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DOES ANYONE WANT A FREE BLOW JOB?

My Mistress has ordered me to suck a man off, anyone willing please get in touch ASAP. I want to be a good little cock whore for Mistress Cara so please get in touch soon. I will suck you dry and let you use me anyway you want.


Registered Slave No: 498-833-798


Now proudly the property of Mistress Cara. I am now owned and will not reply to any messages, Mistress Cara is now my owner and trainer.

Any requestes for use should be made to Mistress Cara first.

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10/7/2007 3:33:48 AM

We have a winner! It looks as if I am going to be able to please Mistress sooner rather than later. My friend pulled out of our session because he has hurt his knee; subsequently I am yet to suck cock for Mistress. I was approached on here after whoring myself with an advert and Mistress has approved a dom from Stoke-on-Trent to use me. We have a set up a meeting for next Tuesday so I'll let you all know how it goes!!

Been a hectic week, been in Paris for the early part of the week and then a couple of social things later in the week means that I am knackered! Too much work and too much partying makes Kate a tired girl!

Mistress' computer has been broken this week so not much contact, I do miss her when we aren't in touch which makes it all the more enjoyable when the exultant goddess deigns to converse with me. Went out last night so I speak to you this morning, friends, through the eyes of a hangover...

I have been reading some of my sister Paula's journal entries, wow, she has started at Mistress Cara's sub University and is doing so well, Mistress said she may even start me on it when she is back online!!

So not much to report today, my edging programme still continues, it's been a few weeks now since I have cum and I don't even miss it any more, I edge then just put it away and forget about it until the next day. For Mistress enjoyment I have been edging to gay porn this week just to get in the mood for my task, I hope you liked the samples I sent to you Mistress lol! Still as engrossed in Mistress, I am slowly learning that her permission is all that I require in this life.

More later, Kisses, Kate xx 


9/30/2007 10:27:44 AM
Had a really enjoyable chat with Mistress earlier. She really is a pleasure to be in the company of. She is such a warm engaging person, I am so pleased to be able to serve Mistress Cara. - Kate xx 

9/30/2007 4:13:19 AM

Lazy Sunday morning, nothing to do today. Suns shining and I'm free for the whole day. Have had an incredibly busy week with one thing and another and have not really been in touch with Mistress or be on here. I fear I may have bored her this week, I should at least try to amuse her if I am to be honoured with her time and effort and  be worthy of her attentions. We had a conversation earlier in the week about music, Mistress had written some of the lyrics to an Anastasia song on her journal and I wrote to her saying I thought it was "incredible that she had managed to find some creative and emotional depth within one of her songs". Obviously Mistress is a fan as the reply I received was fairly straight to the point! Mistress probably doesn't know yet but I have a passionate love for music, and whilst Anastasia is not to my taste I was trying to embrace Mistress with a conversation that was about something other than sex, looks like I failed! Mistress has been in some pain this week with an earache, I hope that she is feeling better?

I am in France for the early part of next week then when I get back it is straight into the forced bi situation that I am enduring for Mistress' pleasure. I have been trying not to think about it to be honest, but I of course cannot help but wonder how it will go? What it will be like? How I will feel about myself when it is done? I think I'll be proud of myself for giving myself so easily for Mistress but losing my anal virginity, taking another cock in my mouth and god knows what else has GOT to have an impact on me hasn't it? I have even questioned slightly my sexuality, is this a sacrifice I am prepared to make for Mistress or do I have it in me to engage freely in homosexuality? I've never had gay thoughts and I've never fancied men so I think not but then, I'm just about to take it in the arse and suck a bloke off, so what does that mean?!? Does he expect me to be submissive to him? Will he take me and use me? Should I just allow myself to be used, be numb to the experience or should I join in and try to enjoy it? As you can tell I am a little worried about what I am going to do, and what will be done to me, and my god, where will he decide he wants to cum! - Kate x


9/26/2007 1:13:26 PM

OK so the strangest thing happened yesterday! I got a text from a friend, someone I've know for ages saying he was thinking about something I had said when we last spoke and, basically, would he be able to use me!! I was totally shocked, my friend has never intimated that he was open to that kind of experience before although we go back a long way and I know first hand that he is a complete dirty bastard. The tale goes something like this...

My friend and I hooked up a couple of weeks ago after not being in touch for a while, no reason, we just hadn't had a chance to catch up. We were talking about what we were both up to and as always the conversation got round to girls. I hesitantly confessed to him that I was an online slave to Mistress Cara. I was not too worried by what his reaction to this would be, (I know he is very open minded when it comes to sex, we had a couple of sessions when we were younger wanking off to porn in the same room in full view of each other, but that’s a different story!) All the same it is something that doesn't just come up in vanilla conversation with a bloke you haven't seen for a while! So I explained that I was owned as the property of Mistress Cara, that I was loyal to her and that I had signed a contract of her ownership, so I am obliged to obey her instructions whatever they may be. He was genuinely interested in this but I thought nothing of it.

Until yesterday! I received a text from him saying that he had been thinking about what I had told him and that it had turned him on, that he had wanted to try shagging another man for a while and whether Mistress would lend me to him for the night!!! I honestly couldn't believe what I was reading, it must have taken some guts for him to send me that, obviously it could have back fired horribly.

I thought about this for a while and then asked Mistress Cara what she thought. She said that she wanted me to do it, and that she wanted photos of me whilst it was happening! She also spoke with my friend (he wanted to thank her!!!) but I don't know what was discussed. I do know that Mistress let him know that I am now known as Kate and that I am being feminised. He has sent a few texts to me to me today to tease me about this calling me a sissy and a dirty little girl and also telling me that he is going to fuck me hard when we see each other next, and that he is going to make me suck him off! It is really strange having someone you have known for so long speak to you like that, especially someone of the same sex who you thought was straight when you are straight!!

As Mistress has made it clear that she want's me to do it (and reading the contract I signed it says I must do forced bi if she so wishes) I have no choice but to do it for her. I will do whatever he wants me to and will take any abuse he gives me between now and then, hopefully it won’t be as bad as I think it will. I have never been with another man before so naturally I am very apprehensive, this is a big step for me but one that I hope will help to gain Mistress' trust.

I think we are meeting next Thursday, I'm not sure what he has in mind for me, but what ever it is I know it will be very dirty, ultimately humiliating and a completely new experience for us both!!

I'll let you all know what happens!! - Kate x


9/25/2007 5:23:34 AM

I got to speak with Mistress for the first time in a while today. It was so good to hear her sounding happy again after the events of last week. I am so glad that she is feeling a bit better. The doubts of the last few days (does she still want to own me, am I good enough for her) have weighed heavy on me, so much so I wondered whether I would ever get to hear from her again!! I am pleased that we have spoken, that she seems to be back to her old self and that she has chosen to continue as my owner for the time being.

I hope that we can now get on with the important task of training so that I can be the honest, reliable, faithful and loyal slave Mistress Cara so deserves. I wish to become her property in every sense but also a confidant and support outside of our Mistress/Slave relationship. I want to be there as her toy, slave, slut, her property but also as a friend, companion and company. Mistress Cara's personal happiness is of course the most important thing here so I am motivated to try and continue to make her happy, or at least do as much as this humble slave can to make her happy.

 

Hopefully over the coming months I can prove my worthiness to her, to earn her trust and importantly, to gain her confidence. Only then will I be able to truly serve ALL of her needs in a way that is befitting of such a superior woman.

After a turbulent time it seems that things may have calmed and the air may have cleared. I'm sad for the disappointment Mistress was forced to endure and so will not be able to forgive those who inflicted it upon her but happy that the storm is passing and happier still that she seems happy, relaxed and satisfied.

 

Will try another update later. - Kate xx 


9/22/2007 6:02:05 AM
Came across these short femdom clips whilst browsing ealier they're free clips but about a minute long and good quality, if anyone wants to view them the address is:www.all-femdom.com/video.php - Kate x

9/22/2007 5:19:02 AM
It's been a tough week! Mistress has had an extremely tough week this week. She had some long days travelling earlier in the week and then some trauma when one of her slaves needed to be dismissed. Mistress has obviously been very upset by this and, I am ashamed to say, at the time I did not realise the gravity of the situation and was not very supportive. To give Mistress the time and space she needs I have deleted her contact details and so have been out of contact with her for the last couple of days. I sincerely hope that she is feeling calmer, better, happier and less stressed right now...

A dark cloud has hoverred over the stable this last week, let's hope and pray the storm passes. - Kate x

9/16/2007 4:08:38 PM

Just wanted to add another quick entry I have been thinking of Mistress all night long and I wanted to try and write some thoughts and feelings down. In this last week I have found myself falling more and more under Mistress' spell. Barely an hour passes without thinking of Mistress and whenever I can be online I am looking at Mistress' pictures on her website, IC and on here. I'm constantly flicking to MSN to see if she is online or has sent me an eMail. I cannot help but continually edge whilst looking at Mistress' pictures, the imposed chastity is becoming painful but really helping to focus my mind on her and only her.

I have begun to be feminised, this was something I was apprehensive about at first but have soon learnt (really soon!) to embrace and even enjoy, I am only allowed to pee whilst sat down, I have been given a girls name, and made to wear Lingerie. I have begun picking out items of particularly girly Lingerie and asking Mistress whether she likes and should I buy to wear for her. I have shaven my legs, underarms and around my clit all thanks to Mistress' instructions and I am so happy to do this as I know it gives Mistress pleasure.

I know that I am a very, very long way away from complete servitude, I have not yet been trained to serve and please Mistress' desires, wants and needs but I know that one day although not for a long time, Mistress will complete my training, I can only dream that perhaps she will believe me worthy of her collar.

Mistress Cara is intoxicating; I feel like a teenager with a crush, I can’t stop thinking of her and what I can do to please her. I am genuinely consumed by my thoughts of her, my devotion to her is growing by the hour I have genuine desire to please her, knowing that Mistress is entertained, amused and happy is so rewarding and gratifying. I think I mentioned before Mistress' control is very subtle but, as I am quickly learning, it's VERY effective. I feel this way after a week of ownership, I can only imagine how completely I will fall under her magical and wonderful spell if I am lucky enough to still be here in six months time!
 
Its funny - I never knew there was something missing in life and now that I have found Mistress I wonder how I ever managed without her. Mistress Cara makes me feel inspired and free.

Thank you Mistress, thank you so much. - Kate xx


 


9/16/2007 9:42:03 AM

Wow, what a weekend! Have been away since Thursday having a crazy time with some old friends, as I was away from a computer Mistress has been kind enough to text me and at times, instruct me to humiliate myself for her enjoyment.

On Thursday afternoon and evening I travelled North, I was due to see a band that evening in Manchester and on the way up on the train Mistress was teasing me gently, keeping my clit swollen for her and not allowing me any release, as the day progressed Mistress began to make me edge in public places, told me I was to remain hard whilst in public and to play with my clit where people could see me. This was difficult to do for obvious reasons but I obeyed Mistress' instructions completely, I know that it would please her to have me do this for her and to keep me frustrated and swollen. Mistress also made me tell my friends that I am a slave to her which was an interesting experience! I have been in chastity now for less than a week and I am finding it extremely difficult, aside from the dull ache in my balls, Mistress' intoxicating beauty and demeanour mean that I am permanently turned on without any opportunity for release. I am in a constant state of arousal, whilst edging seems to last for less and less time.

Mistress required that I shave my legs before I went and that at the gig that night I was to wear a thong, these were both things that could have lead to potentially embarrassing situations but, as this was my Mistress' desire I had no choice but to obey and to trust her judgement. Feeling vunerable and feminine all night I knew that Mistress would take great pleasure in knowing what I was doing for her and how much of a slut it made me feel.

I was also tasked with buying some new underwear whilst I was there, I was to buy a red under wired bra, a matching red thong and some white stockings, I was to ensure that they fitted correctly and if required, ask an assistant for help, I am pleased to say that some planning and a little research upfront allowed me the fortune of not having to make this degrading approach! Mistress wanted me to do this whilst I was with my friends, an instruction which, of course I obeyed without discussion. Mistress wants me to photograph myself wearing my new underwear so that she can inspect her slut when she next desires.

On the Saturday, being desperately hung over and, as always extremely horny which I think was a combination of both the hangover and the programme of edging that Mistress has introduced for me (hangovers always make me horny lol). I am ashamed to say that I was over enthusiastic in the amount of contact I tried to make with Mistress which, sadly, was as much to satisfy my own desire for Mistress' attention as it was to selflessly serve Mistress as she deserves. I recognise this now and realise that this was a basic and terrible mistake and extremely selfish of me. I craved and pined for Mistress' attention all day, Mistress was kind enough to hold a text conversation with me for which I am eternally grateful and has not bought it up yet but I want to apologise unreservedly for this poor and selfish behaviour. Thank you Mistress for being so wonderful as to indulge me I am so sorry to have been such a badand selfish girl.

I would like to congratulate my sister Nathalie, Nat I see you have begun to realise the benefits of your orgasm programme and that you feel a little more at ease, I am so very pleased for you.

Also, a big, big thank you to Mistress for the honour of including my name on her profile, I am deeply honoured to appear on your Profile Mistress, I now have to work very very hard to make sure that I am worthy of such an honour.

Hugs & kisses, Kate xx



9/13/2007 1:46:44 AM

This morning I woke up, got up & went into the bathroom, I pulled down my knickers & sat down to relieve myself, stood up to flush when I'd finished & it was only then that I realised I was still wearing my Lingerie from bed last night and that I had sat down to pee automatically without any thought! It was amazing, here I am walking about in my home (which I share) dressed in Lingerie and behaving, in the most basic terms, as a woman and it seems perfectly natural! I also felt really sexy for the first time which has surprised me, it's incredible but it has already become second nature, such is Mistress' power. It bought a big smile to my face and a warm glow to my heart, I understood then that this is already becoming part of me, a way of life that comes naturally to me without effort. And so, I feel very happy today.

I am going away for a few days (after asking Mistress' permission of course) and will be out of contact until Sunday, it saddens me to think that I will not be able to communicate with Mistress until then, it seems such a long time away. This is especially poignant as I believe I may have disappointed Mistress yesterday by not responding to her quickly enough when she was kind enough to message me. This weighs heavily on me and even more so as I have this trip coming up.

I hope that aside from my behaviour yesterday that things are going well, I feel extremely good about being in Mistress' service but of course the point is that it doesn't matter how I feel, it is Mistress' feelings that count and I hope and pray that she is still happy with me.

I have some tasks to do whilst I am away, I must shave my legs before I go and also I must wear a thong whilst out and I have to buy some more Lingerie whilst I am away with my friends! I look forward very much to humiliating myself as Mistress desires in order to please her.

I have continued edging and understood last night what my sister Nathalie meant by the pain it can cause, I have begun to develop a dull ache in my balls whenever I get close to cumming which seems to extend deep into my ass, I think this is where my Protrate is. Regardless I have not failed yet, and do not intend to. I am already feeling and urge for release and it's only been a couple of days! I am trying very hard to keep it in perspective as I don't imagine I am going to be allowed relief any time soon! It keeps me horny and thinking of Mistress which makes me even more horny!

I am back on Sunday and so will add another journal entry then. Until then, hugs and kisses, Kate xx


9/12/2007 12:46:53 AM
Last night I slept in Lingerie for the the first time. This is something that is specified in the contract I signed with Mistress Cara. I have to say it felt strange going to bed dressed like this. When I awoke this morning for a few brief seconds I forgot, got up to use the loo (incidentally, I now am only allowed to pee whilst sat down) and immediately noticed my stockings and suspenders hehehe! I did feel like a naughty little girl! I think I will have to get something more appropriate to wear in bed tho, my stockings are hold ups and I now realise this means they have a rubber inside which sticks to your legs - ouch!


Last night I met my sister Nathalie and chatted for an hour or so firstly with Mistress and her and then Mistress left us to chat. She was really nice and very kind. She shared some of her experience, I asked her a lot of questions which I hope did not annoy her. I know I will enjoy being in Nathalies company.


I realise I am going to have to work on my enthusiasm for curiosity, I am naturally very curious but I dont want to come over as selfish, I am trying very, very hard not to ask many questions of Mistress. 

Mistress allowed me to give her some preferred names last night so that she could choose one for me, I am now to be known amongst our stable as Kate.


So far so good, Mistress' control is very subtle and I think this may be one of her charms, I look forward to what today has in store for me - bliss!


Kate x

9/11/2007 4:46:31 AM

Just a quick update.

I have now begun my first day as Mistress Cara's property and I am enjoying every second of her undeserved attention. I have been registered as Mistress Cara's owned slave on the slave register and have signed a contract of her ownership.

Mistress Cara is teaching me her rules & for this I am grateful. I hope that I will be up to the standard that Mistress Cara expects & that I can become the perfect slave for her to enjoy, to stimulate her intellectually, emotionally, physically & spiritually.

I am no longer allowed to speak with any females who are not either family or vanilla/platonic friends without Mistress' permission so, respectfully, please don’t ask. - Slave967


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