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| I am straight. I only am attracted to Women. I have no curiosity, desire or interest in men. Men disgust me. I am a Feminist. I am a Lesbian trapped in a man's body. I am Submissive. I live to serve a Dominatrix/Mistress & worship her like a Goddess. I am a Slave. I am a Sex Slave. I willingly do many things. Yet with some duties, I must be Forced. Women are Superior. Women must be treated like Royalty. Women are to be Worshipped like Goddesses. I have "Pussy Envy" I wish to be Force Feminized. I'm into Forced Womanhood. I wish to be a Post-Op Transgendered Woman. Not certain about being "sissy". Force me to CrossDress for you. Force me to be your Transvestite Slut.Force me to Transition into a Transexual. I am your Sub/Servant/Slave. I am your Willing Prisoner. I am your Loyal Faithful Obedient Servant & Slave. I will do as you command. I will serve you as my only wish & dream is to be your own personal CD/TV/TS/TG Doll - Pussy, Breasts & all. Force me into the Woman of OUR Dreams & Fantasies. I will Happily serve as a Maid, Housekeeper, Chef & do all of your chores & erronds for you. I will Pleasure you with intense amounts of Passion. I will be Forced to pleasure your friends & guests if you wish. I will adore, admire, appreciate, Respect & Love you. You will change me into a Woman & you will become my Goddess. I will Worship you at every moment. I will serve you well.
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I won't be able to go back to the East Coast, until July 2013. I'm under a rental lease that started July this year. I desperately want to live in Maryland(again), New York(again) or even North Carolina(again) basicly somewhere familiar to me.I understand, times are hard financially. No one wants to pay for anything for me.I honestly thought submitting myself, sacrificing myself;my mind, my body, my soul, my willpower... being a slave&servant to never argue, complain, defy, oppose, disobey, rebel - that all of that was payment enough. Payment to make me into they're own perrsonal customized loyal, faithfull, obedient, loving, dedicated, devoted Slave. Who would worship her as if she is a Goddess. I guess money is worth more than allof what I offer. |
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I would like to consider myself a hard working workaholic. I'm not satisfied until everything is done for the day & I will go so far as to consume a whole pot of coffee, 2 liter of Mt.Dew or Dr.Pepper & even take a 200mg Caffieene pill within the shift if it is long enough. I'm no stranger to laboring for upto 10-12 hours 5 days or nights a week. If my time is up on my shift & the work is unfinished, I'm hard on myself about it. |
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Life is very difficult & challenging for me. I want what I have yet to gain, achieve & accomplish. I don't know if ill ever succeed. I need help. I wish I was never born a boy. I want to live & die as a woman. I. Gave up on love & romance & relationships. I don't know of any woman who wants to turn me into her own personal femdoll to be her slave & serve her as if she is a Goddess. Sometimes I don't even care if she would force me to suck cock & be ass raped. If I had a pussy instead of a penis & the body of a woman, instead of being a man, that's all I want for myself anymore. I should've ran away when I was a teen & traveled until I found someone to make my wish cum true. Even when I was 18 or 21, I wish I would've pursued my dream of becoming a woman then. None of my friends & family know, except my mom & she wishes the most horrible nightmarish things cursed upon me just because I want to be a woman. I'm not depressed or suicidal. I'm just sad & my mind & heart have scars because of everything I've experienced in life, that made me unfortunate in every way. I'm only good to someone as a servant or slave. I wonder if I have any value otherwise. |
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IF YOU ARE A WOMAN DOMINATRIX & YOU WANT A LIVE IN SERVANT & SEX SLAVE ( I am willing to relocate to live with you & serve you) Contact michael @ Gothicleo77@gmail.com or call me or text me @ 816-385-0298 |
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I'm 5ft 8inches tall, brown hair, brown eyes, white, average build. I dress like a Biker or like I'm in a Metal band, yet I've lived a Gothic lifestyle, even experimented with crossdressing & as a transvestite. But I'm not gay. I don't like men, the male body disgusts me. I like, love, admire, adore & worship women. I love serving women. I'm happy as a woman's servant. Everything feminine & girly & cute is all beautiful to me. I love pretty scents & I get mezmerized gazing at beautiful feminine Ladies. Anything & anyone masculine, butch or macho is a huge turn off. Sometimes I can't stand the site of my own face if I havnt shaved, or my body because I'm very hairy if I don't remove it all. I've had to toss out all my cosmetics, bras, panties, wigs, dresses & costumes, stockings & pantyhoes, & breastforms because of my exfiance & ex girlfriends. I've lived alone now for the past 6 months but I'm very lonely eespecially wiithout anything to bring out my fem.side. I even miss being on the hormones though its been 3 years off of them & no trace of any femininity on me is visible. I Hate being a man. I wish too be a Woman & still serve Women. |
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Salutations Misstress. If you are reading this, I hope you are seriously searching for your newest live-in servant & sex slave. I am like a princess-to-be, trapped in the body of a lonely alone sorry loser, who's life never amounted to anything. I've longed for my fantasy & dream of becoming a woman, to become a reality. I've always liked & loved, admired & adored & worshiped women since I was 13 had very mild curiosities like "what if I was born a girl?". I was gullable ignorent & naive that it was at all humanly possible to live as a CD, or TV or TS or even become a post op TG mtf,until I was 21. When I saw TV/TS porn for the 1st time. Since then I had fantasies of being a woman on & off & curiosities of having sex with TSs until I was 30. Then I experimented with crossdressing & TV life, yet remained closeted about it until I moved to NYcity. Yet even there I could not afford to live part time or full time as a fem. I didn't make enough $ to date women or TSs or be in a relationship with anyone. Only offers I got were from gay men, but I am not gay & not attracted to men at all period. I Definatelly couldn't afford the real hormones. I was only taking the cheap pills from Transformation/Centurian. I also was taking over the counter drug store pills with tiny amounts of estrogen & all herbal vitamin suppliments, soy products, & fruits & veggies with plant estrogens. Yet minimal results occured. I lost my job & went into debt & was practicly homeless, because what I did take to feminize made me too submissive & weak & emotionally I was a mess. I moved back to the midwest after spending almost my whole life on the east coast. I came out to my mom, who I moved in with & she at 1st pretended to be understanding, accepting & supportive, yet later turned on me & outcast me. No other relatives know about me & no friends know. I was stuck living as a man, for fear of more neglect, disrespect, rejection, & abuse than I had already received most of my life. I have been into BDSM since I was 18. So I'm accustomed to pain. Yet after 20 failed relationships, a failed marriage, failed engagement, & all of the abuse, discrimination, harrasement, rejection & neglect I've received, as well as never succeeding in the business world to where I've always lived in poverty & hardships, I've given up - on freedom, living life, romance, love, relationships & all hope that ill have a successful future as anything more than a servant or slave. So here,I am, hoping a Misstress will save me from myself & change me into a woman with a sole purpose to serve her every need. |
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