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| I am 23years old male, a little bulky but working on to get slim n fit. I am from India. I have never been into any relationship includig BDSM or even Simple Dating... I am 100% virgin
BDSM and me
I haven familar with this lifestyle since 5years and have gained a wide knowledge about the lifestyle and rules, but have never been into practical session.
My first encounter to BDSM
Thank you Mistress for giving me a chance to say my story, here by kneeling down and looking at your feet I say my story.
I got introduce to BDSM by a certain porn clip, where it was like a group of men kidnapped a girl tied her up in bonds, fucked her dropped hot max and didn't allow her to cum. Looking at this I was shocked, as to how someone can make a porn like this, gradually as time went by I got introduce to such more clips and I came to know that it's something called BDSM. Firstly I thought it's just a type of porn but then it came to my knowledge that it not only porn but even much more, it's more of lifestyle and doesn't necessarily involves sex. Dominate, Submissive all this words sounded new to me, so I tried to research upon it. In my research I found that many of the expects of a being a submissive/slave matches to my regular lifestyle being dominated and under women made me feel secure and safe. Slowly and steadily, I grew more interested in this life came to know about all different aspects which somehow made me felt good from inside. Then I met with a lady from USA online on Facebook, I told her about my thoughts and problem of not finding a Mistress here in India and she said that she won't be able to take to USA but seeing my eagerness she agreed to become my mentor and started teaching me about different acts and props used in different sessions.
She taught that a relationship of Dom/Domme Submissive/Slave is very unique. She taught me that like every relationship this relationship is also built on basis of trust. She was the one that explained me that a BDSM lifestyle can not be explained in writing, it can only be learned by living and experience.
Mistress, all this year I have been only learning more n more about the lifestyle and also searching for a Mistress. But here in India this concept is not developed. Mistress being a submissive makes me feel good because I have never felt powerful, I always needed guidelines and support. I don't how to explain but I just can't think of myself in superior version.
Mistress I don't know if after reading my story, you will keep your thoughts same for me or not but I will be more than happy if you give a review on how you feel about it... Once again a big thank you Mistress for giving me the permission to tell my story and taking time to read this. ???????
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