May 28th also Re-post June 3rd.

recently, without good reason, i have been a complete turd to my wonderful long-standing Mistress. i have been a pathetic nasty little worm and have driven Her mad with fury at my nagging and whinging.

She is my Goddess and completes my life. i am Her plaything, and i should gladly accept any abuse She sees fit to give me, and i should be happy She even gives me any attention.

i am making this public statement of my own stupidity and worthlessness of my own free will with no prompting to try and show some measure of how wrong i know i am.

i can only hope She is willing to try and forgive me.

may 20th: mistress has decided I should tell everyone about my day.

back from shopping trip with mistress in Liverpool, wallet feeling very light.

£165 handbag, £98 chanel perfume, 3 pairs of shoes totalling £460, 2 dresses and a top total of £210. plus lunch and coffee. total of my money mistress has spent is £962! today!

all this while wearing pink lipstick and very feminine shoes with a lacy black top.

mistress also delighted in spitting directly into my face in public and calling me wimp.

feeling very very humiliated and abused.

but it was all worth it for the smile I saw on Her face.