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I sat with an elderly woman last night who just did not want to be alone. I listened as she talked about her life, all 93 years. I laughed with her, and I cried with her. She held my hand and said, "People today have their values mixed up. All those gizmos and gadgets and money do not replace hugs and love. I was married 57 years and he is who i served and he is my proudest accomplishment. I can't say for sure that he is waiting for me on the other side, but I do know that those damned gadgets won't be." I just squeezed her hand and told her she was a very smart woman. :) |
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I think there is a lack of communication between my head and heart. |
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I never said it WOULD be easy, but it IS worth it. |
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To serve is part of my core, it is where I find peace. It is my strength. I do this throughout my day, in different ways, for different people. I am not impressed with money, material things, or status. I am impressed by character and standards. I am a diamond in the rough, and although I will find the one that will see me as beautiful, and worth it, I will continue to learn and grow in the meantime, so that I am ready. |
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My thoughts and prayers are with those in Ft. Hood. |
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I am not perfect, hell far from it, but I am me, and that is pretty good damn thing. Today, begins my day of focusing on the positive and accepting that my imperfections are what make me beautiful. An amazing person told me not to run and hide. It took a awhile for that to really sink in, and he's right. I have nothing to be ashamed of, or apologize for. This is my life, good and bad, and I can only blame me if I don't make the best of it. So, bring it on world, I AM READY! |
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Well all hell broke loose today. It will calm tomorrow. It always does, but right now, at this moment a bullet to my head would be very relaxing. |
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Music just makes everything better. Love having a good day :) |
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To see one at peace with the world is a beautiful thing. For a moment there is harmony. |
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I hate that nagging feeling. Knowing something is just not right, but can't put your finger on it. I hope I figure it out soon. |
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So disappointing. *big sigh* |
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Having a roommate sometimes just sucks!! |
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Head is throbbing and sleep is just out of reach. Decapatation maybe the solution. |
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*bangs head over and over against wall* I want a drink. |
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I really need to work on my patience. |
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It is still morning, and I need a nap. This is going to be a long day! |
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Would a Dom please come kick the guy's ass who was just so rude to me? ! |
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If you ask a direct answer, I will answer directly. If you do not like my answer, and you resort to assumptions or name calling, then it is YOU who has the issues, not me. |
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If you are married or in a vanilla relationship, just say so. I am not the moral police. |
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This day has kicked my ass. Time for a glass of wine. |
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Saturday, what shall I do with you? |
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Again, in response to my profile. No, I'm not asking to be chased. I get that the Dom's are searching for a submissive, which I am. That relationship however takes time to grow.
This is my response to a message I received from a Dom who stated that Doms on here are looking for the one that will fall to their knees.
So you want to meet someone that when you say hello, they bow at your feet right away??? Doesn't that mean they would just fall at anyone's feet? How does that make you different than any other Dom they meet?
Just as you would not want to Dom just any sub, a sub will not just want to fall at anyone's feet. Those that do, I would highly question. Does ANYONE get what I'm trying to say here? |
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I know, and can account to my flaws. Can you? |
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Let me clarify my profile. I AM submissive. I do not wish to play games. I simply have a voice and will not roll over to just anyone. Once that connection is made, my pleasure is in serving and making my Sir proud. |
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