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This profile is very old. I haven't updated it forever, the only thing I really care to bother pointing out is for several months now I've been with someone who makes me rather happy, she tries and we're working on it together.
The world is strange and mysterious. I'm redoing this as things have changed.
I think discipline is the most important thing personally, I think everything else in BDSM should reinforce servitutude and discipline in a very personal way.
I'm an open book I try my best not to lie, but I'm human too, sometimes I make an honest mistake on some matter or another.
This is quite long, I realize that, I've been told it's worth reading all through, but that's a personal choice...
I
procrastinate. I don’t care. I try too hard. I give up too quick. I get
things done in time. I live. I hate. I love. I planned my funeral as a
practical joke and the trip there to laugh. I enjoy the cold, the dark,
and solitude. I’m the kind of person that wonders how we got here, but
isn’t desperate enough or raised in a way to just say “God”. I enjoy
people, new places, and new experiences; however, nothing can replace
the familiar. I’m in favor of change but too stubborn and hypocritical
to go through with it. I’m too young to be set in my ways, but too old
to change. I read more sci-fi and fantasy than could possibly allow me
to be sane and enjoy every minute of it. I’ve been screwed over too
many times to count, rejected enough times to stop trying, and hurt
more than someone deserves in a whole lifetime. I laugh all the time. I
scare people sometimes. I’m kinky. I take blows as they come and am yet to throw one back
with success. I was once young, I may grow old. I'm not afraid of
death. There are worse things to live through. I’m paranoid. I speak my
mind and my peace. I want to see the universe, and know it all. I want
to live forever, and I want to die tomorrow. I think ignorance is
bliss, and life has taughtme too much to ever really be happy. I read
philosophy and histories. I can plot out ancient battles that I have
memorized. I tried to learn Latin from reading Caesars’ Gaelic Wars in
both Latin and English. I’m sporadic. . . I know people plot against me, because I have eyes and ears and
friends in high places. I eat too much and sleep too little. I’ll sit
in the snow for an hour in negative temperatures in shorts and a
t-shirt because it feels like I freeze time. I don’t think the way your
life is set makes you who you are as much as the actions you take and
the things you do to put yourself there, or get out of there. At the
end of the day, I’m me-- nothing more and nothing less.
That's who I am in a nutshell.
Now let me think, the specifics.
I'm
the type of guy to get married and have kids someday I think, it's what
I want anyway, if I'm a lucky enough guy to get to that point, I'm not
looking for all that tommorow or next year or whatever but maybe 5
years down the road? yeah.
I have a year of college under my
belt and I plan on returning in the spring when I get instate tuitions.
(I used to live in wisconsin and went to school there, I'm a little bit
rough around the edges). I was born here and lived here until I was 9
or something.
I'm a little bit of the jealous type, some
people like that some people don't. I don't care about male friends but
like, drinking alone with one, not something I'm cool with. You know
some things are just disrespectful.
I think there needs to be a mix of independence and interdependence in any relationship no matter where it is or who it's with.
Hm,
I'm not really close to my family but I kinda like it when a girl is,
because I never was. All those personality things that say what you
need tell me that's something I should look for and I can't argue with
it. but I'm definitely not holding it against someone if their family
is anything like mine.
My hair is really curly. I either keep
it really short or let it grow and I do like it. I'm a bearish guy, I
like to cuddle up sometimes. I just like having someone special in my
arms.
My name is David. I'm a little strange I can't deny it.
this is going to go on, and get a little odd I guess.
Weird things:
I found out the other day I'm 6 foot tall, I got measured to check because I was curious.
My head ... is too big for hats. I have to custom order them.
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my friend jessie told me I'm one of the smartest people she knows, that means a lot from june cleaver.
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my mother just spent a week in the hospital for trying to kill herself I guess. I just found out about it. ><
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humanity is a great lost cause, abandon ship. |
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I will cane someone, I will get laid.
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I think more and more often that actually being happy is more fantasy than reality.
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ok I'm significantly more geeky.
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I'm slightly more geeky than my profile lets on. |
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Are all women lying cunts for life or does this stage pass?
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if there is a god, a heaven and a hell, I hope Dante had it wrong.
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spelling is fun, A girl who isn't a complete idiot is great. random play isn't entirely my thing. (not saying it would never be fun under any circumstances, it's just a nice discussion is a better way to know someone than seeing them naked in my opinion). Looking for something serious, with a girl who isn't an idiot. I think I should just be hung, if there's a god, I'll start praying, though I'm not entirely sure.
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It's fun asking people that only sorta know me to guess my age, I had a girl say "I wouldn't be surprised if you were 30" yesterday, normally I only get people asking me to get beer for them (which I can't do yet, but they assume I can).
I guess at some point in everyones life, they look how they feel heh.
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hey not all of us are looking for an easy lay, if you're a whore, stay away.
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This is how I see things, if you've been "under consideration" by half a dozen doms in the last month, don't bother talking to me, if you think that having all your mail watched by someone you've never met is really cool, I don't care that much. You have to be able to trust someone, I think it might be appropriate to look in on someones mail sometimes, but read everything and let them talk to not even friends without permission? I think that's the line between healthy and control freak.
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Have you ever looked a fact right in the eyes and just stared at it for a while, eventually you get tired, and blink... and it's just gone...
I'm half convinced I'm going to feel that way the rest of my life.
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| Age: 25 |
| New York,
New York |
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