I dreamed of Master
dreamed of dressing and undressing
for His pleasure
dreamed of being totally exposed
kneeling before Him
Ready to serve Him
to pleasure Him
exposed for Him
Whenever and wherever he chooses
vulnerable for him
spreading myself for Him

I have wished for Him
All my life
Longed for Him
Needed His Touch
His love & acceptance
His training
Learning to accept
Pain for His pleasure
As a sign of my undying love & devotion
Knowing he makes all decisions for me
And for us
With my best interest at heart

How could I not wish to submit
and commit to Him
To trust Him above all others
Without hesitation or delay
Without questioning
Without fear

I have found the One I have searched the world over to find
And now, with a grateful heart
I offer him my undying love,
body, heart, and soul
for His exclusive use

For He is the One who completes me
Who knows my needs better than I do
Who pushes all my limits
Who knows I need Him
His teachings
His physical,
intellectual & spiritual intimacy

I close my eyes and see Him
I taste Him
I smell Him
I feel Him in the depths of me
and deep inside my heart
His every desire consumes me
For I have waited for Him
All my life

I love you, Master
xoxxo

His Voice

Tonight the conversation turns to voices

they site the world’s great voices

and compare them to the average man’s

when it comes to a voice arousing the senses

“there is no comparison!” they say

I beg to differ.

When the phone rings

I do not long to hear those voices

only that of my Master
the “Great Voices” do not

enchant or entice me

I close my eyes to focus

on our conversation

His words pour over me

like warm water under a shower

like honey warmed by the sun

on a hot summer afternoon

Like Him, His words

spoken so tenderly

ooze into every crevice