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7/15/24 at 3:38 PM:

Have you given up on me  have you walked away from me I have waited 4 weeks now isn't that long enough 


7/14/24 at 7:33 PM:

I am hoping who ever started an RPG with the character Kar will continue to RPG it was fun.


7/14/24 at 4:07 PM:

Hmm... I could not save my main profile, with more than 7600 letters...So I show you following 3 important parts, here... 

I did just find 5 new ways to make an ordinary girl dramatically more sexy, so I know now totally up to 86 different ways!

I made also a unique smart list with 22 wild to extreme games, that anyhow are totally HIV safe and never can kill my toy... Every game is deeply humiliating, most are really extreme, some are unique and many are also very painful... You must only select your 2 to 22 favourites and then may you always play them with strangers & our guests...

And if you especially want to be helpless... Can I even keep you as a completely helpless CAPTIVE or willing victim, the first 2 to 9 months... You must only be sexy in my eyes, like my Minimum Demands above and first read a statement of consent to my video camera, that also work as a very easy slave contract... And then must I naturally train you extra intense and very close to your hard limits, until you actually are my delicious dream and simply don't want any ordinary life, anymore! 

My profile photo is actually from 2023 even if I look clearly younger here, than on the old photo that was from 2016 and I tried to replace the first BDSM toy photo - that is too yellow and very old - with two better photos... But the "champagne bottle" photo, is almost as good and the last photo, is the new main toy photo...

And a link to my EE plaza magazine, where you can find my rcroye biz email


7/14/24 at 2:31 PM:

happiness is your choice


7/14/24 at 1:45 PM:

I have been approached by more than one member here about offering online slave training for those who are just getting started and want to learn more living the Lifestyle.

 

If this interests you drop me a message here.


7/14/24 at 1:03 PM:

Why is it so hard to find a older domme who likes the idea of having a younger slave 


7/14/24 at 11:22 AM:

tried the bdsm test ... quite enlightening im surprised jnnE2B2WS


7/14/24 at 10:28 AM:

Southern Girl by Amos Lee came on the Raido today and it was all I could do to not want to tell you I was thinking about you!

 

I hope your well and happy, I still miss you every day...


7/14/24 at 9:48 AM:

Beta max 


7/14/24 at 8:30 AM:

Willing to Serve Long Distance 


Yes, but do you have travel money? I saw this video where a man had 12 mini adventures a year and One big adventure.   Long distance relationships no joke. They require maintenance. Something your car also needs, but you don't do it. No matter how old my car is, it gets washed every week. The oiled is changed on the manufacturers suggestion. My last car was on a 7500/3000 mile cycle.  


Keep dreaming, lover boy.


7/14/24 at 1:53 AM:

Will be posting photos soon...must tell I don't photograph well...okay, now for the other stuff...if not willing to relocate providing we really hit it off then pass me bye..if photos and roiled out of date, again pass me bye...if you say you are a submissive and after reading my profile and I read yours then you continue to tell me what you will not do, again pass me bye...if you expecting financial for cost of lining, surgeries, your current bills, pass me bye..


7/13/24 at 10:41 PM:

permanent corset, slave neck corset. pony slavery


7/13/24 at 10:40 PM:

{#emotions_dlg.boobs}i like permanent ,make up

 dont have any yet


7/13/24 at 9:24 PM:

Can you wrap me in chain, beat my ass black and blue, fuck me at least every day and kiss me until I cry?


7/13/24 at 7:17 PM:

I like the idea of sexual exploration in Che Paris.

A couple of European kinksters like to travel.

Maybe.

Being mindful and careful but maybe 😉


7/13/24 at 6:02 PM:

For some aftercare is a blanket, gatorade and time alone to process and recover. 

For others it is a whole lot of emotional crying, hugging, touching and a long session of a  confession of the soul. 

Connection and head space is important.  Communication and understanding is important not just during the session but before and afterwards.

I am not easily understood, I do not easy to get to know but than if life was easy we would not appericate it.


7/13/24 at 5:24 PM:

             Because I have been asked numerous times

 My profile name has no significant meaning. Besides the fact it

is spelt the same forwards and backwards...

 


7/13/24 at 3:11 PM:

Monday I will be blocking several people from being able to contact me at all . I am someone that actually meets in person . I am not looking for a pen pal or someone too scared to meet . I've already deleted a few troubled souls . It's summer time . If there is any time to seek out your interests, it's certainly nice enough to now . Just getting a bit more serious on who has access to me {#emotions_dlg.preen}


7/13/24 at 3:03 PM:

We are heading out to create our Utopia off grid hopefully and create a self sustaining farm. We are seeking an older special lady ,40 to 70 to join us. We want someone who can be loyal to the family unit. We do no't swing or share. We can talk about whatever you want if interested


7/13/24 at 2:46 PM:

Update on profile: actively seeking female slave. I am 54 years old, have over 25 years experience in everything from eye restriction to body modification. My desires are more on the darker side of DS, that being said, should you want to know feel free to message me.



7/13/24 at 2:06 PM:

Recently I wrote about severe punishment and the image of a whipping to satisfy Mistress's discipline.

And some of you may have laughed.  Laughed at the idea of taking a whipping when I've declared I'm no masochist.

You're right, it is worth a laugh when you think of all the men, the self-declared submssives, who are first taken to the whip, thinking they can take its savagery, and turn into whining babies after a handful of strokes.  And THAT is my point.

I wrote of discipline and sacrificing my comfort for Mistress's discipline and demands.  SHE is the priority, her satisfaction, her desire, her pleasure and my fulfilment comes from hers.  If she wants to administer a whipping it is not the case of a BDSM scene play but a serious discipline to correct poor behaviour or just satisfy Mistress's hunger for the whip.  It is nothing to do with me except that my flesh is her worktop.

The distinction I see between a play scene and the discipline I imagine is the difference in those who don't have the capability to take the whip for play and those who must accept the whip even if they can't take it.

This is no play, this is submission.


7/13/24 at 1:30 PM:

I'm not actively looking for a sub.  If I find someone close to Worcester Ma it would be a maybe.  Not as a live in though.  I hope whoever you are, you find your kink and satisfaction.  


7/13/24 at 12:01 PM:

So what to say...

I rarely update here, heck I am rarely ON this site at all anymore. I have been rather unwell this year and spent several months in hospital. I am readjusting to being home and adjusting to life with its current limitations. 

I'm still kicking though 😉.

 

 


7/13/24 at 12:01 PM:

To the person messaging me why am I not responding, what have they done wrong.  Maybe check you blocked list as you have blocked me and yet keep messaging me....go figure


7/13/24 at 11:13 AM:

I'm still very weak with a very fast pulse. I see the surgeon Tuesday and see qhat the hell is going on.


7/13/24 at 8:02 AM:

Atlanta has a way August 8-10th 


7/13/24 at 7:48 AM:

What good is it sending a massage and it's never opened 

Why are you even here WAIST OF TIME in my book


7/13/24 at 7:03 AM:

FYI-- if you read my journal you will see that any thing that happens between my sub/slaves the ones that get chosen is not put out there for anyone to read, this part of my life is private from viewing eyes. While the things I rant, or vent about or feel are put in my journal to let anyone who reads it know if you are going through something everyone has their own loads to carry. Player no I am not, careful about who I let into my life if that makes individuals think I am a player so be it. I have big shoulders I can handle it but I am not, just because someone thinks it does not make it so. And for that sub that thinks I am bitter and anger you couldn't be more wrong, I always look for the good in any situation. So go dig a rut and grab a ladder to climb out of and keep your opinions about me to yourself, writing them to me only shows me  I was right about you being so insecure in your own skin. While you tried to tell me what to do when you came to see me, and I just let you run off at the mouth, but you found out I didn't want you to return, then the emails started months after to me, so must be someone else pissed in your cheerios and you decided to take it out on me, and hide your profile so I could not react. No problem I do not want to react to a childish action. So please grow up. If I do not find another live in slave, I had one in my lifetime and that says a lot about me. Yes I moved away and left my slave behind. But my family needed me and I chose them to help. My lifestyle took a bit of a backseat while I still met with subs on the side but my mom's life was way more important to me. So you see I am a real person with real feelings, and I am just about happy all the time, it may take me a bit to get a handle on things but I do. 


7/13/24 at 6:04 AM:

I confessed to someone I cared deeply about 

who I am in terms of Ds 

and I was judged profoundly. 

the pain I feel inside is too deep to comprehend

it was like I thought I could finally be free to express who I am 

and i was felt to feel like less than 

 

I'm not well today. 

 


7/13/24 at 5:33 AM:

I do enjoy casual playmates but would prefer something long term. My last cuckold couple and I were seeing each other consistently for 12 years before we had to part ways and had many fun adventures. I'm looking for something like that mainly. Currently curious about a switch/domme playmate that would like to ravage them with me as well. Have done that before and it is amazing fun. Contact me if you are real and curious. 


7/13/24 at 4:58 AM:

Thanks to all who attempted to answer my question in which I asked 2+4+4+9 = ?   There were at least two answers, one of which is 19.  Good work!


7/13/24 at 4:57 AM:

File this under People Suck

I was driving out of the city the other day, traffic was heavy, in that 10 - 15 mph range where you still have to stop once in a while

I was in an interchange where the 2 lfts lane curve left and the 2 right lane curver right.
It is a very narrow stretch of road, no shoulder, no where to pull over.

Not exactly white-knuckle driveng, but I'm paring attention.

I look ahead a couple car lengths and see what looks like a grey plastic bag noving across the lane up ahead.  But then it darted back in the opposite direction.

I look again and

SOMEONE RELEASED A TINY KITTEN ON THE EXPRESSWAY!

Who the fuck does that?!

There was just no way to stop there.  Too much traffic and no shoulder.  I watched the little guy dart under a car, between the wheels, and thought maybe he can get to the edge of the road.  It's not wide enough for a car, but he would be safe long enough to catch his breath.

I want to think that he was still there by the time rush hour ended and someone came along to scoop him up and either add him to the family or get him to a shelter.

I won't ever know, but I am stuck witht the image of a palm-sized kitten trying to escape a quick, horrible death for the crime of being born in ther wrong place and time.


7/13/24 at 1:23 AM:

There are some absolutely scary and mentally unwell people here. Some of the profiles I have viewed and that have contacted me are horror shows. So if you're looking to disparage abuse use and throw away don't contact me. You need to contact a mental health practitioner and talk about your issues before you become Jeffrey Dahmer. Please only sane rooted in reality folks need to talk to me please and thank you.


7/12/24 at 11:29 PM:

A letter to God

 

Is it an image that lies

Cuz i believe You don't 

Yet looking around 

And what scenes i see

Baffle as drivers

Create accidents and

We all know accidents 

Happen because well,

Who is driving, after all 

And surrender tastes 

Bittersweet yet i have been

Beat beyond what time

Can tell any for many may

Believe it's easy, this life 

That now aches inside 

My body and beyond mind

For what i know to be true

Is what a friend shared

To simply live, love and do

For You, for ultimately 

We die and no one cares

And most of humanity 

Cannot dare heaven

On Earth but from birth 

We learn to yearn for what

Loss brought when fate

Raped destiny and man

Lost and woman lost

And no children were

Bred because soon

Enough we will be

Better off dead...

 

 

zamarra 

7/13/24

 


7/12/24 at 10:44 PM:

After a few exchanges I sure found an insensitive phony. 



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