at this point i know what i am and what i want.

I want to be a housewife or a maid or a cuckqueen. I want to be transformed to be the sissy you need. To be taken from a masculine looking chubby man with a tiny 3inch cock to a slim and trim, totally feminized gurl with a 3inch clit.
ideally, I would like to find a couple or a poly house. Of course Dominant women are welcome to claim me and make me their living Barbie. Heck, I dont even see the harm in being claimed by a lesbian or lesbian couple. I am not much of a man anyway.
I do not care about money. Only that my owner is secure enough to keep me. That doesnt mean give me money. That simply means shelter and enough food to keep me alive.
i want to live how i feel, as a submissive and hopefully a slave. being sub is natural to me, always has been.for the past 30 years, i have not had the opportunity, but recently i have been hit hard with some life changes and realize that im at a point where its time to be myself and stop living for others.

part of my sub side definitely involves feminization to some extent. when i was 15, i used to sneak into moms underwear drawer and wear her bras, panties and stockings.

i dont know that i could ever or would ever embrace a 247365 femme conversion and definitely dont want a full transition to a woman. but if taken as a slave, i guess anything is possible.

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about me i am relocatable. i am a working professional in beginner IT, with other experiences that could lend to working outside the home. i doubt very much that i would ever be comfortable taking my femme side into the workplace, but one never knows.

i am 56 yo white male. definitely out of shape, but not obese. it doesnt take much to whip me into shape. that would also be a goal, some exercise and weight loss, hopefully with the Ds dynamic worked into that plan. of course, id like the Ds dynamic worked into almost all aspects of my life, if not all.

i hope to be a no limits slave someday. while that sounds scary, i think its important to trust my Dominant that i wouldnt need to have any limits. the Dominants responsibility would be to push my limits, extend them, and take my mind and body to the places my Dominant wants to take them.

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my pleasure has always been derived from serving and obeying, and being controlled. i have no wish to top from the bottom. i dont even liked being asked what im into and what i like to do. i just simply like to be used for what my Dominant wants to use me for.

i hope there are those who understand what i seek and know that i am serious about this.