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i am very excited as i finally have a session coming up with my sweet Goddess....it has been a very long time, but i truly can't wait to show Goddess my love and adoration once again. She wants me to be Her cumslut and i won't disappoint Her...i'm sure i'll do just about anything for Her....Goddess, my beautiful Queen, Your slave is ready to kneel beneath Your greatness and worship everything about You. |
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Goddess Nubiana is truly my Queen and i miss serving her the most of anything right now. W/we have been together for vanilla meetings off and on, but haven't connected in real time recently.
Her sessions are very creative and She can be sensual or cruel, depends on Her mood. She always comes up with a way to bring excitement to our time together. i really enjoy being with Her and encourage anyone who is interested to seek Her firm dominance.
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i have been craving some real time play and today during our nasty snow storm, i have thought of nothing else for most of the day. Here are some thoughts on a past session i had....
Being a toilet for another person to me is the ultimate in submissive behavior. To be given another persons waste and cherish it as the special gift it is, is complete acceptance and submission to that person in my mind. Mistress has tortured me for month after month with me begging to be Her toilet the whole time. Finally at our session this past Wed. i got my chance. And wow - Mistress didn't let me down. Her heavenly liquid flowed non-stop it seemed. i could barely accept all of it, but i did and was very satisfied. im very excited that now we can do this all the time. Mistress was extremely pleased. This session was my all time favorite of any that i have had. i am still sore from the ass fucking i received and all the whipping i received as well. i even injured my tongue performing clean up duty. i just love my Mistress and serving Her every need. |
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why is it that bad things have to happen to such good people..... |
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i want to say that i am thankful for finding my Goddess. She is so much more than just my Queen, W/we have built a strong emotional bond and love each other in our freaky own way. i am grateful to be Hers. |
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i reflect upon my times with Goddess often and last weekend's session was again awesome...im training in earnest to be a better fuck toi for my Queen and trying very hard to improve upon my toilet slave duties...i'll get there im sure...i take my assignments seriously when we're not together so that our time when we are, is the best it can be for both of us...i truly love it when She adds in some fun - sometimes we laugh like crazy...but, then again, i'll do anything that amuses Goddess...but i think back upon some of those fun times and it brings a warm feeling of happiness to my being. Goddess is the greatest!!! i love You my Queen... |
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my Goddess is in need of some praise and support from Her slave, so i am telling everyone how wonderful She is. Goddess takes care of me and allows us to have such fun when W/we are together. When She is in a good mood She affectionately calls me Her slut boi, afterall i am Her fuck toi...i love it when She does that. Goddess, special k loves You more than You realize and i am here for You always!
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ive written Goddess a couple additional chapters of an ongoing story about our relationship...She absolutely loves them and im so happy to make Her spirits rise...im getting to see Her tomorrow, i am very excited about that already...by tomorrow i can kneel at Her feet and serve Her every command once again!!! She says She has a new punishment for me tomorrow - i cannot wait to find out what it is.... |
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im hoping very much that i can see my Goddess this weekend...i think of Her often and love & adore Her...i try to entertain and amuse Her daily...maybe on Sunday i will get the chance to consume my Master's cum, im so exicted...Goddess, Your little whore misses You with every fiber of my being... |
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Today at a picnic, i was having a good time and was enjoying the food. i thought about something Goddess said to me once, that She would change how my food tastes and i think that it is true. While i was eating, i thought of the taste of Her ass while i am cleansing it with my tongue. And i was no longer hungry for any normal food, i just need to taste the essence of my Queen. Hopefully, i will get to see Her soon. |
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i often think about my Goddess and how great She is; She owns me completely and controls my pain and pleasure. i only exist to amuse Her daily. |
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i so needed to be a slut for my Goddess and yesterday i finally got the chance to be the little slut boi that i am. She dressed me in a pretty pink camisole and fucked my ass like there's no tomorrow. my ass is still quite sore from all the abuse, but i love that feeling that Goddess is still there getting Her pleasure using my pussy ass as She sees fit.
i have been very disobedient since last time and was punished soundly for my bad behavior. i begged to be punished anyway and was spanked and whipped as i deserve.
i love Goddess more than anything and already miss kneeling beneath Her greatness!! |
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i have been sad lately about missing my Queen...Goddess and i haven't been able to see each other and might not for a long time. i am worthless without Her - when will W/we be together again? Not soon enough, i love and miss my Queen so much, i can't stand it!!! |
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Had another session with Goddess this week, and im really enjoying our fuck time...my ass is really tight, but the sensations of Her cock sliding in and out of my tight little cunt are unbelieveable. i came very hard during session for Goddess and she made me lick it all up - didn't miss a drop - it was very tasty...Goddess left me so relaxed and pleased, i could barely make it home!!! |
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i've been traveling and in Wisconsin past couple days and missing my Goddess greatly. But, good news is, when i finally get back home on Wednesday, we get some play time again...Yayyyy!!!! i so need to be dominated by Her in all ways and can't wait to see Her again. |
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Its only been 3 days since i sessioned with Goddess, but i had an opportunity and had to see Her again last night. As always, our time together was fabulous and She knows i'll do anything to please Her. i had to be Her footslave and toilet mostly...Her feet have the most enticing fragrance after a long day at work, but i know they feel better now after all the rubbing and sucking i did last night. She filled me to capacity again with Her piss and i thoroughly cleaned Her pussy and ass all night long. She says im pathetic for driving over an hour to be Her little toilet slut, but i love Her and everything about Her, so i didn't care one little bit about driving to play. |
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Being a toilet for another person to me is the ultimate in submissive behavior. To be given another persons waste and cherish it as the special gift it is, is complete acceptance and submission to that person in my mind. Goddess has tortured me for month after month with me begging to be Her toilet the whole time. Finally at our session this past Wed. i got my chance. And wow - Goddess didn't let me down. Her heavenly liquid flowed non-stop it seemed, like a torrential downpour - during at least six different times. i could barely accept all of it, but i did and was very satisfied. im very excited that now we can do this all the time. Goddess was extremely pleased. This session was my all time favorite of any that i have had. i am still sore from the ass fucking i received and all the whipping i received as well. i even injured my tongue performing clean up duty. i just love my Goddess and serving Her every need. |
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Goddess is training me to eat cum and last week She ordered me to masturbate and to have my cum for lunch. So, i had to do this while at work and i found a private place and did my thing. i spread all of my cum all over my sandwich and ate the whole thing. i think Goddess wants me to begin to like the taste of cum and even long for it, so i can serve some of Her male friends or other subs. Truth is, i like the taste of sperm very much, can't get enough of it - Goddess, Your cumslut loves You!!! |
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Today i don't have any assignments, so i just need to praise Goddess and say how great and wonderous She is!! She is so beautiful and wise, She is more worthy than me in all ways. i just melt away in Her presence, and i cannot wait until we meet again next week for some r/t play. |
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Yesterday, Goddess commanded me to use my butt plug in preparation for our next session on Wednesday this coming week. It was so awesome to feel my Queen's presence in my ass all day at work. It was awesome!!! |
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i had the wonderful opportunity to session with Goddess Nubiana the other day...i have finally been fully collared by Goddess and i am very pleased to have this honor...our session concentrated on sex...Her strap on in my ass variety of sex that is...She fucked me so hard and for a long time too...it was the best!!! i also really enjoyed the extra 25 lashes for misbehaving last week, i truly needed it! |
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