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Let me start off by saying I am new to this lifestyle in action but not in thought. Since I have been young, coming into my own, I have been curious about the lifestyle that is BDSM. There is beauty and trust that is to be garnered in a Dom/sub and Master/slave, and takes an extreme amount of commitment for a sub to give up everything to please her Dom. As someone who does have control issues, my mind usually thinks about what it would be like to not have to worry, to trust someone enough to have their best in you.
My mind and how I react towards people has always been submissive. I am there to serve those around me, and help make life easier for them. On a day to day level my time is usually spent helping others, and I get off on that. If someone i trust needs something that I can provide, I do it, no questions asked even if it is inconvenient and smile knowing that I helped them out. I need more than this though, more than just bein the silent helper with friends. recently i realized I need the bond of a Dom/ sub.
I would mostly like to find something online for online play with the possibility of turning into RL
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