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Hetero Female Submissive, 36,  Bay Area, California
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It has been a few years since I was last on this site, so I thought I would come back and see whats here. Submission is a part of who I am and not just something I am into. Though I believe balance is an important part of everything in life.











 Submissive Female

 Bay Area 


 5' 6"






Actively Seeking:

Dominant Female

Dominant male

Switch Male


 Lives For:

 Obedience Training

 Sensory Play (Expert)




 Art Galleries

 Shopping (Expert)

 Blindfolds (Expert)


 Breast Play

 Canes and Crops (Expert)



 Gags (Expert)

 Hair Pulling


 Mental Bondage

 Sensation Play

 Pony/Puppy Roleplay (Expert)

 Role Playing

 Historical Shows




 Lifestyle BDSM







 Yoga (Beginner)

 Anal Play



 Corner Time


 Electrical Play (Beginner)

 Eye Contact Restrictions (Expert)

 Being Massaged

 Erotic touch (Beginner)

 Hoods (Beginner)

 Housework Service (Expert)


 Masks (Wearing) (Beginner)

 Massage (Giving)


 Orgasm Control

 Clothing Selection

 Outdoor Bondage (Beginner)

 Public Play (Beginner)

 Speech Restrictions

 Wax Play (Expert)

 Arcade Games

 Board Games

 Card Games

 Online RPGs

 Role Playing Games

 Romance Novels

 Science Fiction


 Web Surfing




 Working Out

 Alternative Music

 Classical Music

 Eighties Music

 Heavy Metal Music


 Opera Music

 Rock Music


 Enemas (Expert)

 Modern Primitivism


 TV News

 Curious About:

 Erotic Hypnosis

 Medical fetish play



 1950s Lifestyle




 Horror Movies



 Hard Limits:



 Administrative Professional

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Journal Entries:
11/15/2016 9:34:04 PM

10/18/2015 1:12:09 AM
I am not currently looking for a Master or Daddy at this time.

8/24/2015 2:44:01 PM
Desperately in in need of spankings :(

3/5/2015 9:15:16 PM

2/14/2015 4:10:03 PM
Was there anyone before you?

           You might have thought so at the time.

I feel like no one's ever loved me before.

          Im sure they did their best.

    But you always belonged to me.

                 -Songs of Submission

1/31/2012 10:17:39 PM

It was brought to my attention that my screen name makes people believe I am Owned by someone named Kaos, that is not the case it is just a name sorry for the confusion.

1/24/2012 2:04:33 PM

I feel so very lucky to have the people I do in my life. They support me and are there for me and it pushes me to be the best I can.  {#}

11/12/2011 1:44:41 AM

It is amazing to me how something as stupid as a friends list can intimidate some. My list of friends are just people I have talked to over the very long time I have been on this site.

6/25/2011 11:49:14 PM

I need a really good math tutor, perferably someone strict but patient. Anyone know of someone?

6/18/2011 8:55:09 PM

I am just me, always learning always expanding but chances are if you don't like me the way I am no amount of molding or training will get you to like me later.

6/12/2011 7:39:50 PM

The need to serve and submit have been quietly building until the last few days when I could just scream its been so strong. I thought it subsided but I was wrong. I always have the need and want, it's with me twenty four hours a day seven days a week and never goes away. Sometimes it gets so strong it's hard to hard to handle.

4/26/2011 9:47:48 PM

If you want to get to know me then please actually take the time to get to know me.

12/15/2009 10:20:28 PM

I thought I was getting away with something, not because I was trying to, but just based on the fact that I did do something and nothng came of it. Then it was explained to me and I realized that I was being punished the whole time. It really took me by surprise.

9/29/2008 6:05:36 PM
Folsom was a lot of fun. Great people, great music and sooooo much to see.

8/31/2008 7:55:52 PM
Thank you to all those who are interested, if I don't respond right away that doesn't mean i'm not interested it 's just taking me a while to get back to everyone.

8/30/2008 2:06:00 AM

I just got back from Reno and I have to say it was so much fun. I can't wait to go back.

6/17/2008 2:05:09 AM
I wrote this in another journal entry as well, but it obviously needs repeating. If you act like your 13 and you have nothing better to do than waste other peoples time move on. I will just block you.

6/4/2008 9:21:07 PM

* Please read my whole profile * 

5/29/2008 3:45:43 AM

~My search is on once again~

5/17/2008 10:37:41 PM

I am not currently looking for anyone other than friends, and people to chat with.

12/22/2007 8:07:35 AM
“Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.”
-Dr Seuss.

One of the best quotes I have ever come across. I can't even begin to explain how much I agree with it.
I thank slavenebi for showing me this quote.

Say what you mean, mean what you say and LIVE IT!

I thank a very nice Master for introducing me to this quote. Thank you Sir.

12/16/2007 11:27:33 PM
My life is very confusing at the moment. Sometimes I don't know which way is up. I am not sure what's going on as far as my Master situation is concerned, as nothing is concrete. I want to have hope, but am not ready to get hurt again right now. What is a girl to do? Live life and have fun. That's it.

12/11/2007 10:00:04 PM
I hate people who who sneek around and do things behind my back. It's just as bad if not worse than lying. Why not just come out in the open and say whatever it is? I hate stupid people.

11/28/2007 1:33:04 AM
Thanksgiving has come and gone, and I have to say it was great. I had so much fun and ate way to much. I hope everyone else had a good holiday, and yea Christmas is right around the corner. I'm so excited.

3/28/2007 12:28:37 AM
For all those who ask I have previously been trained as a domestic slave, sex slave, daughter slave, puppy, and pain slut. I have also been trained in humiliation, but theres always more to learn and I would never consider myself an expert in any of these area's, but do have a lot of experience.

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