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12/9/25 at 8:19 PM: |
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One of the things I love most about this site: The "Likes", "Loves" choices in the Profile section. The breadth and wtf-ness mix is just a fucking delight. Loves:
Tolerates:
Hard Limits:
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12/9/25 at 6:51 PM: |
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Postion: Beat beast Whips, canes, paddles, other Pleasure ~ Entertainment ~ Release |
12/9/25 at 6:51 PM: |
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Old and tough as nail submissive. It grumbles I have been through tougher masters than you. I reached out with a finger and trace very lightly across a gallbladder scar. The reaction? Priceless.. Never harrass the silly master who understands pressure points. Lessons have been learned in dealing with people who stand way too long for thier jobs. Laughs..
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12/9/25 at 6:51 PM: |
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One thing I see over and over again here, and on every other social media site are CD's looking for a "Daddy" or a Mistress to transform them. Realistically, no one is going to take you in, clothe you, feed you and pay for your transformation, especially in this day and age. You are going to have to work your ass off and do it yourself. Strive to hone your makeup shills and make youself pretty and desirable. The fantasy of being transformed and kept as a sex"slave" with no responsibilities other than being available for use is a wonderful one, but just that, a fantasy. Try starting off with a skill set that might set you off from the crowd, even if it is only domestic service. There is so much more to being a service maid than teetering around in 6 inch heels and dusting. My requirements are even more demanding. But the rewards can be great as well. |
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12/9/25 at 6:50 PM: |
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As it can apparently take a while to update one's profile, I may as well use the journal feature to add information and context. Yes I am experienced. In fact, I started my BDSM adventures in my mid twenties meaning I have over forty years of experience! Yikes. That will either be music to your ears, or highlight the fact that I am an old fogey. If it's any consolation however, I still feel like I'm forty something! |
12/9/25 at 6:49 PM: |
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Position: Domestic Maintain home Personal grooming ~ dressing ~ bathing |
12/9/25 at 6:48 PM: |
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Ok. Women messaging me telling me to be kind yet you are rude to me and want me to call you mistress all cause you want a sub for your fake husband you can go fuck yourself hypocritical bitch |
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12/9/25 at 4:43 PM: |
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For that some should rule and others be ruled is a thing not only necessary, but expedient; from the hour of their birth, some are marked out for subjection, others for rule.
~ Aristotle |
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12/9/25 at 4:42 PM: |
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Yes everything in my profile is still accurate and up to date. Yes I have pictures but I'm only sharing them if I'm comfortable with you. |
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12/9/25 at 11:33 AM: |
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There is not a week that goes by that men are trying to capture my attention......all for the own selfish reasons. I thought I'd entertain you all with the letter of the week. Here an exchange from someone I was not seeking: Dear Toronova
Response: You should have taken the time to read my journal. You are not what I seek. However, for a fee anything is possible.
Humbly: I guess I deleted this message, but basically he stated he's a high value man and will not have a "payement" (his spelling) based relationship, as its illegal in my state.
Response: Illegal to what, mindfuck someone? You want me to offer my services to you, yet I receive nothing in return? Im not a volunteer. Go away eith your entitlement, Mr alpha (BLOCKED) I'm not looking for fee based relationship, but if you're not what I'm seeking, then you're asking me to work. |
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12/9/25 at 11:14 AM: |
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The other day there was a bad thunderstorm, the first one since I met Sir. I told him I love thunder and lightning. He told me that most subs love thunderstorms and that it was even more confirmation to him that I'm a true submissive. He is so wise. He said that subs love the power of nature, like storms and Niagara Falls. He thought it might help other subs to understand if I put this in my journal. |
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12/9/25 at 11:14 AM: |
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Bloom for me submissive and show me how submissive you can be. Laughs |
12/9/25 at 7:26 AM: |
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Hi! Since it took quite a while to get my original profile approved, I ended up creating a second one. They ended up being approved at the same time. The first profile is being closed and I'll be using this going forward as I made a few tweaks to the description. |
12/9/25 at 6:58 AM: |
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I need a slave to complete the household. Not a part time play slave but someone who comes into the dynamic seeking a true power exchange and who needs to live the existence of a fully owned, 24/7, TPE chattel slave. The objective being to fully integrate it as part of the existing household. I don't actually care what gender they are as I truly believe that "slave" IS a gender. Certainly from a sexual perspective what a slave was assigned at birth is irrelevant, it will serve, please and give pleasure to whosoever it's Master and Owner instructs it to. They all stay naked and collared around the house, always totally smooth below the eyebrows, and treated exactly the same whether it needs a chastity cage or a chastity belt. There are laws, constitutional amendments and general public opinion that makes actually owning another human realistically impractical, not to mention illegal, but the experience I will work towards is as close to chattel slavery as is possible in the real world. |
12/9/25 at 6:57 AM: |
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IF YOU ARE NOT PREPARED TO MEET AT SOME STAGE FOR EVEN A COFFEE (I TRAVEL EXTENSIVLLY FOR LEISURE, OR YOU HAVE FACIST VIEWS LIKE PUTIN AND TRUMP BASICALLY F@&K OFF) |
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12/9/25 at 6:56 AM: |
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It really stinks that when a chronic disorder - a disease can be so devastating and freeing in the same sense.
pTSD sucks moose balls . Yes I am struggling . Dented but not shattered .
i spent 1.5 hours on a phone call where i had to say . I used to trust everything you said . Now I can't . And it is MY fault that my fucked up dis ease is causing this
dumb thunder cunt - I am the product of fuckery and this is how i deal.
lots all the ones who promised me a roof over my head .
hear me roar |
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12/9/25 at 6:55 AM: |
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People open your eye balls . of you approach be informed . Of my issue you didn't want to read that I have my One . |
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12/9/25 at 6:54 AM: |
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Submissive Application
Must submit bdsmtest.org results with photo submission I've had to update my application due incompatibility. DO NOT send this application without being directed Location: Current time in Military Time: What is the time difference between your time and mine? Name: Current Profession Work hours: Outside of kink, what are you interests: Last book your read: Latest music purchase: Instagram/TikTok accounts you follow: Based on my kinks, how do you see yourself serving me? What hours have you alloted for playtime? Are you able to travel or host? Besides your big dick, what can you offer a dominant? If you've managed to get this far, you will be directed to video/voice verify Thank you for you application.
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12/8/25 at 10:12 PM: |
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My screen name is for mature male for mature femal |
12/8/25 at 2:22 PM: |
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only know youre lover when you let her go. Please ask yourself if you can provivde consistency. |
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12/8/25 at 12:44 PM: |
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Who Might Enjoy Being My Sub Here are some of the kinky and submissive traits that serving me can fulfill. You have a deep need to be treated as a slave, or to be objectified. It is hard for you to express it, but even when you do, people don’t believe you. Maybe you have found that Dommes are worried about you being okay rather than taking advantage of your submission for their own pleasure. I am safe, sane, and consensual. If you tell me you want something, I will believe you. We will negotiate the limits for your submission, and you will be used fully for my pleasure per our agreement. If it is part of your kink, you will experience pain, and/or humiliation of your submissive persona. I do enjoy providing the severity that the sub craves, watching them struggle with their fantasy becoming intensely real. Your dicklet doesn’t get hard much anymore, and/or you can’t cum. Serving me with no reciprocation takes all the pressure off. Your lack of an erection does not affect our play at all, and not having to think about you cumming works for me. By servicing me you will get to play with a hard dick for a change. You will make cum shoot out of a hard cock, right into your mouth. You have always been hetro, but have thought about sucking a real cock. There have been many men that have viewed the profile named Sir4CockSuckingSub that list themselves as hetro. You hate the idea and you still want to know what it would be like. I will give you that experience, including training on how to do it well. If you discover it is not for you, I still will be happy to have had you suck my cock that once. If you do like it, I will let you practice as much as you want. |
12/8/25 at 12:42 PM: |
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f you think being a Master means she exists to serve your cock on demand while you give nothing back, you’re not a Dom—you’re a lazy parasite in leather cosplay. A real Master wakes up every single day terrified of failing her. He studies her triggers like scripture. He learns the exact pitch of her voice when she’s lying about being “fine.” He keeps her demons on a shorter leash than he keeps her body. He can choke her unconscious and still know the second her pulse flutters wrong. He schedules his own therapy because he refuses to bleed his damage onto her skin. He spends hours on protocols, contracts, aftercare plans, limits lists—not because it’s hot, but because one single misstep could shatter the most precious thing he’s ever been handed. A slave isn’t a doormat with a cunt. She’s a fucking goddess who looked at every man on earth and decided you were the only one strong enough to carry her power without dropping it. She offers you her throat because she trusts you not to slit it when she’s at her most vulnerable. She calls you Sir because the word tastes like safety on her tongue, not because she’s too weak to say no. If you’ve never sat in the dark shaking after a scene because you’re scared you pushed too far, you’re not a Master. If you’ve never canceled your own plans because she texted “I’m spiraling” at 3 a.m., you’re not a Master. If you think safewords are for her benefit alone and not the steel spine that keeps you from becoming a monster, you’re not a Master. Ownership is a crown made of her trauma, her trust, her secrets, her orgasms, her nightmares, her future. It weighs a thousand pounds and it will crush any man who isn’t willing to bleed under it every single day. So if you’re not ready to worship the ground she crawls on for you, if you’re not ready to become the safest place her chaos has ever known, if you’re not ready to earn her surrender with your own goddamn soul on the table— Step aside. She’s not looking for a boy with a title. She’s looking for the man willing to burn alive to keep her warm. And baby, that man is never you. |
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12/8/25 at 12:33 PM: |
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I hate this question, personally. And I really HATE being asked for my picture! HOWEVER! I want that, too! I used to be a big person. I'm not NOW? But it's hard to forget that! I was FOR years! It's a hard thing. |
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12/8/25 at 12:32 PM: |
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Monday December 09, 2025 Collarspace won't allow me to send or reply to messages since last night. . A pop up says my profile needs to be approved. Very odd as it's been here for 10+ years. WTF To the two women I was messaging with, I'll reply when this is fixed.
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12/8/25 at 12:30 PM: |
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i stay stresssed out and depressed all the time anymore its hard for me to think its hard for me finding someone to be in my life when your family mistreats you your thinking pattern gets off of what you was going to do with screaming and yelling at me all the time it never fails i speak i get jumped on for breathing or moving 16 years of there mouths and mentally i really take much more it's killing me mental im already dead on the inside but idiots doesn't care about me my feelings or my needs they dont care if i die anyways they tell me to kll myself nobody wants your stupid ass anyways fucking whore your nothing but a worthless piece of ass nobody wants ... and one cop in my hometown october said your ruthless piece of ass nobody wants when i was living at the apartment i was at so i stopped socializing i stop going to the store i busted my phone so i wouldn't have to deal with stupid ass bullies and i am at my breaking point and my landlord would let who ever in my aprtment because in august i was watching tv an smoked a joint before i went to bed an took my mucsle relaxer and then who ever had a key to my apartment did something because i was stiff an couldn't move and woke up next morning couldn't hardly move my right arm the second night they molsted me in my sleep and i can't walk for a week... they grab my right foot that is how i knew an i checked my self and i got pissed off them letting people in my apartment landlord was a jealous jesus christ freak that almost got me raped... i have no trust left with anybody at this point because when i do they abuse me |
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12/8/25 at 12:28 PM: |
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i found a sublady i'm crazy about .. my alpha queen |
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12/8/25 at 12:26 PM: |
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Everything is fine now Let's sleeping dog's lay All our minds made up now All our beds are made No one's out of time, no Chips fall where they may Leave it all behind, let the ocean wash away
For you there's only love
Cause you're my religion You're how I'm living When all my friends say I should take some space Well I can't envision, that for a minute When I'm down on my knees, you're how I pray Hallelujah I need your love
Everything is bright now No more cloudy days, even when The storms come, in the eye we'll stay No need to survive now |
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12/8/25 at 7:20 AM: |
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Dom Top vs Sub Bottom: Understanding BDSM Role DynamicsIn BDSM and kink dynamics, two sets of terms frequently get mixed up: top vs bottom and dom vs sub. Although they often overlap, they actually describe very different aspaspects of a scene. Understanding the distinction between physical roles and power roles is essential for clear communication, negotiation, and consent. Top vs Bottom – Physical Roles “Top” and “bottom” describe what each person physically does during a scene.
These terms define action, not authority. A top may be physically active while following instructions, and a bottom may be physically passive yet maintain control over what happens. People often switch between these roles depending on mood, partner, or scene, which is why “switch” or “versatile” is a common identity in the kink community. Dom vs Sub – Power Roles “Dom” (dominant) and “sub” (submissive) refer to control and authority within a dynamic.
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12/8/25 at 7:07 AM: |
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Oh sweetie, if you have to ask how to make me feel pretty then you're not doing it right. xoxo |
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12/8/25 at 7:07 AM: |
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warning
approach me with caution today !!!
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12/8/25 at 7:07 AM: |
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Just so everyone knows im 43 will be 44 in march |
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12/8/25 at 7:06 AM: |
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PTSD sucks. Fuckery spreading Damm I need a fucking break . |
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12/8/25 at 7:05 AM: |
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Pain the Rubber Doll I am. The latex model content creator. why is it so hard to find the true |
12/8/25 at 6:49 AM: |
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If i am not replying, it might be that youve put me on block accidentally (i hope) !! |
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12/7/25 at 9:17 PM: |
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Rough Day With Roger (a recollection, name changed for privacy) It was a usual playdate where I show up at Roger's place, let myself in, and get dressed before we started our date. Sometimes he was occupied out back of the house, sometimes he wasn't home. He liked to surprise me for dramatic effect; I only knew to show up at a specific time, go into the bathroom, and get dressed in whatever he wanted me to wear for the day. As I came out of the bathroom he was already on me before I knew what was going on. I was scared at first since I didn't even see his face as he spun and pushed me against the wall forcing my arms behind my back and then tying my hands with rope. Was it him? I started to fight back in a panic, "Keep still!" a raspy voice snapped. Fear caused me to freeze since it didn't sound like him, I was unbalanced in my heels so I was also afraid of falling. For all I knew someone broke in and grabbed me thinking I was the homeowner. He spun me back around and immediately shoved a wad of cloth in my mouth and taped it shut, I could see his face now and felt relieved it was Roger despite his rougher than usual manhandling. He seemed moody today, I now knew it was going to be one of those days I dreaded. When he used more force than necessary it was less painful to give in or otherwise use my safe signal and get invited to leave. The one time I did use my safe signal a short time after the agreement was signed he became cold and indifferent and said it was best to end everything that day as he lost his hard on for play. I felt guilty and became cautious about using it after that. I always loved when play was a bit edgy but there was always that fine line before it became abusive. I always took my chances with him. This day I regretted it... |
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