be. I will willingly suffer for You. I'll wear Your marks and bruises happily- so content in my ownership.
I am the one who will tremble in fear as You stand over me, who will worship the ground You walk on and will love You completely.
I will be the one who will silently wait on You and perform whatever task You wish.
I will be the one who will wait in agonizing bondage while You are out for lunch with someone else, while You secretly know Your slave is awaiting Your return so You and only You can free her from her binds.
I am the one who will attempt to be all You desire.
I am the one who will accept Your decisions and control.
I am the one who will.
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| Age: 30 |
| Taxes,
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