Sad is what I feel. So far I have met a few nice people on here though some annoy me by professing love and asking me to come see them when I don't know them. I am not that stupid and will not meet someone on a whim. I am looking for serious so I will talk first visit later. Still I have meet some fakes in my past and it seem sot ask to much for a real Master and someone to love me. Love has changed over time. People use it as a weapon when it is suppose to mean a deep commitment to one person. I used the word myself and look back to realize that it was used as a weapon against me and that even though I said it it was not true. I got over them to easily though  did take my time after each one to allow someone close to me again. Can't blame a person when they rip your heart out.