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4/25/24 at 4:33 AM: |
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ChopSuey's wish is to be rehabilitated and to be able to be of better service to my master.
This is probably the only thing i am ever going to ask of my master.
Willing to relocate.
IRL only. |
4/25/24 at 2:04 AM: |
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I'm simplifying a quirt, that for harsh punishment and with 8 tails is going to belike dragons breath. And a new devise, bamboo, and I'm sure it will sting like a hornet. Still have my ultimate paddle, used on suicidal types and floggers for fun times. That's it I got to much shit |
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4/25/24 at 1:24 AM: |
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Yes it was us on channel 4 The jury murder trial |
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4/24/24 at 10:29 PM: |
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I have been having a discussion in the Dominant Women group on Fetlife about the heavy increase in "transactional kinksters" whose education is from porn. Where it is disrespectful to women yet they are too busy pushing what they want and get blocked mid sentence. I block so many guys daily who are so far from being compatible it's eye-rolling. |
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4/24/24 at 9:57 PM: |
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I know, the first thing every submissive man wants is to be locked in chastity. There is, though, a good reasons we have that particular fantasy. Simply put... because when our masculinity is harnessed, so is our imagination(among other thing). I am reminded of a cat I once owned. Almost daily, she would leave a dead animal at my rear door. I found the practice to be less than good and expressed it to her in no uncertain terms. Lucky for me... she continued to bring these "treats". Eventually I realized she was sharing her kill with me... a symbolic example of her affection and desire to let me know... we were a team. Think of it that way if and I ask you to put me in a cage... it may seem a bother to you... but it's the symbol of something far greater to me. The intimacy of sharing the act is endearing... to say the least. I envision laying on my back, obediently awaiting this divine feminine to carefully (hopefully gently) arranging the cage, pins, spacer, rings, and lock so they fit well as I lay prostate before her in total obedience. It is a lovely thought. |
4/24/24 at 8:02 PM: |
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It's a terrible thing to be 38, single, attractive, highly sexual, and yet discerning.... frustation abounds
I am also realizing how horribly I allowed myself to be treated in the past. The negative things I was told and believed just because the person speaking said they loved me. Like that I would need to change quite a bit in order to attract someone even if I was just seeking sex. The things some small people will tell you to keep you tethered to them. But it is nice to know they were wrong and that I was wrong for believing them. I have no need to settle. And after 20 years of trying to do everything to keep others happy, I deserve to be as choosy as I like.
doesn't mean it's not immensely sexually frustrating in the meantime....
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4/24/24 at 7:59 PM: |
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If you can't send a picture just don't write me!! |
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4/24/24 at 5:27 PM: |
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More and more i am encountering masculine doms who anal experiences and can only accept coch from a gurl. Interesting. |
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4/24/24 at 4:07 PM: |
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master said he is happy with my husband that he was cleaning master and me. By the way one of the final adventures before he left was that I got to spank husb while master spanked me. Then master told husband to hold my hands while master spanked and felt me and tickled me.Then it got me so worked up. then I begged master to make love to me. Finally husband cleaned up both the f us. Master was pleased. -- wife |
4/24/24 at 3:59 PM: |
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My new gloves come in today I was so excited to try them on hoping master likes them and I got a surprise for him to bad I can't show him he will have to wait to see it when we come together |
4/24/24 at 2:45 PM: |
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I am quite terrible at keeping up with people. I find this site awkward and moderately irritating to use. I also drop off the face of the earth from it on semi regular hiatus. If I do drop off, life has gotten complicated, or I saw something shiny. It doesn't mean I hate you. |
4/24/24 at 12:30 PM: |
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Looking to submit, bend over, and get my skinny butt whipped by a master. |
4/24/24 at 11:38 AM: |
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Life can be a real magician. Sometimes life makes laughter disappear. Life can be a real magician. Sometimes life makes hope disappear. Life can be a real magician. Sometimes life makes dreams disappear. Life can be a real magician. Sometimes life makes logic disappear. |
4/24/24 at 10:10 AM: |
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I will reply, even when we are not a fit |
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4/24/24 at 8:38 AM: |
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i miss my master |
4/24/24 at 8:06 AM: |
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4/24/24 at 5:53 AM: |
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Have to say - the number of people using multiple profiles is staggering. You have the same location, looking for the same things, with the same likes...you are the same person...WHY? Makes no sense. |
4/24/24 at 5:50 AM: |
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Let me guide you deeper, into the blackest corners of your broken little brain and cunt. Tell me your worst... so that we can make it even worse still. |
4/24/24 at 5:49 AM: |
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I was stuck in about 4 months of profile edit hell, where I couldnt make a slight change to my profile. It seemed I had to erase a decent part to meet with the current crazy guidlines because i detailed what I dont want and what I want. Detaling things like that I want a naturally born woman aka one that has already or is able to give birth was deemed offensive here. |
4/24/24 at 5:27 AM: |
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The Cuck is a gentle submissive slim built guy. He can be orally bi but is not into anal or any other form of gay sex. He is happy just to watch his wife used by other men or group of men. He is just as happy to be made to wait outside once any action is due to start. He sometimes likes to strip his wife naked in front of a bull or a group of men. He will then offer her for play. The wife is a true polyamory woman who enjoys the attention of other men but has no desire to leave her loving husband. She is a natural submissive woman who happens to enjoy degradation in many forms. She also enjoys the finer things in life. Taken out for dinner or drinks by the bull with or without the cuck. She can dress for any occasion but likes to show off in sluty clothes. Taken out in see through tops and micro skirts aspect, this also pleases the cuck. |
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4/24/24 at 1:20 AM: |
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The definition of intrigue - to feel inside you want but then to pull away through fear of what that wanting may mean. I appreciate the way this message was conveyed and then the second thought of doubt arose to provoke a reaction. Continue and you will find your desire is being true to you. |
4/24/24 at 12:31 AM: |
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I'm frustrated. I am sick of being ghoasted.. I just want to be owned and controlled. |
4/24/24 at 12:30 AM: |
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Trouble sleeping tonight with nerve pain shooting down my arm. To make things worse, it's my fapping arm too! |
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4/23/24 at 8:42 PM: |
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Have been dreaming. Dreams all consist of black latex hoods chains and extreme bondage. Also always wearing a collar with a pentagram attached. What foes this mean. |
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4/23/24 at 8:31 PM: |
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Everyone seems so untruthful...Hard to decide whether to chat with people or not....Have had some great expierences and have some not so great expierences......The search continues so until I find the right fit I am heading out of town traveling....... |
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4/23/24 at 6:33 PM: |
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Today I was asked by another Dom what I enjoy most as a Dom. Here is my reply I enjoy the bondage I enjoy having a boy at my service I enjoy teaching new boys I enjoy giving boys a purpose in life that had none Or that felt they had none I enjoy having a boy loving to make me happy I enjoy seeing the smile on his face when he knows he's made me happy I enjoy life more when I have a submissive boy under my care
What do YOU enjoy most as a Dom? 23Apr24 |
4/23/24 at 5:58 PM: |
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Not getting the interaction I had been hoping for, on here, Fetlife, or really any when I've had my search. Maybe my fantasy is bizarre or extreme, I don't know. Think I may abandon the operation as a whole. |
4/23/24 at 5:54 PM: |
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Today I was in an all day training. Who has the attention span for that? You would be correct in thinking that I do not. At some point I noticed there were a couple of Mr Sketch smelly markers on the table, remember those? I smelled the purple and put it down. I smelled the red and put it down. And then I wondered if they would smell like fruit salad if I uncapped them together. Sort of. But also, leaning in to get a good sniff also gets you a red marker swipe across the nose. At least it wasn't purple. |
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4/23/24 at 4:56 PM: |
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It seems that in my three years of therapy I somehow neglected to tell my therapist that my father cheated on my mother throughout their entire relationship, from high school into marriage. Whoops. I just unlocked a whole new level of therapy. I'm learning how to not let that fuck up my life. I did tell you my dad was an asshole. Buckle up, friend. It's about to get emotional around here. |
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4/23/24 at 3:31 PM: |
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I have decided that so many have not shown up. That April 30th I will no longer be looking. I have a lot to get going for planting this year. And rather than hold my hand on my ass waiting I will just stop. And do it myself and hire a handyman to help me with anything my roommates and I can not handle. My profile will not disappear but it will change and I will only come on periodically to check emails. |
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4/23/24 at 2:50 PM: |
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I do love messaging people just to be ghosted or ignored. Makes you really want to put yourself out there. |
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4/23/24 at 2:49 PM: |
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To All the ladies out there: You are all wonderful. To be viewed is an honour. To be messaged is a privilege. To be in contact is a whole new dimension. Stay safe. Stay strong. Stay in control. |
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4/23/24 at 1:48 PM: |
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Birthday is June 3 and still no slave. It has been a trying few months. I'm thinking I need to give CS a break and see what other places and sites have to offer. |
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4/23/24 at 1:40 PM: |
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If people have been replying to my messages I haven't been getting your reply's |
4/23/24 at 1:38 PM: |
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The alleged male dominant once again emailed me: Wow angry little elf he is. |
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