Hhhmmmm....FRUSTRATING!!!! everything is so frustrating, maybe it is wrong to be in this lifestyle,although the word is so ambigous...lifestyle is everything we do as a routine. I am a submissive always! like being a woman, puertorrican and liking chocolate. It is whom I am. But throughout the years it has proven to be more difficult . Must start thinking in moving to a monastery of some sorts......just kidding. |