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When a man remains free he strives for nothing so incessantly... as to find someone to worship. Fyodor Dostoyevsky





Who is this spiritedwarrior? Well, I am a60 year old man, living in New England. i am well-educated, intelligent, professional, responsible, self-employed, confident, good humored, passionate, possessed with a compassionate heart, giving, assertive, comfortable with myself, comfortable with my masculinity, and comfortable with the little boy inside me as well as the mature man.In my everyday vanilla life, i am in a position of control and authority, yet I am neither controlling or authoritarian. Instead, i aim to practice the ideals of respect, passioncompassion and humility in all my endeavors. As i have evolved, i have learned that i am attracted to powerful woman, that submission itself is my most potent aphrodisiac, and my yearning and longing to serve arequite strong In my thus far limited experience, i have found Ds to be a magical journey, and i have experienced subspace as a sort of sanctuary. i think Ds can be soul merging if done with love. Not that this is really relevant to anyone but me, as the Woman who takes me as Her own will always do as She pleases, but should She care... i am not all that much of a painpuppy, although some is lovely...and i endeavor always to pass through endurance to the sublime. i consider myself much more or a sensualist, and i delight in indulging all my senses or in having them deprived.



i very much want to make it clear that for me...what I am seeking is genuine surrender. i am not one for a mere dalliance or wanting to get off.



i seek transcendence...



i seek deep understanding...



i seek a Woman whom i can serve, submit to, and worship with every fiber of my being, and in doing so, will be lifted up.My Ideal Person i hope to find a Woman who is genuine, who is not out to play at being Dominant, but simply is. A woman who is intelligent, educated, passionate, classy, witty, feisty, open, sensual, spiritual and sensitive. A woman who exudes Power by just being. A woman who enjoys her femininity and power and all that it might mean.

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3/10/2012 10:39:25 AM

i love entries like this one.  And all from the same "Domme who happens to be 53 years old.  

"I am a Domme that wants you to come bearing gifts.. whether it's through money, presents, compliments, etc. you get the picture.  I deserve to be spoiled in every way possible....This is really what it is all about. I ask and you give. Sounds pretty simple to Me.  So for any of you that actually do bother to read my profile this is truly what I am looking for."

Someone that knows the meaning of servitude.   T**** G**** sent you $400.00USD...

boy is turning out to be such a useful little slave. Today I got  this in the mail. I love it!    Subject: Your Amazon.com order of 'Rive Gauche By Yves Saint ...' has shipped!"

Got My brand new Betsey Johnson High Heel Blue Satin Pumps today! Thank you

Order Summary: Your purchase has been divided into 2 orders. Order #1 : (order will arrive in 1 shipment)  Standard Shipping Shipping Preference: Group my items into as few shipments as possible Items:   $109.95 Shipping & Handling:   $4.98 Promotion Applied:   -$21.99   ------ Total Before Tax:   $92.94 Estimated Tax To Be Collected:*   $0.00   ------ Order Total:   $92.94  Delivery estimate: Feb. 2, 2012   1 'Betsey Johnson Women's Sammmii Pump,Blue Satin,8 M US'Apparel; $109.95In Stock   Sold by: Amazon.com LLC Order #2 : Beauty Storage $54.98 Shipping & Handling:   $0.00   ------ Total Before Tax:   $54.98 Estimated Tax To Be Collected:*   $0.00   ------ Order Total:   $54.98  Delivery estimate: Feb. 2, 2012 - Feb. 7, 2012   1 'D & G Light Blue By Dolce & Gabbana For Women. Eau De Toilette Spray 1.6 Ounces'Dolce & Gabbana; Health and Beauty; $54.98In Stock   Sold by: Beauty Storage shoes I wanted so I made him order My favorite purfume. I really love this"

And there's even more!!!

i know the economy is bad, but what a way to make a living.  And this isn't prostitution?  Why not?  Because sex isn't involved?  It's supposedly  "tribute".  Who's worse...the narcissistic and egotistic women who exploit men to serve their own financial desires?  Or the men who are so desperate to have the attention of a woman and think so poorly of themselves (why else do these women refer to them as pigs, worms, losers, etc) that they will gladly give "tribute".

At least Professional Dommes and  prostitutes are honest about what they are doing.


2/24/2012 9:01:20 AM

What gives with all of these people who send emails out like the one i just received today


"Whats shaking baby? This was a fun week with my friends, but this weekend I need some new thrills, if you know what I mean...lol Your profile really got my attention, you look cool, and I would like to see you this weekend. I would want to stay and chat now, but I've been working very late, and I need some rest, however, I can get your message in my phone if you pls send it to brookehoyt46 in yah'',which is linked to it. Tell me what are your favorite things when we are alone, so I can get an idea of what you like, ;) So sexy, get back with me, I am all hot and bothered thinking about what we can do."
Do guys really fall for this? 

11/15/2011 11:08:14 AM

So so so true:


Ships that pass in the night, and speak

each other in passing, only a signal shown,

and a distant voice in the darkness;

So on the ocean of life, we pass and speak to one another,

only a look and a voice,

then darkness again and a silence.
Henry Wadsworth Longfellow


9/8/2011 3:55:58 PM

For some reason i feel like keeping a journal for anyone who might want to know my thoughts about things.  What triggered this desire was that i was looking at several "Domme" profiles today and was amazed at the number of women who are seeking "losers", "worthless scum", and "pigs" to name just a few of the labels attached to the type of men these women seek.  Most are seeking money or tribute of some sort.  Most seem to be younger women in their twenties mostly.  Most don't seem to be truly dominant but rather are acting out a role, fulfilling fantasies for financial gain.

 

And it struck me...what kind of man considers himself a "loser", a "worthless piece of scum", a "pig"?  Surely no real submissive/slave sees himself this way.  And surely no genuine Domina would be interested in such a man.  These men have nothing to offer in terms of any kind of true power exchange.  These men hate themselves and are willing to accept this pseudohumiliation in order to have their masturbatory fantasies acted out. 

 

i don't know who to feel more sorry for...these so called men who have no sense of worth or these women whose narcissistic needs outweigh any other consideration. 

 

To find genuine people in the lifestyle on this site who aren't in need of therapy or who use the lifestyle as a therapeutic means to work through various issues is like finding a needle in the haystack.  Yet i keep looking. 

 

Crazy huh?


7/20/2011 6:37:50 PM

Three friends married women with different hair and character types..... The first man married a submissive Blonde.  He told her that she was to do the dishes and house cleaning. It took a couple of days, but on the third day, he came home to see a clean house and dishes washed and put away.   The second man married a Feisty Brunette. He gave his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes and the cooking.  The first day he didn’t see any results, but the next day he saw it was better. By the third day, he saw his house was clean, the dishes were done, and there was a huge dinner on the table. The third man married a Dominant Redhead.  He ordered her to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed, and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn’t see anything, the second day he didn’t see anything but by the third day, some of the swelling had gone down and he could see a little out of his left eye and his arm was healed enough that he could make himself a sandwich and load the dishwasher.  He still has some difficulty when he pees though and cannot yet sit without a cushion.


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FaithAmanda
 
 Age: 21
 KC, Kansas