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Hello My name is Jess but I love being called cute pet names (baby girl, kitten, sweet heart) and I don't use others names or last names to avoid stalkers. I screwed up my life a bit I talked to a dom for a few weeks, got fired from my job, got in a big fight with my roommate, then flew up to Alaska to be with my (former) dom and although he's a good dom we can't seem to make the rest of the stuff work. He's letting me stay with him till I find a new master and go to him. Currently I'm still acting as a slave for him since I have no money for rent, or food. I make his dinners, do his laundry, clean his house, clean his car and yes "warm his bed". our issues revolve around me not being clear what I want and my mental issues. I have a few issues most have to deal with crowds and people. I tend to try to curl up and hide when there's a lot of people around I don't like going out the dom I'm with wanted someone to go out with, have dates with, chill at a mall. That's just not me I enjoy doing house stuff. My ideal date is Mongolian beef and chicken fried rice from a decent Chinese place, a good movie on netflix and to play kitten and rest my head on my master lap. I tend to flip between a little, a brat, a pet and a very submissive slave. I just want a dom who can afford a live in slave that doesn't like going out. I'm fine with chores around the house but if you want to see a movie at a theater its going to be tough maybe like a few weeks after it came out on like a Monday noon showing. As for me I'm half white (Dad) and half black (Mom) my mom and dad got divorced when I was around 12 and my mom and I moved down to Georgia. My mom kept running down my dad so much I blamed him for the divorce he tried to keep in contact but unless I answered the house phone (I only got a cell phone 3 years ago) she would tell him I was gone. In august 2012 he was hit by a drunk driver and died. At the funeral I found out my mom cheated on my dad and gave him a STD (never got the details on what STD) I moved in with my grand parents from my dad's side till I was 19. I got a few jobs a barista, a cashier, a TSA agent but I couldn't handle any of them every day I'd fear going to work then I got a job as a librarian I got an apartment with a friend and she started dating a guy and he was over a lot. One day when she was at work we talked and he was a dom. He ordered me to make a sandwich I thought it was a joke so I went along and I enjoyed taking the orders, he gave a few more, then ordered me to blow him. I laughed but he ordered me again in a deep voice and the look in his eyes just made me wet. I've seen pornos so I knew the basics of what to do but as I was doing it he asked if I was stupid or if this was my first time my silence said it all. He laughed pushed me on the floor pulled my paints and panties off and said all you have to say is no and I'll stop I stayed silent and that's how I knew I was a sub. After that he'd enjoy me when my friend wasn't around but I wanted a dom of my own so I went to a place called fetster and met the dom from Alaska we got along great online. Then I was let go at work my roommate found out about me and her boyfriend and wanted me out of the apartment and it just seemed like going up to Alaska was ment to be. My dom bought me a ticket and flew me up picked me up at the airport (I was a mess after the flight) and I've been living in his house since. He's shown me a lot of fun hobbies. I love 3d printing now and I always liked anime but he has a lot of "old school anime" and I enjoy I love playing CS:GO, I found out that I need cotton or silk rope cause hemp and tweed rope makes me break out. I also learned public play is a hard limit as is water sports anything to do with poo and bestiality, that I'm bi and I'm a sub to both sexes, I want my nipples and tongue pierced (they looked so sexy on a mistress who's friends with my dom) Anyways so you know my dom is a good man and a good dom its just we want different things if you want to know more or have questions please ask but I will delete any messages from people who are rude thank you for reading my book of a profile
grandpasecret
 
 Age: 39
 London, United Kingdom